A LOVE SO GREAT

when I was young I didn't really know what love was. 'Why my dad and my mom were together. The love I know at that time is the love to your parents, relatives, sibling and Friends. The love to do, things -- explore New things as a kid. As I grew up, different feelings emerged; things become complex as time passed by.

I am writing this essay because I want to express what I am feeling right now. I can say that at this moment, I am extremely happy. why? because after such a long time of finding real happiness and contentment in a man-woman relationship, I finally got what I Long for. I have someone in my life that I can say, "who made my dreams come true". well, I am not hard to please --- I am not even hard to fall in love with. I give a lot of love, even give all and not save for myself. I do that because I want to --- it makes me happy. Giving all your love and expecting too much Is really frustrating but still I am doing it, though it hurts me a lot. Some of my friends say that I am so stupid "marlyr", and so generous up to the point that I have been taken for granted. But I can't refrain myself from doing it. Such a masochist, right? Well, maybe yes, but I have no regrets with what have I done in my past relationships because I know that what I've given is the best that I could be --- the best that I can give.

Last year has been so tough and rough for me. Depression had eaten me and crying is all I know to do. Bitterness is overwhelming and it is breaking me into pieces. I got a hard time packing up my broking being. Even my views about relationships have shaken. In an instant, I don't believe in the happy ever after ending of true love. Everything is not permanent, who knows what will happen in our life. There is no security in love; it is just a game --- just a game.

Time heals wounds, yes it does. Everything has its own time and what had happen in the past will just serve as a lesson in life. Experience is a good teacher. it makes you strong and versatile to be able to cope up in the race of life. Put the past behind and enjoy the present time. future is still vague so don't worry able it; just enjoy what you have right now.

Well, as I've said, I am extremely happy because I have in my life the man I want to spend my life with. The man put direction back in my life, the man who shows me love despite of individual differences. The man who is ready to understand someone so complicated, the man who opened my heart and freed the love that was imprisoned in it. The man who brought life back in me...

Yes, I love that man so much. And I am willing to give my best to him over and over. I am looking forward to the time that we can be together always, sharing the goodness of life with each other. Loving one another until we have to use crane in order to walk straight, wrinkles all over the face and skin, we need to recall the happy moments together in order not to forget them, and most of all ---- to have each other in every waking and sleeping hours --- his face to be the one to see when I open my eyes and the last one when I close it. That is the best thing... And the only thing I want in my life --- Is to have him by my side until my very last breathe...☺️

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