Something Unsettled

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It's been 2 days since Taehyung had seen that erotic dream but his feelings were unsettled. He didn't had courage to look jungkook in the eyes. He blushed madly whenever he did any personal chore for jungkook.but what could've he do... this problem is created by his own.

And on the other hand jungkook was living his dreams..he was on cloud 9. It's like Taehyung was being so domestic with him like a lover or maybe a husband. Jungkook's heart pound at the thought of Taehyung accepting him. But he too didn't had courage to ask him couse maybe younger was feeling guilty and other was misunderstanding it. What can he thought its so confusing for him.

It's been a week for jungkook's cast and today is the last day and tomorrow the cast will be take out. But both taekook's heart was restless at the thought of seperation. Jungkook knew why his heart was aching but Taehyung didn't knew why he was feeling restless.

Taehyung was helping jungkook in wear his pants..... when kook's pants slip from his grip and fell down and he bend down to pull it up but when he sit down to pick up the pants... jungkook's clothed shaft came in his sight. It was inches apart from his face. He gulped at the sight. He was staring it without blinking. Just then the door of jungkook's room opened up and a chirpy yoongi came into sight.

"Hi.....love birds...do..you......oh my.... sorry....sorry....i came in the wrong time....sorry for disturbing"

Taehyung was seeing yoongi and jungkook's shaft back forth and stand up immediately. "No....no...hyung...you are misunderst...."

"No....no...i am sorry...please continue" he said and left from their while shutting the door.

Jungkook was seeing all this with a amused smile.

Taehyung made jungkook wear his pants and leave from there in embarrassment.

When he leave the room and shut the door he hear jungkook's loud laughing sound. He shook his head and smiled embarassed.

Taehyung came in the living room and find yoonmin talking about something. He didn't had courage to make eye contact with yoongi so he went to jimin and hugged him. But yoongi being a savage king asked with a smirk "you...finished... quickly"

Taehyung widen his eyes but jimin was confused "huh....what".

"Nothing...chim....ignore him and tell me how's you and how was your trip."

"It was great tae...halmoni is so sweet she bestowed us with so many gifts in blessings for marriage."

"Okay...okay...you both soulmates talk...i am going to the lover boy....i don't think he missed me.... but.....i missed him" yoongi said while teasing Taehyung.

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In jungkook's bedroom.

"Oh my bunny atlast you tamed your tiger i am proud of you." Yoongi hugged jungkook.

"It's not what you are thinking hyung he was just helping me with my clothes and you misunderstood it."

Yoongi's smile fell down "so... nothing happened"

Jungkook shook his head.

Vmin entered in the room with some refreshments. They put it on the side table and jimin goes to jungkook and hug life out of him.. " i missed you....missed you...so much....how are you hyung."

Jungkook returned the hug gladly. " I am fine my baby... don't too much worry about hyung...your hyung is a strong man...nothing could be happen to me when your brother in law was with me."

Taehyung's heart swell up at this comment he smiled shyly.

"Oh... brother in law..huh" jimin teased and Taehyung became a red tomato till now.

After sometime

All of them were chit chatting about their days apart.

"Tae....now we are here why won't you go back to kim residence..hmm...now i will take care of hyung."

"No..." Taehyung yelled.

Yoonminkook saw him with confusion.

Taehyung felt embarrassed " I mean it's just one more day i will go back after his cast will be take out.....as then i will feel guilt free."

Jungkook's heart ached "did he done all that just because of guilt....it means he didn't accept me or fell something for me....i am really an stupid fellow i misunderstood his guilt with love."

Jungkook smiled with a pained eyes. Taehyung's heart feel more restless when he saw pain in others eyes.

Full day went by very smoothly because of yoonmin they share stories of trip with taekook but at night it was all silent in taekook's room.They both had so many things to talk to eachother but they didn't knew how to. Jungkook wanted to know if Taehyung is just guilty or its something else. And for Taehyung well.... Taehyung wanted to talk something about jungkook but not able figure out about it....what and how??

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Next day jungkook's cast had been take out and everything seems normal but doctor advised to take everything easy and don't do any heavy weight lifting.

Now is the time from which both taekook was scared....tha seperation.

