THE WOUND IN MY HEART(Chen Shang)
rained for days, and my wounds hurt. I
song bailao really came to the mountain to recuperate,
and when the injury was healed, he also left. he and i
returned to the state of being invisible and stiff before.
simply put, it was the cold war.
"i haven't seen you in a long time." waving my hand at the
camera and looking at the rising number of people
online, i nervously looked away,
"sorry for stopping the
live broadcast for so long, starting today, i will continue to
broadcast for three days and 72 hours in a row." i, i know
a lot of people still have a misconception about me and
don't believe i have real strength. it's okay, i'll slowly
prove it to you.
pulling out the sugar and cream cream prepared in
advance in the refrigerator, i started making small parts,
fish, shrimp, cornice arches, red corals and pearl-bearing
mussel shells.
after eight hours of live streaming, i turned my sore neck,
stopped for some water, and did a ten-minute break.
[depressed you are so good-looking, do you remember
me when i paid attention to you before? I
glancing at the messages scrolling across the screen, i
picked a few replies.
"remember, there were only about thirty people in the
live broadcast room at that time, and i remembered
everyone's name."
some things are really
"remember, there were only about thirty people in the
live broadcast room at that time, and i remembered
everyone's name."
some things are really forced, and if they are not forced.
they don't know how much potential they have. in just
eight hours, i have begun to get used to being full-face in
the camera and speaking much smoother.
as long as you focus on the things you love, it seems that
everything next to you is no longer important.
"it's true that the sugar and cream cream don't taste too
good because it's so sweet. it is also a pity that the
outside and the inside cannot be taken into account.
"the brand of pigment? good color sense in fact, only
need red, yellow and blue three colors is enough, if not
good then recommend your brand.…." i picked up a small
bottle of turquoise pigment on the side, palm behind it to
let the camera focus, "see? it's this brand, it's easy to use.
"if you want to make a good cake, you still have to
practice more."
the number of people in the live broadcast room has
exceeded 5,000, which is the best result since my live
broadcast. but i know that most people come to see the
hilarity, and a few even come to find stubble.
however, due to the large number of people online, even
if there are discordant sounds, they will soon be brushed over
[hoshizawa has forgiven you, you are still the evil person
who first sued and beat a rake, how can you be such a
vicious person.] for example, something like this.
[technology is so bad, hoshizawa dumped you ten
streets!] another example is like this.
[since marrying into the rich, hug your husband's thighs
and don't let him mess with the little star is true, is it not
good to teach your husband and children at home? and
So on.
at 11 o'clock in the evening, i said goodnight to the
audience behind the camera and went to sleep. but the
camera is still on, and the livestream will continue until i
finish the work i have in my hands.
at nine o'clock the next day, another 12-hour live
broadcast from morning to night, i began to make the
most sophisticated and important core part.
as i gradually carved a milky lump of sugar with my
fingers and a carving knife, someone on the screen had
already guessed what was under my hands.
[this is the dragon, the dragon's horn, the dragon's
mouth, and the teeth, praise me, i guessed right!])
i laughed and said, "yes, it's a dragon." everyone should
know the story of sun wukong taking the needle of the
sea god, right?"
a small monkey, turning over the east sea, stirring up the
earth palace, making trouble in the heavenly palace, self-
proclaimed "qi tian dasheng", to be in harmony with the
heavens. how inadequacy, but also more uplifting.
there are many "sun wukong" in this world who want to
break the rules and subvert the class. i was one of them.
dreaming of getting the respect i deserved through my
own efforts. but in the end, it still failed, and even a "bow
ma wen" was not taken.
"at that time, i designed this work, mainly because i was a beta,beta various design competitions….to put it mildly, it is a discriminatory existence. i continued to
carve out the details in my hands, and put out the causes
and consequences of the design of the "dragon palace" in
that year, the origin of the idea and the disk, "just when i
don't measure my own strength." at that time, i did have
a bit of a mind of comparing qi tian dasheng, wanting to
stir up international competitions and let those referees
who were above the top see that beta could also have the
creativity of not losing omega.
once upon a time, i also had the courage to go forward,
but unfortunately i was crushed by xiang ping and chang
xingze's joint "rulai divine palm"., the only good thing is
probably that i don't have to be so miserable and be
suppressed for five hundred years.
a person making such a delicate cake work is a bit
physically demanding, and after the end of the live
broadcast, i pounded my waist and went back to the
room, almost falling asleep, and the next day the alarm
clock went off and almost couldn't get up.
when i was ready to appear in front of the camera, i found
that the number of people online on the last day was an
unprecedented five-digit number. and the message area
was scrolling rapidly, as if something had caused them a
heated discussion before i arrived.
"good morning, everyone. today we start assembling the
various parts, and then do the details to supplement, that
is, fine drawing..." i suddenly saw a message praising my
child for his good looks and asking if the other party was
an omega.
i was stunned there, my breath was frozen, and i almost
thought that the good thing had been dug up. later, i saw
that others corrected that the child who was not the
anchor was the stepson, and i reacted that they were talking about song mo "What happened to momo?" has he just come? "he
should be taking piano lessons now.
