Just shout your sorrows and frustrations away

Pov astraea

Last school year I already achieved my goal so....... what's next?

I feel--I feel lost like I don't know what to do next. This isn't me, I am the kind of person who always have a plan, who always know what to do.

but now it's just nothing,

and I'm scared, I'm afraid of the future without knowing what to do.

Right now I'm inside my room, just laying down in my bed staring at the ceiling.

I don't have any motivation to be productive today, but I have to.

I should do better than I was yesterday it's the best thing to do to face the real world. I just recently realized that the real world isn't always rainbows there are also storms. I have to do better with my studies 'cause I need scholarship if I want to finish my studies.

Knock, knock, knock.

"Who is that?" I asked.

'It's me your gorgeous best friend HAHA.' Soleil

I stand up and opened the door for her.

'Good day bestie--what's wrong you look--ugly.' she said.

"Ouch, is that what you came here for?"

'No, well I just notice that you feel down and pressured this days so I think that maybe we should refresh our brains, lets go to amusement park!!!' Soleil

"Sure let's shout our sorrows away HAHAHA."

'Yeah, now hurry up and shower already you stink.'

"I don't--" 'yeah yeah now go shower I'm excited.'

One thousand years later~~~~Just kidding.

We have arrived in the amusement park.

"What ride should we try first" I asked.

'You choose 'cause I'm just here to accompany you.' Soleil.

"Okay should we try Anchor's away?"

'Sure.'

"Let's shout our sorrows and frustrations away."

We entered the anchor's away and waited for the ride to start.

"This ride is suppose to swing you back and fort right? I think there is nothing scary about this ride."

or so I thought.

"Waaahhh I'm sorry, I was just kidding when I said this is not scary, Wahhh mom helpppp."

'HAHAHAHAHAHA this is fun.' Soleil.

**"There is nothing fun here Waahhh I wanna go down now pleaseeee."**I am about to cry this is so scary I'm afraid of heights.

'HAHAHAHA just enjoy it, shout your frustrations and fear.'

okay

"Ahhhhhh why do people always have high expectation to me? Why do you guys expect me to be perfect I'm just a human I'm not a god."

After shouting few of my thoughts a tear escaped my eye, but it didn't stay long on my cheeks it has been taken away by the wind, the ride slowly came to a stop and we decided to ride the roller coaster next.

'Are you sure about this Astraea? Roller coasters are scary.' Soleil.

"I can do it, there is no good in keeping your feelings in a bottle or you will explode."

We have taken our seat and it is about to start.

"Soleil can--can I hold your hand huhu I am so nervous."

'HAHAHAHA sure--- whoaa your hands is so cold you must be so scared, it's okay I'm here all you gonna do is shout.'

"AHHHHHHH are the employees who managed this rides are crazy? They didn't even told us that they will start it!!!!"

'Shout Astraea!'

"Why do people judge my decisions huh? Who are they to dictate me? This is my body, this is my life I should be the main character of my own story not them!!!!!"

"Ahhhhh I'm annoyed at them but this ride is also so scary Ahhhhhhh."

ohh ohh the roller coaster just stop in the middle of the ride and it just happens to be making us upside down, wait a minute this is intentional so meaning--"Ahhhhhh how there they-- they just making the ride so 10x scarier."

at last the roller coaster is done

'It's fun, but your face make it more funnier the way you look when the rides gets faster it's laugh trip HAHAHHAA.'

"HAHA it's not even funny at all hmp." I said and crossed my arms like a child.

'HAHAHAHA my best friend is so cute ( she said while pinching my precious cheeks.) Now lets continue there is 2 more rides.'

"Ouch that hurts (my cheeks hurts really bad) Okay let's go, I'm done shouting anyways, I'm done shouting my frustrations, let's just enjoy this day."

next ride will be flying fiesta

we took our sit.

"'I bet this is not even scary at all and yeah I know I also said the same thing earlier but now I'm sure."

'Sure I bet you will be scared HAHAHA.'

"Let's see about that."

The flying fiesta just started slowly swing as around.

"Weeeehh this is fun."

' Yeah it is.'

uhhh it is starting to go a lot faster

"Ahhhh"

'already afraid dear Astraea?'

"No, I'm not afraid, I'm dizzy, I feel like throwing up."

'HAHAHAHA to be honest I'm a little getting dizzy to.'

"Oh no I can't take it anymore I'm about to throw up."

'Hang on you can do it.'

'And she didn't.' She throw up right when the ride stopped.

"Ahh remind me not to ride that flying fiesta again uhh."

'HAHAHAHAHA I sure will.'

'come on let's ride the ferris wheel to settle the dizziness and to enjoy our last ride for the day.'

"Sure I feel like my stomach just have been upside down uhh."

We entered the capsule and just relax. The scenery/view is so wonderful it eases the uncomfortableness in my stomach.

"Soleil, thank you for joining me here and thanks to you I feel a lot better now, also thank you for always being here for me." I said while smiling.

'Of course your my best friend, but I'm curious about something.'

"What is it?"

'You are the one who taught me that if I'm frustrated about something just shout it out, why?' she asked.

"Because bottling it all up will do you no good it will one day explode if you did, and we don't want that."

'You have a point.'

"Some people prepare shouting some prepare to just cry so if you feel like crying or shouting then do it, because it is okay to not be okay."

It's okay to feel like you are lost, sometimes you just need time.

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