Chapter 4

"You can't possibly fit that inside"

"oh yeah? watch me"

Robin said as he forcefully pushed his gaming stuff into his bag,

"I don't get why your packing this, we have a whole bunch of games at the house"

"no no no vix, these are new"

I can't deal with his childish aas sometimes. I should pack too, but i know I'll probably end up doing it last minute so it doesn't really matter if i think of it right now. I already ate lunch and I'm making my way into my room as the hallways grow colder i remember about the journal (the letter thing)

and rush down to my room and close the door shut behind me. my arms are all cold and my feet is freezing, but it's supposed to be hot..it's summer. I turn around to check the temperature of my room.. Holy water it's 14°C i mean, I've been at worse but I'm only wearing shorts and a light top. I turn the temperature up till i feel warm and comfortable and make my way through my table, chair and a bean-bag near my bed, as i go in my covers and pick up the journal from where i left it..

2

Hi future self, i hope your alive cuz i don't want to be writing these to the dead but if you are, good. soo today i punched Robin and he didn't speak to me for the whole day he was a crying mess but then later we went out and had fun, we did some scate boarding and it was super fun. anyways later at night Dawn came and we went out for a walk, it was super dark but we were able to see the road from the light of the moon and it was so peaceful, no noise no nothing not even the wind or the grass made any noise. as we were getting further away from home he held my hand and you know Dawn he didn't say a word just gripped my hand tighter and walked as if nothing happened. soon we decided to head back and as we turned around he...pulled me towards him and put his hands around my waist resting his head on my shoulder and the only thing i could hear was his breathing. I didn't move for a minute and we both just stood there without saying anything until he said "The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" i just nodded and held him. as it got colder and colder... he took my hand and started walking and we got home. We were outside my house when he said goodnight and left. I rushed back inside and Robin asked me where i was "Outside" i said calmly, "I know you were outside but where outside?"

"Just right outside i went for a walk"

"With?"

"Dawn"

He nodded was called me to the living room to play some video games and then at 2 or something i slept after i called Zoe and we spoke for an hour. It was a good day... probably just because of Dawn.

It's funny how much my daily routine has changed soo much back then i had time for so much but right now i just don't have enough time for anything, i could sleep at anytime i want but i had school sooo not so good, but i had time to call my friends and speak with them for hours play games , stay up all night and always go to hang out after school. I can't do half of these right now i don't even remember the last time i played video games or spoke to my friends on FaceTime. It's been weeks since I've gone outside to see someone but finnally were going on vacation so less work and more fun I think the thing I'll be doing the most is sleeping i desperately need it. and I've been so busy at work there's so much going on these days and no one will cover for me, i might as well leave but almost everyone knows me there for 2 years now and leaving just seems good but it's like i need to work. I don't know have you ever felt like that?.

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