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"Most of the time... Those who are closest to you, hurt you...detest the progress you've made in life, just because of what you are, or the gender that you are . Who am I talking about ? My family..."

I've always felt like a disappointment to my family, especially my father, even though they've awlays tried to hide it..

Why? Because I'm the first born to an Alpha, and I'm not a Son.. This case is super rare, it hasn't come to pass for billions of years, but no one ever said that it was impossible.

When my father realized that I would be the next Alpha, he began to hate me.. So as you can imagine, he's hated me since birth..

A lot of people don't like change, but as the First Female Alpha in billions of years, I made sure that they embrace it one way or another.

Ofcourse the road to that achievement wasn't easy. There were countless of obstacles along the way. For example when my younger brother was old enough, my father announced that it would only be fair if my brother had a chance to fight me for the Title, since he's a Male...

Even though my brother didn't want too, he did it anyway, just to make our father happy. But in the end Yoongi didn't win, which angered my father and increased his hatred towards me.

And to make it worse, the members of the Werewolf Council , don't take me seriously just because I'm a Female.

I always had to work extremely hard to maintain my dominance and stand my ground in a room full of ignorant males.

Being a Female Alpha is tiring, but i wouldn't trade it for anything..I hold a hope that I could someday make a difference in the way our people see women.

Yes, women are aloud to work, participate in fights, and do anything that the males can. So why is it such a huge deal when a Female is an Alpha ? That's something you ask but never get an answer too.

Although my relationship with my family is complicated, there has always been someone who stuck by my side. My Beta, Jimin. We've know each other since we were little pups, running around in the Pack.

I trust him with my life and he does the same. He knows me better than myself, and supported me through everything I went through and did.

"You sure you don't want to go home ?" He asked, putting his hand on my shoulder gently. "We've already gone to five Packs today and we haven't found anything.."

"No, let's keep searching. I have a good feeling about the next Pack." Jimin sighed and nodded.

He's been around me long enough to know that once I make up my mind, I don't change it.

We get on our horses and started on our way to the next Pack. After sometime, we arrived at Red Stone Pack in search for my mate.

Every year, I take a trip to the closest Packs to see if my mate is there. For the past four years, I didn't succeed.

...But I have hope that this year, is the year...The year when I find my other half.....

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