Me and Robin went to visit Blossom, she didn't look any better from yesterday but we weren't expecting much honestly. we returned home just a few hours ago and since i had nothing to do i started reading my journal, i thought writing each day of your life is stupid since you get stuck with some of the memories you don't wanna encounter again, but i started writing these when i was 16 and stopped when i turned 19, I'm 25 currently and 3 years of writing everyday i decided to stop one day i even forgot why i stopped but i haven't touched my journal since. it was more of a letter from my past self to the "future me". and here I am reading it.
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Hi future self, i hope i am the one who's reading this and not some stranger cause only i can handle my own embarassment. well anyways today was boring to begin with i was just in my room either sleeping or staring at a wall for a long time. but then a knock on my door changed my whole mood it was dawn, ofcourse you would know he always knocks 3 times on my door so i know it's him he came inside my room and we talked for hours it was so fun and i don't know from where but we started to talk about criminals and mafia's and since my dad was basically a leader of one of these it became intresting. i wanted to ask him about his father but he was talking non-stop so i didn't wanna intreupt
he looked very cute speaking innocently about strong topics but i kinda liked it. he spoke so softly like how light a feather is. i just looked at him and kept nodding so he would keep talking untill he noticed me "Why are you starring at me?" i shake my head refusing and asking him to continue but instead he just pulled me near him and gently caressed my cheek, i starred into his eyes..they are perfect and i don't know when i fell asleep there lying on his lap.
I rested my head against my pillow pulling my covers over me, as i think to myself "I hope this doesn't have any embarrassing moments, i don't wanna imagine myself there" i placed the diary next to my bed and began going through my phone. it was flooded with texts, of Zoe mostly.
Zoe - Vix, i heard your going to your beach house. I hope I'm invited.
Zoe - Oh, your brother just texted me. He is wierd i was expecting an invite from you not him.
Zoe - Did you give him my number I'm preety sure he didn't have it.
Zoe - Are you sleeping?, busy? or ignoring me.
Zoe - I hope your busy or unable to see my texts cuz I don't like being ignored.
This girl, how many texts can one possibly send together.
Me - Yeah i was busy, and your invited we leave in 2 weeks so start cancelling your plans and packing.
I don't even bother looking at the other messages. i just close my eyes and wish for the day to end...
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