[here it comes, quietly like a little squirrel, curiously
looking at what's on your table, then opening the
refrigerator again and performing a ten-second cake stunt
on the side of the trash can.])
i saw "a piece of cake in ten seconds" and immediately
got up and went to the refrigerator, opened it and
counted, and found that there was indeed a missing piece
of chocolate cake.
i reluctantly returned to the camera: "his father wouldn't
let him eat too much cake, for fear of his tooth decay." i
always couldn't resist bringing him cake from outside,
and it seemed that i was going to control his intake of
sweets.
although today's task is still heavy, but it may have been
carried out to the final process, without the urgent
atmosphere of the previous two days, my whole person
suddenly relaxed.
"ink is not omega, it's an authentic alpha." as soon as this
word came out, the message area was heartbroken and
lost. what's even funnier is that a group of people start
calling me "mother-in-law"?
i simply don't know how to reply to them well, can only
choose when i don't see it.
by two o'clock in the afternoon, all the components have
been placed and the finishing and coloring is about to be
completed.
the dragon's mouth opened furiously, the dragon's horn
broke, the crack stretched all the way down, the small half of the face was broken,corner tower of the cornice arch protruding from the dragon head and the panicked shrimp soldier crab general. qi tian dasheng
held the dinghai god needle and sat leisurely on the
broken dragon horn, as if it was someone else, not him,
who had just smashed the dragon's head.
the fixed sea god needle can be variable in size, vertical
through the dragon head, straight into the bottom of the
cake embryo, not only play a certain role in supporting.
but also add to the story of the picture.
"the core of this golden hoop stick is made of biscuits,
which is particularly hard and can be chewed as a molar
stick. wrapped in a layer of sugar on the outside. that's
realistic."
on the surface of the cake embryo, i made the shape of a
katsushika hokusai-type wave, and the dragon head tilted
slightly upside down to form a relatively stable triangular
composition. finally, small things such as corals and
pearls are sporadically decorated throughout the cake.
"you can cut off the coral in half and put it on the surface
of the sea, just like the feeling of the other half in the
water..." the closer the work is to the end, the more i have
a feeling of "homesickness", and my fingers are
trembling.
two years ago, i did not have the opportunity to complete
the work, full of my ambitions of the "dragon palace",
finally re-seen the world.
"all right." i stepped back a little, staring at the cake in
front of me like a work of art, a little out of my mind.
taking off the waist, at this moment, a certain bitter and
obscure corner of my heart seemed to reappear with the
return of the great sage, and the dragon palace
reappeared, suddenly disappearing and liberating the supernatural life.
turning off the camera and computer equipment that had
been rotating for 72 hours, the drowsiness and fatigue
that i could endure before suddenly became clear,
making me eager to sleep for three days and three nights
at once.
"mr. ning…
." sister-in-law nine saw me coming out of the
kitchen and immediately greeted me, "there is a courier
that you need to sign for."
i pointed to myself in surprise: "me?"
"the other party said it was a regular piece, and asked the
owner of the house to sign for it." nine sisters-in-law
explained.
at the door stood a young man dressed as a postman,
who saw me coming out and pulled out a lipstick-sized
cardboard box from a cross-backed canvas bag and asked
me to sign for it.
"yes…. ning yu's courier? i hesitated and didn't finish
writing right away.
"i don't know, i only said that i want the owner of this
family to sign for it, there is no fixed name." the postman
said, "this is a timed item, and the sender made an
appointment several months ago."
several months ago?
i was even more confused, and after signing for the
courier, i opened it in front of my sister-in-law. inside was
a tiny flash drive, silver all over, with nothing special
about it.
afraid of any trojan virus, i did not dare to use the
equipment in song bailao's room to view the contents inside.
Back to the room with my laptop in hand, I plugged the flash drive into the computer. after a while, the folder
pops up automatically, showing only one video file.
isn't that a prank horror video?
i was a little upset, but i still silently read amitabha
buddha and opened the file.
appearing in the video is a very thin omega, about forty
years old, wearing a white shirt, i don't know if i was born
like this or encountered something sad, and my
expression is a little sad. a black tear mole grew in the
corner of his eye, and between gu pan, he was only a
beautiful facial feature and immediately added two more
touching colors.
he held the arm of the other hand tightly with one hand,
and just like this for several minutes, if it were not for the
time bar, i would have thought that the video was stuck.
"berlau, by the time you see this video, i should already
be gone. after all these years, i can finally be relieved.
as soon as he spoke, i realized that the owner of the
courier was not me.
"i know you've always hated your dad and you've hated
me. you have reason to hate us, both then and now. i will
not defend myself, there is nothing to defend, we are
indeed not innocent… but i hope you will be happy in
your future life and stop indulging in hatred.
his words can be said to be very directed, and looking at the omega on the screen with a unique fragile beauty,
have probably guessed who he is.
pressing the pause button, exiting the flash drive in my
hand, i went to the balcony and dialed song bailao's
phone.
the bell rang for a long time before it was connected, and
song bailao's cold and detached voice immediately
sounded: "what's the matter?"
i clutched my phone: "i received a courier, it seems to be
sent to you by your stepfather, it's a flash drive..." and it
was like a suicide notice.
before i could finish speaking, i hung up the phone.
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