Loser, no they just think I'm weird!!!!!

" ZAHBAZERIN!"the voice echoing through out the kitchen to the front door. "ZARA be it or not came and eat your breakfast in 5 minutes"

...you all must be wandering who is zahba or zara, well thats me. this morning I woke up late and my mom was scolding me....

...she isn't a strict women but rather easy going or atlest for me. she is 38 in the coming month . she is been getting irritated for the past few day, since my little brother is annoying her a lot. my mom doesn't go for a specific job. to say you the truth she got an unending work at home itself. if she gone to work she is better good as dead. my little brother is 3 years old currently but he still drink milk in feeding bottle. funny right! I still got laughter over this joke but can't deny the truth...

now let me talk about myself.

..."zahbazerin" this is what my parents named me when I was born, somehow I hate this name since "z" is a letter that can't write in calligraphy method easily. and I'm not really good at calligraphy either...

so now everyone is calling me zara, I only said my friend to call me like that but somehow it spread like a wildfire.

and the fact is I was never been good at anything, A huge loser to call, but I'm a nice lier and I could steal things somehow luck has always been a part of my stealing life. I like to read mangas, eat and sleep also go wherever there is good food. I really want to be a celebrity or something that is famous. I'm girl and a 10th grader in fact somehow I always wander *****how****the hell did I reach 10TH. last year I end up failing and almost repeat 9th one more year. but somehow I cover all lessons and got a pass.

this year my parents send me to tuition. actually she is a distant relative of mine. my great grandmothers sister's daughter. she was the No.1 student at her times but my great aunt married her to a man even without a job. but I guess he isn't not only jobless but also lack in the area of having children. married for more than 27 years yet no child. well her sister got three children already and one of them is only a mount or 2 older than me.

this year I'm almost 17 and my 10th final is coming and I don't know what my future hold or how to pass my exams......

...I got no friends in my school.no one really like me since they think I'm weird ....

^^^when I was in my 2nd grade I got a friend no more like a enemy. she would usually frame me with silly thing. all other students around me belived her and everyone exclude me from there group.^^^

...later, the next year I changed my school and she gone to a different school. but no one from this school also doesn't want to be my friend....

...while growing up I changed two or three times school again. but I guess being grown without friend made me grow the same way ....

The students in my new school was someone who want me to be their dog. well for quite a time I was like their dog and I started to change, maybe a

CONTINUE.......

{your inner heart is something that i see everyday, my friend}

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