15 days left

I stood in my room staring through the window into the space. I have just fifteen days left on earth to live and all I wish for is to be alone till that day,my sickness has hurt alot of people already and I won't want to hurt anyone again so all I wish for is a peaceful and quiet death.

The girl with fifteen days left to live is Miracle Norman,a tall beautiful lady, every man's dream with chest nut hair. I work in a bar, just to keep myself busy away from boredom,got a Beastie, a boy to be precise his name is zion.let me tell you my whole story.

I sighed closing my curtain,then picked my yellow woven cardigan and wore it before going out, I decided to take a walk just to free up my head a little.

I walk down the quiet alley with my hands tucked in my jogger pocket thinking about what life has done to me, where have got it wrong in the journey of life, what sin have I committed for me to live with this type of sickness,yet I find no reason , am just a pain in the ***.

I sat on a bench under the light pole and broke down in tears,I kept on asking why I have to live like this,why my life should have end like this, why I have to hurt everyone around me,why...I felt someone sit beside me and I quickly stop crying, raised my head and wipe my tears,I was about standing when he stopped me "wait...you can cry a little more, I promise not to disturb" he said in a very calm soothing voice that I was forced to look at him. My jaw dropped slightly seeing an angel sitting right beside me, a fair skinned guy with sky blue hair that falls to his forehead then came down to his left ear touching his chin, his lips are in a heart shape,slim and pink,he has a pointed nose, long lashes, well carved brows and to top it all hazel eyes.He smiled reviling his tow sided deep dimples "oh my gosh,does Angels still exist?"I thought but quickly snapped out of it"what are you thinking miracle? you are gonna die in the next fifteen days, you can't afford to be in pain and hurt an innocent soul. Not anymore, just ignore and leave" I said to myself as I quickly look away, I realised my hand from his gentle grip "no thanks am fine" I muttered and stood up to leave,he also did the same"life can sometimes be hard but it for the best" his calm voice rang again like music and I chuckled "do you say best? life can give nothing but pain and problems" I said not turning to look at him for fear of what I might do "life can..." "you don't need to tell me about life because I have a full taste of it already.Okay?" I said and left without looking back, I continued walking then broke into a run as tears flowed down my eyes, "life is cruel" I said to myself as thought of everything that I went through flash back.

I entered my house and went straight to my room, put on the light and undress myself before going to have a cool shower before coming out and wore a pink pyjamas and just then I felt pain in my chest as I couldn't breathe properly, the pain increased like am being stabbed severally, tears rolled down my face as I struggle with myself on the ground.

I crawled to my table and managed to pick a drug laying on the table among scattered books, opened the container and quickly put two dose in my mouth and swallow it without water. After a while, the pain subsided and I stood up tiredly to take water, after that I turn off the light and lay on my bed crying wishing days could be faster.

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