"Tae i put your all luggage in car and driver will drop you at kim residence....i also wanted to come with you....i am too missing namjin hyungs but i am so busy as wedding is in a month. But what can I do...i will meet them later...okay...give my love to them...hmm.." jimin hugged Taehyung.

Taehyung nodded but his eyes were longing something or may i say someone. " Uummm....chim....where is kook hyung.."

"Oh...kook hyung...he went to office early as so much work is pending in his absence."

"Oh..."

"I thought he is changed but till now he gave his all priorities to his business...i am just a thing for him.... can't he go late to his work after sending me away...here i was longing for him and he went to office without meeting me." Taehyung got upset at this thought.

"Okay chim i am going...bye..take care... don't take too much tention of wedding...hmmm."

Taehyung left from there with a heavy heart.

At jungkook's office.

"Kook...why won't you stay home till Taehyung returned to his home... that's not good buddy...you should've say him a proper good bye atleast."

"I can't yoongi hyung...i can't .....if i watched him going away...it will feel like he was going away from my life...and now i don't think it's matter yoongi hyung...i don't think he will ever feel the same way i am feeling about him.....i am giving up hyung...it's only 15 days left but my heart can't take it more...after him coming this close to me...my heart will not be able to tolerate his seperation and i know which dream i had watched it will never be fulfilled....so i am giving my self space from him...if i won't see him may be it hurt less.......he alway said truth hyung ....he will never fall for me...i lose....hyung...i lose."

Yoongi got mute after hear painful voice of his best friend.

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After 3 days....jungkook never call or attempt to meet Taehyung but other was feeling sorrow in his heart and longing in his eyes... every time his phone rings he thought its his fiancee's call...but he felt sad when it's not...he even call jimin to know about jungkook but jimin said "hyung is just busy in work.... don't worry." He even left his ego and called jungkook but other didn't attend his call.

Now Taehyung felt something that he never felt before its a mixed emotions like he was sad, angry, disappointed...and empty at the same time.

One evening at kim residence

Taehyung was sitting in living room lost in his thoughts when Namjoon approached him "tae....tae...bear..." He shook tae lightly

"Huh....what...yes...what happened hyung"

"That's what I want to know....what happened bear...why are you upset..hmm."

"It's nothing hyung...i was just thinking about something...ignore it...so tell me..why are you calling me."

"Ah....yess...i remembered...take this" he hand him a small red square box "that's from mom"

Taehyung looked at him confused

"Grandma gave that to mom when..she was about to marry dad and mom save it for you...to give you...when you about to marry."

Taehyung opened it...it was a beautiful butterfly design blue and opal colour pandent with chain.



Taehyung's eyes got filled with tears..."it's mom's....mom wanted me have it.....it's beautiful...just like her..hyung i missed mom dad so much..." He hugged namjoon.

Both of the brothers had tears in their eyes "me too..bear...me too"

"But hyung i am very lucky to have a brother like you...you never let me miss them you and jinnie hyung both like second parents to me there's nobody like you... thankyou hyung for always there for me.... thankyou"

"No...no...my bear what are you saying why are you thanking me i didn't did any favour for you tae...you are my little brother ...every elder brother can give his life for his younger brother like me...jinnie and jungkook."

Taehyung pout at the thought of jungkook "Don't take that cold hearted person's name with you and my kind hearted jinnie hyung...his heart is cold like ice...he can't love anybody..... like you and jinnie hyung love me or eachother."

"What are you saying tae....i know sometimes kook is not able to show his feelings but it didn't mean he has cold heart infact i had never seen a soft hearted person like him... don't you know how much he loves jimin.."

"Yeah...i know everything...how everytime he broke my soulmate's heart in pieces"

Namjoon furrowed his eyebrows

"Don't pretend like you don't know hyung"

"Yes...i don't know ...tell..

Me i want to know."

"Did you know..hyung....when we were in America how much chim cry Becoz jungkook didn't call him on his birthday. He cry his eyes out becouse he didn't wish him.he just sent him a expensive gift and thought a expensive gift chosen by his secretary will ment chim's broken heart.and that foolish boy said my hyung doesn't forgot my birthday ,he is just busy"

"He didn't even knew how scared he was when he was going for his appendix surgery , he was saying "i want to meet my hyung one last time if i didn't make it.." what a naive boy but i assured him kook will be there when he wake up becouse his uncle already told him and he said he is on his way . Only after listening that chim went to ot. But he... didn't have time to come and meet him.jungkook just call him for formality like chim is some employee of him and not his brother".

