Prolouge

From the very beginning, I was there and from afar I’ve always watched him shine brightly, then I realized it’s been so long ever since my time had stopped.

I entered the building and pressed the buttons as I patiently waited for the elevator, it didn’t take long for the elevator to arrive, I entered and pressed the floor I was heading to.

The elevator was about to close, not until it opened again… and there he was entering the elevator without acknowledging my presence.

My realizations started to hit when I met him again, there we were together in the elevator just the deafening silence wrapping around my hearing.

Even alone, he wouldn’t spare me a glance or a breath, it was as if being with me alone suffocates him, I hate the way I see it like that because between the two of us it should’ve been me who felt suffocated whenever we met.

I hate how he made me feel so high just to push me down to the endless abyss and yet my heart still beats for him.

It’s foolish, I know…

He couldn’t even look me in the eye, with that beautiful cold eye of his that once looked at me lovingly.

His lips once touched mine.

Yet he acts like he never cared.

Like he didn’t love all of me at all.

How long have I been trapped with the longing of you?

I’ve always been your number one fan, I’ve been there ever since the beginning and yet I thought I was one of a kind, I thought that we were one of a kind but I was wrong because it was too easy for you to throw everything away like that.

Just the sight of him…

Just the presence of him…

With him, all those memories came back to me leaving me entrapped in the past.

His existence was enough to shatter me alone.

He was powerful enough to ruin me…

Cross that out, because I’ve already become a mess because of him.

The elevator had stopped and slowly opened, I got out as fast as I can, my heart couldn’t bear his presence any longer.

Goddamn, when will I be able to move on from him? Still loving him will only make me look worthless, as he’s heartless, he wouldn’t even look back at where he left me.

I’ve been drowning in the thoughts of him that I didn’t realize that I’ll be having a meeting with him in it.

Can’t this day get any better?

I’ve always known that our circle is small, and somehow we might bump into each other but for two years we didn’t so why now?

I thought that this meeting with him was already bad but never thought that this whole purpose of the meeting itself was worse.

This has to be a nightmare…

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...One of a Kind...

...22.05.13...

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