After a long time I saw the darkness. I experienced everything again.This time when I cried the darkness seemed like it gave me his part of his shoulder to cry ,even though darkness always felt cold but for some strange reasons it felt like even the coldness can bring warmth. The darkness which I started to be obsessed with ,where I want to live . It gave me a great lesson. Home is not a place which is a habitat nor is it cosy, it is just where your heart stays even in the coldness you can find warmth which wraps you from pain,which lets you be comfortable . home is where you can be yourself,where there is no need to hide your true self .
I felt like it’s not like the so-called light even though there are many people around you still need to put on a fake smile just so you don't hurt others. yes I just want to be in darkness which I chose with all my heart with no regret just to live alone where no light can fall. where no one can see you ,where there is no expectation.where no one can blame for making a mistake. where no one stops you from doing anything,yep I chose the darkness as my home and started to hate the fake light which only brings new pain and miserable memories……….
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