You know ...when we were coming back to korea he was so excited to meet jungkook after all these years.but jungkook didn't have time to pick him up..he sent his driver....and said maid to make his favourite food to compensate.so... Don't compare that ice king to yourself...you didn't did something like that with me... he is not worth it."

Now namjoon became very angry "what rubbish are you talking about tae...i didn't know you thought that low of kook...oh...my... don't tell me you said something rubbish to kook too..tell me"

"What...tell you...hyung..yes...i made him watch his reflection in mirror when he proposed me...and i am not feeling guilty about it too...he may be very good in business but he is not good in relationships......but sorry hyung someone has to do it."

"Oh...shut up tae...." Namjoon yelled....in first time in his life Namjoon has yelled at his younger brother.

"But...hyu.."

"I didn't knew tae that you are that naive to judge someone like this...i have always taught you that ...Every story has its two side.... don't judge someone by just one side of a story....you just know Jimin's side story just his sufferings but you didn't know how much sufferings kook had....how much he longed for his brother's love...tae you didn't know jungkook's side story...i know he will never tell you... that's why i will tell you how much soft hearted your soon to be husband is.."

"So tell me tae what did you say huh...yes jungkook didn't call him on his birthday and just sent him a gift bought by his secretary....but you didn't know the whole truth .....that gift was not bought by his secretary.....you remember it was jimin's 18 birthday and jimin wanted a Gucci bag which was sold out after few minutes of launching... jungkook went store to store to find it and found one with his connections...but it was in Busan and flights were all full to Busan so he drive overnight and went there to fetch it and while coming from there he meet with a little accident he got injured...he didn't wanted jimin to know about this that's why he didn't call him...he didn't wanted his little brother to hear his painful voice he didn't wanted him to worry about him.so he sent that gift by his secretary.That much my kook loves his jimin."

"And next what you said...hmmm...yes...he didn't went to America...to meet jimin when he was having surgery. Did you know he was not here when he learn about it...he was in a hill station for a very important meeting but he cancelled everything and book a immediate ticket to America but luck was not with him...he got stuck on the airport for 4 days becouse of heavy snow fall.....his phone was not working but he managed to call jimin from there..... After coming from there he wanted to go and meet jimin but me and yoongi stopped him by telling him that jimin need rest and if he will go there jimin wouldn't rest and talk to him non stop but in reality he too needed rest if that time jimin would saw him....he would've worry about him. You know tae...kook is the person who thought his brother before him...that much my kook love his jimin."

"And in the last what complain did you had...hmm....that he didn't picked up jimin from...airport....you are such a stupid boy tae....did you know when you both were coming...from America...that day he wake up early and decorate jimin's room by himself and make all of jimin's favourite dishes by his own hands according to jimin's taste....and in making all this he didn't had time to shower and get ready as he wanted to look good in his brother's eyes...so he sent his driver to receive jimin from airport....that much my kook loves his jimin..."

Till now Taehyung was silently crying...

"You know tae how much jungkook longed for jimin...he was just 15 when he was left alone...jimin had you there in America but kook didn't had anybody....i had seen him secretly crying for jimin...i had seen his all suffering.... i had seen his longing for love tae.... that's why i choose you for my kook. Don't you dare to thought that he was lucky that he was going to marry you.... actually ... You are lucky that he is marrying you.... appreciate what you have in time tae.... Otherwise you will regret later.." Namjoon left from there leaving a sobbing Taehyung.

Now Taehyung don't had any unsettled feelings in his heart....all of his arrogance and ego had vanish with tears .... It had replaced with pure love...now Taehyung was sure of his feelings for jungkook..and.....like his brother said he didn't wanted to regret later......now he was clear about what his heart wants....and his heart wants jungkook.....he loves Jeon jungkook....he loves Jeon jungkook ... He wanted to became Jeon Taehyung."

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So....sorry for this long chapter....but enjoy

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