I'm the most coolest girl in this world

As growing up in such a terrible situation, i started lie. not to other but myself. finding excuses, pretend whatever happens got nothing to do with me.

being alone in a room playing with my computer was the best thing I like.

studying, no I hate it to the core. it make me feel sick or drowsy everytime I tried to study. the only place I like in the entire school was the library. since I'm 10th I got no library period. so o usually skip my lunch and free periods to go over there.

life has never been easy for me. suddenly my dad lost his job. he decided to stay with us for quite a long period of time and join his company. he was working court and took his company as a part time work. now that he is here and my 10th exam which I'm gone fail is near. I started to think jumping from a build or cutting my nerve was the best way to commit suicide. well nevermind!

there is week for my 10th final exam to start. I know once the exam end, it means my freedom also comes to face ant ending.

I could see my parents disappointed face and shouting at me endlessly. I even could see my parents grounding me from my little lovely mobile baby.i hate to part with it.

I was actually looking for lie that could save me off.but no I couldn't find any excuse to use once I failed my exam.

since I got no escape i decided to enjoy my last 2 weeks with my lovely mobile. like I said manga and novel is my favorite.

nowadays father and daughter cliche mangas are pretty famous and I was also like it at beginning but it didn't take much longer see me getting tired of it.

the only topic that last forever with me is fantasy stories or bl {boys love or gay romance}. especially gay romance since I like imagining two guys kissing and doing unspokenable things. it was weird at first but I guess u got used to it. since I'm a weirdo. if I could have a wish than I'm looking forward to meet two guys kissing each other.

you might think, why i didn't wish for friend, because I want a friend volunteerly become my beastie, not because of some annoying wish.

somehow by day passing my fear of exam also started. my dad and mom is forcing me to concentrate in study way too much.

tomorrow is my first exam and also it is maths. what I heard from my mom in the morning itself was. "better score well, or even i can't save you from your dad" i atr my bread and slight nodded. since eating was the last thing I could do.

as nervous as I am. I was never giving up my favorite mangas also I'm afraid "I'm the most coolest girl in this world"

CONTINUE........

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