twelve days left

finally it the last day of my period and it's always painful so I stood up and went straight to the bathroom, did my normal routine and came out before wearing my dress, a black fitted shining gown that stops above my knee before crawling back into my bed didn't bother eating since I don't have appetite till I fell asleep.

I fluttered my eyes open and quickly sat up coughing uncontrollable till I can't breathe properly and my chest ache, I struggled with myself, at least am not gonna die now for zion sake, so I struggled to come down but fell, I crawled to my table, picked the drug and quickly used it, but the pain continued just like the doctor said "when it's closer to the given date, drugs may likely fail" I could still remember those words as I lay helplessly on the floor panting heavily waiting for the pain to subside but it seems like it a waste of time, so I fell asleep.

I rolled and felt something cold touch my body making me open my eyes just to see am still on the floor in my room through the pain is no more there, am grateful for that at least although it would now take longer than usual to heal up so to be on a safer side "always take your drugs" I said to myself then stood up and went to the kitchen, microwaved the leftover food and ate before going back to my room, sat on my chair and brought out a book by "Daniella Frank" named " living for love",the book is kind of interesting because it is relating to me, the boy Miller which is the main character suffered from cancer of the lung and almost died but was able to survive maybe because of his girlfriend Kayla which is kind of cool but my case is different cuz there's no love to live for, at least the world would rest a bit. I don't care about zion anymore since he said he would learn to live with it so sooner or later he would get use to my absence and memories would one day fade away like smoke do into the thin air. I sighed closing the book dropping it back on the shelf then picked another book by "Miracle Emanuel" named life in a circle, it kind of interesting, don't blame me am not a novel freak so I don't give nice comments about them. After reading till late in the night, I drop the book before going to bed waiting for another minus (-1) to live on earth, can't just wait to live peacefully in the world of peace where my brother is. Anytime I remember him I just wish he is happy and continue to be happy, just can't wait to see my companion once again. I lay down and turn off the light drifting off into the dream land of terror.

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