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, I am really sorry to hear about your sister but equally happy to know that you are blessed with a child. I just thought of putting my experience here if not completely but to relieve me off the pain and agony that is going on within me atleast for a while. I am from India and currently in my late twenties. I recently had a miscarriage for a child I have been expecting and trying for for the past 2 months. I had the miscarriage not due to any medical problem but due to my sudden and stressful flight from Dubai( my husband’s home) to parent’s home and carrying of heavy luggage. I left to come to my parent’s home not for the pleasure of it but because my husband asked me to leave saying I don’t pay my rent. His parents were on speaker constantly goading him to fight me further. This sort of fight used to happen every now and then. Every time I contemplated leaving , I used to hold myself back not really wanting to break the marriage. Typically like a conventional ****** girl, I was devoted to my husband even before I knew him, never kept any boyfriend as my parents were conservative and believed in arranged marriages. But after I got married, I got to know through his whatsapp messages, that he kept an illicit relationship with a girl with whom he used to exchange terms of endearment. When he got to know that I was sneaking on his mobile, he hit me black and blue. Even when I remember the way and the manner in which he hit me, I dont have any words to express how hurt I feel. A week after he got to know that I am pregnant, he threatened me with a divorce during an altercation with him. Also he is always in the habit of calling up his parents in skype and call and involving them in the tiniest of the fight. I also recall, the fights used to exacerbate to a horrible extent after his parent’s involvement as they in turn would call up my parents and have a list of complains ready against me. Not just that, his parents used abusive language against my parents right in front of me.His dad used to make unusual advances at me when I got married which used to make me highly uncomfortable but I used to get out of the room on some pretext so he cannot harm me or touch me.During my pregnancy, my husband used to serve me a bowl of cornflakes in the mornings- when his mom got to know about this, she immediately called me up and said that I am exploiting her son and taking advantage of my pregnancy.What sort of mother in law talks like this to her daughter in law, barely 1 year into the marriage .I was working before but just a month back I took a sudden flight to my parents leaving behind my job and also suffered a miscarriage. Eternally hopeful as I am, that they realise their mistake, I have never felt this unsure about my future. I am hoping against hope that my husband comes for me. He only leaves a mail expressing his concern instead of coming to fetch me which makes me doubt his integrity. Did all those intimate moments with him was his lust and not real love for me? As I loved him sincerely. I wish Almighty for a miracle to save my marriage without losing my life or personality.

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