TRUE YOU!!!

As all I need now is a big hug and voice that tells me, Everything will be okay!! So I went to meet pran at the usual spot that we used to meet. He is sitting at the corner table at the café looking at his mobile. My face is bright just by looking at him. He is my sunshine at hard times. But something is definitely off.

"Hey baby, you are early!!" I said.

"Sit down, we have a lot to talk about", he said. (I knew it something is definitely off, I sensed it from the way he spoke on our phone call earlier)

"Before that, I have to tell you something.... My results are out and they aren't great. I failed for the first time. I had this sinking feeling in my heart. Furthermore, I need your help with this, can you help me to overcome this feeling."

"YOU DESERVED IT"

"WHAT? Baby, is that you! Or am I hearing things. I just heard something."

"Annie, you are not hearing things. Because it is me who said that. You deserved it. How can you not fail if you are two timing...three timing....or may be four timing when you have a boyfriend in the first place."

"Baby.... I don't understand, what do you mean by that?"

"Don't BABY ME, Annie! You are clearly cheating on me. I have evidence with me. You are such a bitch!!"

"Woah! Slow down, did you just call me with the B word!

And before anything, what the evidence that you have that proves that I am cheating on you"

"Look at these chats of yours with your so-called friends *** boyfriends. I clearly told you not to talk with any male friend other than me. Can't you even do that."

"I have clearly told you that, they are my friends and there aren't any inappropriate messages in the chat conversations with them. Foremost, How did you get these chats? Do you perhaps logged in to my account without even asking me? How did you know my credentials? You know there are personal spaces for everyone, right? You have clearly crossed your boundary over here!!"

"Why should I get permission? I f'cking own you. Didn't you feel happy the other day when I said you are mine? Why are you so angry now! There is no such thing as boundaries between us. Do you understand!"

I am not able to accept that these words are coming from my boyfriend whom I love so much, adore so much, care so much, respect so much. My brain flashed these memories of my friends telling me that my boyfriend is toxic. Back then, I have simply brushed those words away, telling  that a little jealousy is fine as I am blinded by love. Now he is talking as if he own me. Not even my parents treated me this way. Just a few hours ago, they said, There will always be a next time for anything. May be, I really don't know about the people whom I think I really know them.

"That's it Pran! I can't take more than this. I didn't prepare to face this. Not only that, but I am at my maximum. I can't be normal with you after all the things you have said. Let's live our own lives."

After listening to all these words, I am not able to think straight. All I can do is to end things with him and move on. But that doesn't go well!!

He said, He will not accept the break-up. He yelled at me, cursed me and humiliated in front of everyone in the café.

Without even thinking, tears started overflowing from my eyes. It is as if my mind went blank. Just when he raised his hand at me, someone dragged me out of there. All I remember is, Me sitting in the taxi and the words, "Don't ever let anyone take control of you.... It is your life". I did not even remember the person who dragged out of it and said those words, Because I am in that position where I cannot even differentiate day and night.

After that day, All I did for a week straight is to bury myself under the blanket in my room, with my mobile switched off, away from the world.

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