01. A new life

That night, it rained heavily. I was taken by my parents to move to a big city because they wanted me to be able to forget all my very dark past.

My name is diamond trixsyi wolf lunamoon lilly-puppy, I am 15 years old and I was born in summer mountain village. I am the only son of my parents, my parents are the owners of the biggest coal mining company in my village. you could say that I was born into a rich family.

The reason why my parents took me away from the village where I was born was, they wanted to protect me. my parents were willing to leave their company for a while just for me.

Because I am now a psychopath and worst of all, I once made a really very fatal mistake when I was in my old school. I killed one of the creature who became my friend there. at that time, I felt like my wolf instincts had suddenly overtaken me so I couldn't control my emotions.

I not only killed my friend, but I also injured myself so that I have a permanent scar on my muzzle and around my left eye. I always cover it with a small bandage so no one can see it.

Because I killed my friend, I was not only expelled from school but I was also in prison for over two years. not only that, when I got out of prison, I couldn't get along with the creatures in my village anymore because they had thought of me as a bad person. therefore, my parents took me to the city to start a new life there.

However, I feel that this will be very difficult because of the news of the murder I did at my school has spread throughout the country. it made me not only hated by people, I was also kicked out of every social group I joined.

During the trip, I kept staring out the window and occasionally I glance at my mother who kept hugs me so that I always feel comfortable. I am now in Cherryhills City, I often hear that Cherryhills City is a very amazing city. especially for immigrants because there are many jobs available in the city.

"Dad, when will we arrive at our new house?" I asked my dad who was driving.

"Soon honey, what is going on" my dad replied.

"I'm tired" I said.

"It won't be long honey, we'll be there soon" my father said while looking at me.

A few moments later, the car I was riding with my parents entered a housing estate. I feel that housing is elite housing because it is dominated by large houses and has two floors.

After a while, we finally arrived at a large house. the house is blue. then after my dad parked the car in front of the house, he then came out with a big umbrella and then opened the car door and asked me to get out.

"Come on honey, don't be afraid, it's okay, let's go out" my dad said when he asked me to get out of the car.

At first, I was afraid to get out of the car but I tried to be brave. I put on my jacket and then i step out of the car slowly and i can feel my body shaking. then, my dad held my hand as I got out of the car.

I am now in a new place, a new atmosphere and I hope I can change for the better even though I am now a psychopath.

Then, I walked towards the door while slightly looking at my parents who were walking on either side of me. after opening the door, my parents then took me into the new house. then they showed me a room which became my bedroom on the second floor.

I was surprised because all the things in the room were very neatly arranged. even I also saw my new bedroom has a private bathroom. turns out they had prepared all this for me before they brought me here.

Here, I will start my new life and I will try to forget my past.

A few weeks later, I have started to be able to adapt to my new place. but sometimes when i feel upset, I feel like i'm controlled by my wolf instinct so that i can't control my emotions and myself. I sometimes mess up my bedroom because I can't control myself. and it didn't just happen once, but over and over again.

I've also tried to end my life because I'm very depressed with my situation like this. I really can't control myself when I'm so angry, I didn't even hesitate to yell at my parents and I almost hurt them too. but my parents are very patient and can always calm me down when I get angry. even my mother always found a way to make me feel calm.

I realized that even though my life had changed drastically, I was still trying hard to be able to forget all those bad memories.

I can't believe it, two months have passed and during that time, I have never even left the house because I was so afraid of meeting everyone. I always lock myself in my bedroom when my parents go to work. I often spend my time reading the books my parents gave me. I did it to relieve boredom.

Every time I hear the sound of childrens playing in the park not far from my house, I always peek at them from my bedroom window. every time I see them playing, I can feel they playing happily. I really want to live a normal life and be able to play with them there, but I know that's impossible. even I always cry every time I see them playing.

I can feel happiness only when I playing with my parents, and even then only when they are at home. when they go to work, I am always alone at home, no one to accompany me in loneliness. the only things that accompany me when I'm alone at home are the books I always read.

I always try to stay calm because I know, if I get angry, even if I lose control, no one can calm me down at home. therefore, I always look for ways to stay calm by reading books or playing games on the computer.

It was a sunny monday morning. I peeked out of my bedroom window and I could see there were childrens going to school. various kinds of creatures I saw walking. wolves, rabbits, dragons, cats and even I saw a wyvren and a fox.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on my bedroom door and I could hear my mother calling out to me.

"Trixsyi boy, let's go out, it's time for breakfast. come on, honey, your food will get cold if you don't eat it soon," said my mother from behind the door.

"O... okay... I... I'll be out soon" I said.

Straight away, I got out of my bedroom and then ran to the kitchen which was located downstairs. when I got to the kitchen, I could see my parents were having breakfast. without waiting long, I joined them.

