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RIAN' s POV

"why do everyone hate me!? ugh! I'm tired! I really wanna die just quick! but...I hate pain". as I was thinking I fall a sleep while my tears are slowly falling from my eyes to my ears. in my dreams there's a lot of people bowing in front of me, they're wearing an ancient chinese clothes. I was clueless of what happening and then I heard a loud shout behind my back that's when I realize they are not bowing before me but to the beautiful man behind me. I was mesmerized by the beauty of the man that I felt ashamed of my own looks as a woman, I got near him as I'm about to ask but I just got through him, when as though he felt my presence he looks back to me and our eyes met... and I finally wake up from the realistic dream I had. I look through my phone and I got a notification that there's a new comic update and when I look through the cover I see a familiar face, I got intrigued by the manhua so I read through it as I read the introduction I started to have a like and hate feeling about the familiar man he's name YE YAN a vicious crown prince in the manhua as I read it I slowly fell asleep again, when I woke up a long grey threads are on my face so I was shocked awake, when I look at my surroundings everything is familiar yet unfamiliar and everything seems big *where is this place? I remember I was reading a manhua on my phone, where is my phone? wait!? is this my hand!? why is it so small?* as I stare to my hand I stand up on the bed that I'm laying and search for a mirror. I see a face that is familiar yet not mine nor have I met it before, as I was looking to an about 3-4 years old child I thought through my self *wait!! wait a goddamn minute! isn't this crown prince Ye Yan!!? why!? what's happening!?* as I was shock by all that happening a maid enter the room and said " your highness should I help you bath?" I ask the maid who enters " you, how old am I" the maid answer while looking confuse " your highness is 3 years old"* did I just hear the prince talk without shouting? I seem to be hallucinating" the thought of the maid. as I was thinking about what kind of situation I am in the maid started to prepare me for the day *okay I was transmigrated into the manhua I was reading, but I just read up to half of it!! gosh! am I dying early!? if I'm asleep then I'm just going to wake up, but if I'm already dead, then... no!! I must live here and even if I wake up I'll just wake up as that poor and helpless Rian! I must live on as Ye Yan, but Ye Yan die when he turns 15 right? so I'm going to in 12 years!? no no no!! I want to live! I just need to be nice to the MC, I can do this!!*.

NARRATOR

as Ye Yan has already got what kind of situation she's in, she figured that Ye Yan is cold ruthless even as a Child. every servant avoid him, beside one attendant that even in the manhua appeared, he's the only person who stays by Ye Yan's side even as he dies, he's a person who loves Ye Yan the most and tolerate Ye Yan's ruthlessness, he treats it as a way of showing affection (lol, he's like a masochist then) he's name is Jun Pei. as she think about the plot on the manhua, she remember that everything will only start when Ye Xun turns 4 *there's still 2 years left, I can survive! Ye Xun has yet to approach me so I should still be fine, I could just be as nice to him as possible so when the time comes he will let me go and I will not die, then everybody happy, I will even help him get close to the heroine, I can do this!* as Ye Yan is thinking Jun Pei his servant who's standing on his back is staring at him thinking * his highness is as lovely as always, don't worry my highness I'll make sure you grow up as pretty as posible☺*( woah! I'm getting goosebumps) as the two is in a daze the empress suddenly barge in the room, the two comes back to earth with the loud noice maid by her "greetings your highness the empress" Jun Pei and Ye Yan says, " THAT ANNOYING CHILD OF A MAID!! I SHOULD HAVE KILLED HIM BEFORE!!"said the empress "what happened mother? what make you angry", " Yan-er!! that's right!! you will not abandon this mother of yours right!? you will be the emperor! in that way your father will finally look at your mother! understand!?" Ye Yan is shock by how the mother of the original owner of the body act, the thought that the original Ye Yan has to hear that from her mother everytime she understand why Ye Yan has turned like that, by then she already know what the answer she must say "yes mother, Yan-er understands" the empress smile happily by the answer of her child and leave the room, as the empress leaves Ye Yan sigh of relief and think through her self *if that kind of mother is the one who raised me, I may become like Ye Yan too* as she continues to think she fell asleep

YE YAN's POV

as I was thinking I slowly fell asleep and in my dream, I saw him, the original Ye Yan and he talks to me "have you seen it? that's how she acts everytime, she would always drill those words into me, that's why I decided to die. I saw you, you're the same as me, you want to die yet wants to live, as you don't have the courage to die I take you here, you may live as me and live as you please, maybe here you'll find what you're looking for" as I was shock by the suddenness of the situation I ask him "then what about you? are you leaving? are uou going to disappear? or maybe you'll enter my body?" my voice is trembling caused of worry to a child that is in front of me "no, I will be watching over you here, you don't need to be afraid as time goes by we will be one, you will be me and I will be you. it may take a year or two for us to merge but slowly will you get my memory. it's time, you should wake up now, I hope you can be Happy Yan-er" he says those words as I wake up, as I remember what he says, he choose to die, does this mean He killed his self? but how? I look through Ye Yan's things and when I look through his drawer I found a piece of paper that is used to pack a powder thing as he look through the paper Jun Pei enters the room and—

to be continued

now now now, I'll introduce Jun Pei in the next chapter see you there guys!

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