Episode 1

It's exhausting to pretend to be happy.

Especially if you don't feel anything but anger for the people around you.

Someday I will get revenge too. I'm going to show them how strong I am, I'm not as weak as they thought.

They will regret that they underestimated me.

"YOU'RE USELESS! YOU'RE A SHAME! STUPID!"

I stopped my tears from leaking. I don't want to cry in front of him. Like i was so hurt by the words he dropped. But I'm not going to let my self be affected.

"Forgive me, father. I will not repeat the mistake I made, I promise"

He slapped me. He gave me Spain without 's' by the slap he gave me and the strength, I couldn't handle it. My head turned to another direction because of the slap.

Father, why do you do this to me? Why do you hurt me over and over again?

"You left my room before I kill you, I don't care if you are my son, I don't have a stupid and useless son"

I bowed my head in honor of the king. I am the son of the king but unlike other princes I don't have a place in his heart.

When I came out of my father's room, My older brother greeted me.

"Just ignore father. Later, come with me. We'll go to the city"

Kiev is my older brother. Of all of them he was the only one who treated me like what older brother should.

"I'm leaving, my brother. I'll finish our father's orders"

He patted my arm softly. He also messed my hair. Not only that, but he smiled at me, a real and genuine smile.

"Be careful, okay? Always remember that I'm always here for you."

I left the palace with the sadness that I feel. Everything I do is wrong in my fathers eyes.

I don't think I had done anything right for him. I wish I hadn't been born one of the princes. I wish I was a normal citizen of Cedes.

Maybe if I was born to be a normal citizen of Cedes I might have lived a good and happy-go-lucky life.

If the other world is true, can I please live there? This time as a normal person. With a simple life.

"Stop right there"

I stopped walking because of the restraint of a very familiar voice. Looking up, I was a little nervous.

"B… Brother"

When he came closer to me, he suddenly punched me. My lip edge cracked I also had blood on it.

"Why? Why did you punch me? What did I do wrong?"

My brother, Kiel, the second prince of Cedes just shrugged his shoulder then left.

Damn it. He's crazy. How I became part of this family? This is b*l*sh*t. ZZZ

Can someone save me from this crazy and chaotic place? I badly want to leave this place. This place brings nothing but heartache and pain is the ***.

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