I saw both my parents had put on their suits and I knew they were about to go to work. I saw the name tag attached to my mother's suit, my mother's name was clearly displayed there, "diamond ezscsa ronda" that was my mother's name. then I looked at my dad's suit and I could see his name tag, "alexsish don voyager" that's my dad's name.

I feel happy and calm when I am with them. but it didn't last long because a few moments later, they were getting ready to go to work.

"um...m... mom... d... dad, can't you s... stay at home on weekends?" I asked them.

"What's wrong trixsyi boy?" asked my dad.

"yeah... uhh... well... I... I'm lonely, no one accompanies me at home when you work" i said while playing with a spoon.

"Oh... honey, my poor little trixsyi, well... we will try to take the weekend off. but for now we have to work, this is for you too honey" my mother said.

"Huuhh... okay" I sighed as I kept my head down.

Then, i saw my mother coming up to me and then kissing my cheek.

"Take care of yourself at home and remember, don't let your wolf instinct control you" my mother said while stroking my head.

"Alright... thanks mommy" I said while smile to her.

"That's my boy, my lovely trixsyi boy" my mom said as she kissed my cheek.

Moments later, they finally left for work. I could see them taking their bags which were placed in the living room and then they came out of the house. I saw them then closed the door and then locked it.

Then, I continued my breakfast. I can feel the food cooked by my mother is really delicious and I really like it.

After breakfast, I then went back to my bedroom and... well... as usual, I was alone and there was no one to accompany me here. I'm also getting tired of reading the same books every day, even I'm getting tired of playing games on my computer. there's nothing I can do this time but lie on my bed.

I'm really bored this time. I want to get out of the house and go to the park. but I can't. not long after, I started to get sleepy and finally I fell asleep.

Without me knowing it, when I woke up from my sleep, I looked at the clock on the wall and I could see it was already eleven in the afternoon. then I took my smartphone and then opened social media.

I now use a pseudonym when connecting with my friends on social media. "diamond azscel lunamoon", that's my pseudonym. I use it so I can keep connected with them. because if I used my real name, they definitely wouldn't want to be friends with me.

But not long after, I feel my stomach growl and that's a sign I'm hungry.

"Ugh... i'm hungry" I said while rubbing my stomach "well... let's see what's in the kitchen".

Then, I came out of my bedroom and ran towards the kitchen. when in the kitchen, I looked for something I could eat but I couldn't find anything. then I opened the fridge and there I saw a box filled my favorite fruit, dragon fruit.

On top of the box I saw a waterproof paper and there was a note written on it.

"Trixsyi boy, mom has prepared these fruits for you, you can eat them when you're hungry but don't eat them all at once".

When I read that note, I knew that my mother had prepared this for me. then I took a few pieces of dragon fruit and then put it on a small plate. then I walked back to my bedroom while eating that fruit. I really like dragon fruit, I really like it. I even stole my dad's money just to buy dragon fruit at the shop. of course that was before I became like this.

That night, I was in the living room. I sat on the sofa and watched TV while waiting for my parents to come home. I occasionally look at the door, I feel they will come home late. but not long after, I heard the sound of a car stopping in front of the house. I immediately turned off the TV and ran towards the door.

Just then, the door opened and I could see my parents standing in front of me. I'm so glad they're back. I also saw them smile when they saw me even though I knew they were tired after a long day at work. I just hugged them because I already miss them.

"Looks, who missed us" my mother said while stroking my head.

"I'm bored" I said as I keep hug them "there is no one to accompany me at home".

Even though my parents are owners of a large company, they should be able to stay at home because they can monitor their company from home. but they chose to work there because it was all for me. I'm happy to have hardworking parents.

Then I let go of my arms and let them rest after work.

A few moments later, I was in my bed again and I was currently reading a book. but soon I heard my bedroom door open. I looked towards the door and I could see my mother coming in with a plate filled with a few pieces of dragon fruit and a glass of caramel milkshake.

"For you honey, your favorite fruit and drink" my mother said as she placed the plate on my bedside table.

Then my mother sat beside me and then hugged me.

"What are you reading honey, looks like a good book" my mother asked.

"Never be alone, the work of kuro the billionaire cat" I said while showing the book I was reading.

"I see you like it" my mom asked while stroking my head.

I didn't answer and just nodded as I continued reading.

"It seems you often spend your time reading your books, that's good. It can calm you down whenever you're home alone".

A few moments later, I closed the book and then I put it on my pillow. I feel very comfortable because my mother continues to hug and caress my head. I know that even though my life is like this now, I still feel calm because my parents are always with me. I wish I would be able to accept this reality and get used to living as a psychopath wolf.

to be continued...

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