Chapter 3. I’m not too sure

“Do you truly want to stop all this.”

”What do you mean?” Xander asked looking at Samuel.

”Do you want to stop being an idol?”

” I-…..I don’t know.” He said in a sad tone while looking at the floor.

Samuel kept silent for a second but then he spoke.

“Xander. You know how hard we have been working all this time. And you see all the things we have accomplished. All four of us. And we are going to accomplish a lot more in the future, I’m sure of it. Please think about it more before making your decision. The thing you want to do is going to be a big shook to everybody. You know that.”

“Samuel you know you are like an older brother to me. I know you since I was 14.”

”Hahah yeaa, you were just a litle kid back then. Look at you now. You are 21 and me 23 years old. God I feel old. Haha.” Samuel said smiling and remembering old times when they just met for the first time.

”Hahah yeaa. Who would have thought.”

Boys kept on laughing and remembering good old times. Samuel thought he had made Xander feel beter. He thought that he made him forget all those crazy things that were going inside his head. He started to feel relief but then Xander spoke.”

“But you see…”

“Huh?” Samuel looked at Xander suprised. A weird feeling in his chest started to form. Was that feeling a fear?

”All those hours I spend on practicing dancing, singing, playing…I feel like I never truly get to live my chieldhood. I kinda feel like I missed on to many things. Normal things…” Xander said while his head was down looking at how he is nervously playing with his fingers.

“Just forget about it. That probably sounds stupid, anyways.” He said while making a sad chuckle.

“I don’t find that stupid.”

All most instantly responded Samuel. Xander looked at Samuel. Both of them kept silent for a minute.

“Xander I understand you. I was just 16 back then. I missed on a lot of things myself too. So the things you have just said aren’t stupid at all.”

”Thank you.” Xander flashed a sweet smile to his friend.

”You know what. You and me should go out.”

”Samuel I told you. I don’t feel like i today”

”No, no, no listen to me. We aren’t going out like idols. Why don’t we mask ourselves? We can go to a normal bar just like eveyrone els. Meet some normal people for a chance. What do you think?”

”I don’t know Samuel. I doubt that is a good idea.”

”Oh, common Xander. Belive me it will make you feel a lot better. Let’s have some fun.” Samuel said loudly trying to persuade Xander into it.”

Xander took a deep sigh and the looked at. Samuel who was making puppy eyes.

“Fine.”

”Yeeess! That’s what I’m talking about!” Samuel exploded of happines.

”But if we get into some kind of trouble it’s YOUR fault. Understand?”

”YES SIR!”

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