You Make My World Lighten Up ( TaeKook )
Chapter 11
WHEN THE HEART GETS
TOO HEAVY WITH PAIN,
PEOPLE DON'T CRY,
THEY BECOME SILENT,
COMPLETELY SILENT.
His wounds also healed and only scars were left. There was dried blood in his clothes, he stands up and walks towards his balcony and sat on the floor.
It was evening time, the sun was setting just to come out the next day with a change. Jungkook was just staring at it with expressionless face and blank eyes. He stopped crying a while ago cause now he don't even feel anything for that girl anymore...
Kang Jungkook
( hugs his knees while sitting on the floor at one of the corner of balcony )
Kang Jungkook
Where is my angel
Where is my angel
the end of the day
Someone come and save me, please
Someone come and save me, please
Just a sigh of a tiring day
I guess everyone is happy~~
Kang Jungkook
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and gray
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey
The meaning of tears reflected in the mirror
My color hidden in laughter blue and gray
I don't know where (from where) I went wrong
Since I was a child (young), a blue question mark in my head
I don't know why I lived so fiercely (how so)~~
Kang Jungkook
But when I look back, it’s crazy sunny here
That sad purple shadow that swallows me up
still blue question mark
Is it anxiety or depression?
How can you really be an animal of regret?
Or is it me born of loneliness~~
Kang Jungkook
I still don't know, sad purple blue
I hope it won't be eroded, I'll find the exit
I just wanna be happier
I just wanna be happier
melt me cold
My hands that I stretched out countless times
colorless echo~~
Kang Jungkook
Oh this ground feels so heavier
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
I just wanna be happier
Is this a big greed?
How I felt when I walked on the cold winter streets
The sound of your heart breathing faster
I still feel it
don't say it's okay~~
Kang Jungkook
because it's not okay
Please don't leave me alone, it hurts so much (oh)
The road I always walk and the light I always receive
But today is a strange scene
Have I become dull or broken?
But it's heavy.
approaching gray rhino
Without focus, I'm standing there
I'm not like me at this moment
just not scary~~
Kang Jungkook
Words like colors tickle me
I like the wide gray area
There are hundreds of millions of expressions of gray
When it rains, my world (oh)
dance over this city
Fog on a clear day
Always together on wet days
all the dust here
toast for
I just wanna be happier
I just wanna be happier
feel the warmth of my hands
It's not warm, so I need you more
Oh this ground feels so heavier
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I am singing by myself
In the future, when I laugh
I'd say that
words floating in the air
After secretly picking it up and holding it
I'm going to sleep at dawn now good night~
Jungkook slept on the floor in the cold night in the balcony.
Jungkook woke up by the loud sound of knocking on his door. He sat on the floor and felt his body aching very badly, but there was something new in him today. He wasn't having any expressions, he gets up from the floor and went to open the door. As soon as he opened the door someone hugged him, it was Wei long. As soon as he woke up he ran to Jungkook's room to check on Jungkook.
Kang Jungkook
Hyu...hyung...
Kang Jungkook
What happened ?
Kang Wei-Long
Jungkook you are okay right ? ( pulls away from Jungkook and starts checking him after turning him around and saw the blood stains )
Kang Wei-Long
Remove your shirt
Kang Jungkook
but hyung...
Kang Wei-Long
right now...
Wei long first closes the door while Jungkook removes his shirt. Wei-Long saw that the wounds were healed only the scars were left.
Kang Wei-Long
( shocked ) Jungkook...
Kang Wei-Long
How did you get healed ?
Kang Jungkook
I don't know hyung but they healed themselve.
Kang Wei-Long
oh my... Jungkook your fated must have the power of healing...
Kang Jungkook
What is fated mate hyung and what it has to do with me ?
Kang Wei-Long
Fated mates are those mates who are already decided by the moon goddess.
Kang Wei-Long
Your fated must be of someone with higher rank that's why he has the power of healing.
Kang Wei-Long
I think when you were injured your fated mate also got injured.
Kang Jungkook
Why will he get injured hyung ?
Kang Wei-Long
cause he is your fated mate and he must have felt half of your pain. And when he healed himself, you must have also be healed.
Kang Jungkook
but hyung...
Kang Wei-Long
I think he already know that he has a fated mate...
Kang Jungkook
how do you know hyung ?
Kang Wei-Long
I just know... ( smiles )
Kang Jungkook
hyung how would I know he is my fated mate ?
Kang Wei-Long
You will feel comfortable and warm around him as you are an alpha, he must be an omega.
Kang Wei-Long
And like you have a birth mark on your neck he must also have the same.
Kang Jungkook
Hyung don't tell this to anyone...
Kang Jungkook
that I have a fated mate...
Kang Wei-Long
okay its our little secret ( smiles and ruffles Jungkook's hairs )
Kang Wei-Long
( suddenly becomes sad ) Forgive hyung Jungkook...
Kang Wei-Long
forgive hyung for not saving you...( tears rolls down his eyes )
Kang Jungkook
( hugs Wei long ) It was not your fault hyung...
Wei long cried while hugging Jungkook and kept saying sorry for yesterday. While Jungkook just carsed his back slowly while comforting him.
Jungkook get fresh and looks at himself in the mirror.
Kang Jungkook
Kang Jungkook...No Jungkook you should be fine... be strong and no need to keep that fake smile... just be yourself now...stop thinking about them...
Kang Jungkook
live for yourself now....( smiles faintly )
that's what Jungkook was wearing and his eyesight is alright it's just that someone told him that most of the Omega's and father's like cute alpha's so Jungkook started wearing specs to look cute. But now that he is going to be his true self he removed his useless specs...
Jungkook went downstairs and saw that the whole family was sitting in the living room with the Lee family.
IU who was already searching for Jungkook as she felt a little empty cause Jungkook wasn't around her, saw Jungkook and her heart started beating fast seeing Jungkook looking so handsome.
But Jungkook just took a glance at them with an expressionless face and went to the kitchen to have his breakfast.
Lee Seo Joon
Hey where is Jungkook ? ( asked suddenly )
Lee Min Ho
yes Shin-Hye where is he ?
Lee Go- Ara
I think he must be embarrassed to see us right ?
Lee Seo Joon
embarrassed ? Why ?
Lee Go- Ara
oh actually he proposed Ji-Eun yesterday but she rejected him that's all.
Go Ara hided the fact that she rejected Jungkook very brutally cause she knows her husband's mindset and also the fact that someone slapped Ji-Eun as she doesn't wanted her daughter to get embarrassed.
Lee Seo Joon
Wow he proposed him ( surprised )
Lee Go- Ara
Yep so he must be embarrassed to face us. ( chuckles lightly to show how much virtuous and generous she is )
Kang Soo Hyun
I am really sorry for my son's behaviour Seo Joon, Go Ara, Min Ho and Ji Eun.
Lee Seo Joon
hey why are you apologising he just proposed her and infact my daughter should feel sorry to lose a gem like your son.
Lee Min Ho
Yes uncle what appa said is true.
Lee Go- Ara
( rolls her eyes in her heart )
Everyone just laughed it off and just then some guards enters the mansion followed by six people and two alpha's who were brutally beaten up by someone.
Amaltheia ( author )
Last update for today it's of total 1332 words. I am tired 🤧.
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Comments
Niha
you can do it
2024-01-22
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Bunny`s 🐻
tae🥹
2024-01-02
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Hajiya
~every time I cry, every time I smile can you look at me cuz I'm blue and gray~
2023-12-02
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