Chapter 2

Taehyung's pov

After wandering around with Jiminie and eomma jin, I went to the room that was waiting for me with obviously their help because if not I would have gotten lost for sure in a big school like this. On the way they tell me about what their roommates are like, Jiminie happened to be with his crush AKA Min Yoongi himself, while eomma Jin is Namjoon oppa's roommate or should I say namjoon appa, I'm somewhat confused.

As soon as we arrive in front of the door of my room I am dead tired and exhausted from the incredible walk I made from Jimin's room to mine, along with my suitcases, full of everything.

I enter the room and notice that my companion has already arranged everything and is outside. Jimin and Jin hyung get a call and urgently need to go to their respective rooms, oh god I don't even remotely or minimally want to know the reason of that urgency.

I start sorting out my stuff when I hear the door open and soon after a head pops out.

It's a dark-haired, tall, muscular guy who could kill me with a hug. I guess to my misfortune or luck (I really don't know) he is an Alpha.

I don't have the courage to look him in the eye, he strikes an irrational fear in me.

Jungkook's pov

I entered the room and noticed that there was already someone there, I looked around to try and find who in theory should have been my roommate and shortly afterwards I noticed a docile and slender figure near the wardrobe.

I looked closer and noticed that it was Kim Taehyung, the person who had ruined my best friend's life.

I feel a wave of anger rise up inside me and I honestly think I will make him regret being born, I swear I will make him curse the day he was born by torturing him.

Jk - Look, look who we have here, little Kim Taehyung, the little demon who ruined his family's life.-

Tae - Who are you? And how do you know my name? - I asked looking at him - First of all, I haven't ruined anyone's life, and it's the others who ruined it by making me suffer - i say sighting heavily - but why am I saying all this to you when you clearly seem to want to make me feel worse than I already am? And what kind of scandal would it be for the others to know that Kim Taehyung is suffering too? - i say with teary eyes - I'm a happy guy in everyone's eyes and will continue to be so if you want to make me suffer, you have my consent to do so freely.

Jk - yaaa what's wrong with you? I'm clearly threatening you and you tell me I can beat you up, but you should get yourself checked by a psychologist, cos nobody tells someone " You can beat me up as much as you want " -

What's his problem? I mean I threaten him and he doesn't do anything, he even tells me I can beat him up. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to have someone on whom you could vent your anger and he doesn't seem to mind being treated like an object.

I really want to give it a try and see if I can vent my anger. Since I'm angry enough it might even work and then by the way it's his fault that I'm angry.

I get closer and punch him straight in the stomach and I already feel better seeing him so weak and thinking that I am helping my friend to get rid of this useless being. The more I look at him, the more I hate him.

Taehyung's pov

He comes close to me and punches me straight in the stomach but I don't react, I just let him do it, it's not the first time someone has used me to let off his anger anyway.

He keeps on kicking and punching me but I stay there on the ground sobbing without even moving, I cry silently while he keeps on beating me. When I am now out of strength he leaves me there on the floor, half bleeding and bruised and walks out of the room. After he leaves I stood there calling for help in a voice that even a person with super hearing would struggle to hear until I completely lose consciousness.

Jungkook's pov

After I beat him up I walk away but after fifteen minutes I start to feel guilty.

How did I hurt him when I didn't even know if what my best friend said was true? And then how is it that he doesn't fight back but just stands there and lets someone break his bones? How is it that he's pretending to be happy? How did I notice that while I was beating him, he was smiling and crying at the same time as if he was happy and sad at the same time? How is it that someone should be happy when he's being beaten to death?

There were so many unanswered questions in my mind and I decided to go to the room and see how that loser was, because I felt totally guilty ?

I walk into the room and see him bleeding and unconscious.

Suddenly I feel like my heart has been put in a stranglehold and could burst at any moment. I walk over to him and lift him off the floor.

I lay him gently on his mattress and go to get bandages and plasters to treat him. After I bandage his wounds I lift one sleeve to see if he has any bruises and I notice cuts, lots of cuts, I lift the other and it's the same he has arms full of cuts and none of them are medicated, they must hurt a lot.

I bandage his arms even though I know as soon as he gets up he will remove all the bandages but of course I will stop him. I don't know why but the story Namjoon Hyung told me is starting to sound bad because if he really ruined his family why would he hurt himself, in theory if he really wants to ruin them he should be happy and overly spoilt and overly arrogant and yet he's so much weaker and sensitive.

After medicating everyone I go to get a small bottle of water so I can wake him up. I splash some water on him and he starts saying incomprehensible things, the only thing I understand is -why do I suck so much and make others so disgusted that they even beat me up because they get mad at me even though I haven't done anything, I'm sick of being treated like an object, why doesn't anyone understand that-.

After hearing that I feel even more guilty than before and I notice that he is slowly opening his eyes.

I take the mask and cover the lower part of my face leaving my eyes uncovered.

Jk - Hey, how are you taetae? -

Tae - who are you? And how do you know my name? You are not my roommate right? -

Jk - well...I...I'm Jeon Jungkook and I'm not your roommate...I fixed you up because I found you on the floor when I was walking by and the door to your room was open.

Tae - oh okey, anyway thanks, I feel a little better -

Jk - well then I'll be going -

Tae - No!! Please...stay - he suddenly grabs my hand

Jk - why? - i ask confused

Tae - because...I'm f-fearful of my roommate; I-I'm terrified of him in an unbelievable way, I-I can't even look him in the eyes. - he says trembling terribly

As he says this he starts sobbing and crying his eyes out without the slightest composure.

I feel terribly guilty because I know it's my fault he's like this.

He squeezes my shirt tightly and is hugging me like there's no tomorrow, so I decide to return the hug too, I start to run my hand over his back gently to try to calm him down but it doesn't seem to work. After a while he calms down a bit and goes back to sleep.

I had to lie to him that I wasn't his roommate because I was afraid he would hate me or push me away and hurt himself again.

From now on I have to put on two different faces with him.

Cold or hateful when I'm his roommate, and kind and understanding when I'm his...friend? I don't know but I know I can't present myself in front of him like that, and that he'll probably hate my guts when he knows who I really am.

Bravo Jungkook you made a good and pure heart suffer, I don't think he will be able to forgive me easily.

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