my life

hey guys i am riya . i want to became a doctor and i am putting my 100 % efforts to it but whenever i start to study my mother just bring something up .i dont know why but my mother always scold me for no reason. she always taunnt me for not being responsible. she always shout at me and tells me that " you will become like your sister and bring shame to our family" . i know my sister has done something she was not suppose to. but it doesn't make sense that i will also do that . why just why ?? i am Haunted by these words . my parents always love's my sister the most . even though she is adopted i always support her and loves her with all my heart . i respect for her . but my sister made a mistake that she started making friends with boys . she was not interested in studies so she started listening music . she was 18 and i was 14 i dont know why but my sister always give me a cold shoulder and loves my cousin's more than me . i dont know if aheloves me a little bit or not . i always thinks that i am the one who is not qualified. i am feeling like my parents just like me so if i became successful they can live a peaceful live . u all know if ever my sister ask for 1 notebook the other day my father will give her 2 notebooks . and by chance if i ask for something it never came until i gave up . sometimes i think my sister is not adopted i am . do you know how many times i have cried in a year in the bathroom alone ?? _countless times_ i have been in depression too but never tells anyone even in my school when i was 12 , my friends were richer than me but it was fine i thought it was fine because my best friend is with me but you all know what it was fake the friendship was fake she was fake she always chased a beautiful girl , who was beautiful than me you know i always chased love but never get it. if ever i feel depressed i started drawing and painting but my mother never likes it so i left my hobby which gives me a hope for not crying . but now it is gone too. all girls in my class were fake friends i dont know why the teachers also didn't like me . i left that school too . i got addmission in new school i was naive and shy girl so i did like to study alone i thought in my new school i can live a peaceful life . there are some girls who were jealous of me but they just said so in my face so it was ok. i made only 2 friends in whole 2 years just 2 imagine out of 50 students i made 2 friends . i thought they were real friends . i did became a cheerful girl in these 2 years but in the 3rd year my whole life tear apart . a new girl came to us . she said she wanted to makes friends with us . she told us her her name priya . she was only with us for 6 months . you know my 2 friends started believing her more than me everyone in a class know that Priya is fake girl she is like two face b**** but my two so called friends never believe it I was heartbroken and my friends were on her side even when it's hard fault. it was feeling like mental torture to me now what should I do I was always jealous of my sister and now I always tell us of Priya I don't know why I just hate my life but I love my parents and my friends too even if they are fake because I love them whole heartly if you like this my sad story please like it and comment what should I do now thank you for reading my sad story.

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