My past ....

lang shi: really, I think we're fated..

mang ni: don't talk like this your making me jealous...

lang shi: don't forget she's a girl!!!

mang ni: I can't even if you're gay you can fall in love with girl

lang shi: I want a sister not a girlfriend.

mang ni: I trust you shi..., when do I invite my brother to your house??

lang shi: idk, maybe in Saturday..

mang ni: okay, he will be free since its summer break...

After work ...

lang shi at home ..

lang shi: little sister where are you?

lilly: brother shi, I'm at the kitchen..

lang shi goes to the kitchen.. surprised by the food made by lilly*

lang shi: did you cook all of that alone?

lilly: yes, brother shi... go change your clothes then come it lunch

lang shi: my little sister is so sweet ...

at the table...

lang shi: little sister.. I want to tell you something.

lilly: what... oh yes I think calling me lilly is better

lang shi: you don't like it ... sad*

lilly: no it is long word to say you can call me lilly it's also..c..cu..cuter .. shy*

lang shi: oh okay[ sooooo cuutee]

lang shi: um lilly I wanted to ask you this question from before... since your scared of men or boys didn't you've been in relationship before???

lilly: no I wasn't really talking to boy from the first place that's because, when I was small I always go to school with just girl so I don't talk to boys, only when I go out to restaurant sometime there will be a man sometime a girl.... so I was talking to man just for business... ... I had friends but what happened made me hate having Friends so I will never be friend with anyone....

lang shi: ummm that's why but you was okay with men back then so what happen[ she hate having friends, I wonder what will happen when she meet my bf bro]

lang shi: wait ... before you answer this question.. um how do I... okay... say the truth... are you ga.. or do you love girls or make out with girls , did you have any relationship with girls, dude I was normal I've had celebrity crush...

lilly: ofcourse not, I never had any relation ship before nor kissed anyone before ....hehe

lang shi: oh.. hehe I was wondering because you accept me as gay sooo.. okay nvm.. what happened before..??

lilly: okay, let me tell you my whole story.

I lived with a strict family, my mom has 6 kids, I am the biggest child I have a sister and 4 brothers. they are so annoying I loved them and care about them to much but they were one of the reasons I hate boy, I love my sister but sorry for her she is always mean to me, at that time I didn't have any respect from my siblings as their big sister they don't hear they bully me, but I didn't care that much. since I hade my friend they loved me and I loved them so much but my mom always say that they don't care about me.. I ignore her word but once I changed school and I didn't have friend so I had 1 year with no Friend my mom liked my personality when I don't have friends, but I was so lonely, I was lonely to death... I never talk at school nobody know my voice, but I changed school again and my childhood friend were with me I was happy, I was crying after I saw how I changed after seeing them I become more lively I hangout with them.. but my mom, as I expect it she said I changed because of them.. because of my friends... I was hurt I only spent with them 5 month and my mom wanted to change me to another school. so I ran away I don't want them to say things I hate. my friends didn't do anything. I am a smart girl so my mom found me weaker after having friends.. I decided not to have friends and live alone and work.. I dropped out of school I don't need it..

lang shi: what does that have to do with you hating men?

lilly: when I hang out together with my friends we always talk about handsome guys ... but after me living alone... there were bunch of guys who hit on me , I was beautiful but not that much, but days after days old guy stalk me and one day which is the day I met you there were a guy with a gang knew where I live so he came to my house and forced me to hav sex and we did but some how I bit him and ran away, after that accident I became scared of men and even boys.... um okay with baby boy or boys under 5 year old they are cute ... hehe

lang shi: oh so that's why, you really had a hard time since you are only 14 ...

lang shi: at Saturday mang ni little brother will visit, try be a friend with him if you can't just tell me...

lilly: I will try but I think I will be a little scared....

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