ON EXAMS AND CHANGING DIAPERS & WHY

Waking up at wee hour - less time for sleep and a lot of eye bags ... these are that you get from having a double job - part - time student and mom

Being a student and at the same time a mom is not a joke . Both of them need a hands - on job and a fulltime attention . The 24 - hour day is not enough for there are a lot of things to be done and accomplish . Every tick of the clock matters specially if you are away from home , you'll feel like you want to finish everything that you have to do , even beg your instructor to dismiss the class early for you badly miss your baby .

Studies and motherhood are both challenging and difficult requiring a lot of of time and won't leare anything for recreational activities - ren time for yourself . When exams are near you rush on things and your mind and body work a lot . Illy friends and I used to call examination week as " hell week " . Hell week in a sense that your mind and body is so damn exhausted . Well , I can say that my first month with my baby is also a hell week for me for it really drained my mind and made my body so tired . Adaptation to a new world is not that easy especially if you are used to sleeping alone . Having a baby beside you keeps you awake eventhough your senses are down ( you really have to be awake just to make sure the baby is fime all the time ) . Same as during the exams week , your eyes are also open until dawn just to be prepared for the test next morning .

In these two different areas you gain from them - high grades for a well studied exam and a great experience for being mom . But I can say that the best reward comes from being a mom for just a smile from your little angel is more than all the riches in the world .

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Why do people cry when they hear the word " goodbye " ? Why do people feel sorrowful when their loved ones leave them ? Why become desperate when they failed their subjects ? Why pity yourself when you're heartbroken ?

Why . Why . Why . Why is just a simple word with a complicated meaning which needs a difficult answer . But the big question is ... why give us someone , which in the process we've learned to love , but later on because of an unexplainable reason . He will just take them away from us .

After long time of happy memories , arguments , dreaining dreams together . looking forward to the future , now it ended up just like nothing . It is more acceptable , if our loved ones leave us because of their own reasons . The feeling would be lighter if they leave us for reasons like they have found someone better than us ; the relationship won't work anymore ; they are not happy or because of this or because of that and etc .. What's painful is that they left us and never will we see them again . They left us even though we know for a fact that they love us ' til their last breaths . No third party is involved . No excuses . It's just that they can't do something about it . The premise is that they left us because their mission here on earth is just over . Why ? Will their purpose here be just to make us love them , when later on , they will just leave us , hurt us and let us suffer the pain all alone ? They want us to move on , but it's not really that easy . They want us to be happy , when in fact , the person who could only give that is actually gone . They want us to continue our life , but how could it be , when we're all alone and the person we wanted to be with does not exist anymore ? But the bottom line is , we are so lucky to have them even for a short time , that all the time we spent together is worthwhile . We knote that the love tre have shared together will last in our hearts and all the experiences will be reminisced for the rest of our lives . 56

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