Chapter six

I stood still, as I watched Ammar staggering, then falling, and his movements stopped... The sound of the plane was shaking my ears... I looked closely at him... He didn't move. I raised my foot with difficulty and urged her to walk towards Ammar. I saw his eyes open, blood running from his nose, and his chest still from any breath... I realized... he died... and it was me... who killed him. I turned back and my eyes were searching for Raghad... my sweet little girl. My dear spoiler... the delight of my heart... I saw her standing in terror at my car, looking at me with tears streaming down her head, while her cloth belt lay quietly on the soft sand... Heavily and slowly, with great collapse and weakness, I walked towards her.. All the energy in my body ran out, it was as if I was working on a battery that was snatched from me and left me motionless and powerless... In the middle of the road, I collapsed... I fell to the ground like a piece of cloth that was hanging like a curtain on the wall fell and crashed. My knees in the sand... and my eyes landed with my head towards the ground... I raised my head with difficulty and looked at Raghad, who was still standing in the same position and position... With difficulty I opened my arms a little, and said in a stifled voice that came out of My lungs: "Come..." Raghad looked at me without moving, so I said again: "Come... Raghad." Now, she came towards me quickly, and with force she fell into my arms and almost threw me to the ground... She encircled me with her arms tightly, and when I tried Encircling her I couldn't help but throw my two arms around her weakly collapsed I cried a lot... and very much... when it was lost... and when it ended... and when it was coming and inevitable... We stayed in this position for a few minutes, I couldn't help it Saying or doing something... and complete silence dominated the atmosphere... It was a wild and lonely road, and no car had passed us yet... I regained the strength that I could move my hand a little, so I started to wipe on the head of my child and I say Burning and bitterly: "Forgive me, Raghad... Forgive me..." Raghad regained her lost breath, and said, her face still immersed in my chest: "Let's go home." She moved her head a little away from me and allowed our eyes to meet... And what a meeting ?? A meeting wet with torrents of bloody tears, my tongue could not find anything that I could utter... I tried to get up at last, my arms struggling to carry the little one, but I failed. Who is on it... and erased the world from existence... and my little girl cries on my chest in terror... and my scoundrel enemy is a lifeless body dripping with blood... and my great dream has been lost and vanished like dust blown by a treacherous wind... and My distant unknown fate... As beyond the horizon... And the arena is empty except for Raghad and I... And the sun is witnessing what happened and is happening... I raised my hand to the sky... and cried: "Oh Lord...." I could finally get enough energy, to get up and take my little girl in my arms, and walk her to the car... I didn't sit her on the seat next to me, but I sat her next to me, I didn't want a few inches away from her... My cell phone rang, and who was in the car, I looked indifferently at the name of the caller appearing on the screen, it was my friend Saif, I took the phone and hung it, and threw it aside ... everything was over ... I drove slowly, and I don't know to a Where I'm heading... Everything in front of me was vague and unknown... I ran a long distance in several directions, the fire in my chest was burning, and my tears were unable to extinguish a single spark... My little girl, she kept holding on to me, not speaking, and a tear fell down From her eye piercing my chest and ripping my pen before her fate ended with her clothes thirsting for more tears... After a while, I passed on my way to a public park and they imagined any behavior that was not related to my situation, which was the one that happened to me without thinking! "Raghad, dear, what do you think about playing here a little?" And she opened the door, got down and lowered her through the same door. I took her hand and urged her to walk with me towards the entrance to the garden. There were very few people walking, with their young children, it was a hot school day... I know my little girl liked the swings very much, so I took her to the swing and began to swing her lightly. ... Her clothes were drenched in tears in the air, so he dried her, and I shook her gloomy face and revived it ... Imagine that she smiled at me! When Raghad was smiling, the whole world was dancing with joy in my eyes, and joy was sweeping my heart, and any dust for any worries scattered and vanished... As for this smile... it killed me... I only realized for myself and tears jumped from my eyes My limbs are trembling, and my heart almost breaks my ribs from the intensity and strength of its pulses... Are you smiling, Raghad? Quite simply... as if nothing had happened!? I wish I had killed you, Ammar, on the day we fought… I wish I had spent years on you… I wish I had burned you before you burned my heart and destroyed my past and my future… And shattered my most precious possession… “Walid” I noticed a voice Raghad calls me, and I am drowning in bitter sadness... I wipe my tears in vain, the torrent is pouring and the tear is dripping... "Yes, my dear?" "Shall we buy the egg now?" I closed my eyes... and stopped the swing little by little, and I went down And she turned to me... So I took her in my arms and said, crying and smiling: "Yes, baby, we'll buy eggs and whatever you want... And everything you wish... Anything, sweetheart... Anything... Anything... ..." and wept loudly ... Raghad, her facial expressions changed and she burst into tears: "Don't cry, baby, please." And we wept together with tears that the tongue could not describe... and the heart could bear it... and the universe could absorb an abundance of blood through it and mixed with blood.

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