It was a really Enjoying night. I can't think of anything about yesterday except the kiss. Yesterday jungkook droped me at my house. He seems like nothing happened. Maybe I am the one who wrongly thinks. Yesterday I slept at 12'o clock and here, I woke up at 7'o clock. As usual, I slowly walked down to the ground floor of my house. I searched for the negative figures. But unfortunately there is no one. I found a note on the fridge.
"WE ARE GOING TO A PARTY. DO WHATEVER IN SUBJECT OF YOUR STUDY STUFF. WE DONT INTERFERE. JINN TOLD AS ABOUT SOMETHING. HE TOLD US THAT TODAY IS THE ADMISSION. SO WE CAN'T BRING YOU HERE. DO BETTER IN YOUR HIGHER STUDIES".
My left hand held on my mouth with a surprise. what's this note ?? is it from them really?? No way....They can't change like this. Wait, jinn told something to them??. ofcourse it is about my studies in Seoul.
Without even wasting anytime, I took my phone and dialled my precious....no mad cousin jinn.
"JINN YOU-"
"Oh dear God...my precious ears"
"Jinn....I love you....do you know how much I am happy now?"
"How much?"
"Jinn...My parents allowed me for going with my own likes"
"Ya...it's my birthday gift. How is it?"
"I am really thankful to you. thank you so much jinn. For the past so many years I tried very hard to get out from this hell. But no one ever helped like this. You are something....."
"Don't make myself proud.I told them that you will go to the police. So they asked for evidence and I told them that you have one of their record".
"That's a good idea. How come I didn't used it in my past years?"
"Yah...today do you have any schedule?"
"Me?"
"yep"
"No...I guess...ya ya no. But why?"
"Listen Na bi, Just hear what I say, ok?"
I somehow got a doubt.
"ok. Tell me"
"I know you are broken. But just start dating with anyone. I found a guy. He is quite handsome. I don't push you to go with him, but just think...maybe you can move on from this stupid Jaxon things completely ".
I paused for a while. It just thinking. I don't like to go on a date with anyone. Because I never done. In jaxon's matter, he is the one who proposed me. At that time I also had a crush on him. But not anymore. Since jinn helped me for my future, it is better to accept.
"Uhm..jinn, Sure... I will"
"Ok, WHAT?? DID YOU AGREED JUST NOW??Wow... Na bi Now I am very happy for you. Thanks. I will send you the adress"
"Ya..."
Somehow we ended the call after some of our jokes.
Before closing my phone, I looked at the screen which shows a name on the messaging. Yes...Kooki.He didn't texted me since yesterday.
*********
I was walking outside my house. I found a male figure. It was my kooki.
"Baby~~ You didn't even texted me and messaged me. What's up with you?"
He sounds like so caring and hurting.
"Oh..I thought you are busy"
"No way baby...look...I found some time for you"
"Really??Then where are we going??"
"Mm... kissing booth?"
I blushed.
"W..what?"
"O my god...I am just joking "
He is laughing. But I didn't feel like laughing or smiling. But just blushing.
*******
We are going through the mall. He is holding my hand as usual because there are so much people in the mall. But today I am feeling some different feeling towards him.....Leave it!
"So...are you coming with me?"
I nodded.
"Damn...my life is going to become a hell"
This is his main dialogue. I looked sharply at him and he was laughing all on his way.
"How about a matinee?"
Suddenly a question popped up from his mouth.
"Ha-na also want to come, so if you are here....things will go easily".
I don't understand what he is saying. So I just nodded.
"Sorry...I am busy at night".
"Why?"
"I have a date with someone.. Actually jinn is the one who set up this.
jungkook surprisingly looked at me and showing a difficult face to me.
"God!!!! Is my ear ok? or did something slipped from their mouth unfortunately?"
"Blah blah blah". I repeated him.
"I am glad, Na bi. I only saw you suffering from this kind of stuffs. But today the decision you made was great. Actually you are giving a good chance to you".
He is happy....I think I am the one.....one?....one?...one what??... actually what am I doing??..He is my bestfriend and I am seeing him like that...Ya ....Ya. I somehow calmed .
*******
We almost spend our time with each other until it's 7 pm."ok then, I am going.....you know the date".
at last I said.
"Are you out of your mind? this is how you go for a date?". He pointed towards my dress.
"What's about this? and do I have to look like an angel or something?".
"Ofcourse... not an angel, but atleast change your dress".
"No way...I am going like this. Why is it matter anyway? is he choose me based on my dressing style?"
"That's not I mean Na bi" . jungkook tried to speak. but before giving a chance to him to speak, I went from there.
I rushed towards the restaurant. shit.... Maybe I am too late. I rushed inside. Still looking for the man. I stoped when I saw a man from back. He is facing the other side. so I can't see him.
"By any chance, are you the one jinn mentioned?"
"uhm...ya". Then he brought his face to see me.
We both are surprised by now.
"YOU?" We both said at the same time making all the customers looking at us.
"Why are you here, Min yoongi?". I asked.
"Is it weird that not asking about you, Na bi?"
"I am here for the date".
"So as I am".
"So you are the one who jinn mentioned before?"
"Ya...He also said....that....ooh...is it means, you and jinn are cousins?". His doubted face became more doubtful.
"Uhm... ya....and this is his one of the surprise for me".
"We don't have to date. because we are classmates. actually jinn forced me to date. He helped me in some works and he asking me for return...This is the thing which he want as a return....to go on a date with a girl he suggests". His small eyes became more small.
"Same goes here" I playfully throw my one hand in the air. To be honest, yoongi is actually cute. whenever I see him, he reminds me cats. Funny, right?... I don't know. I am always like this. whenever I see jungkook, he reminds me rabbit. I looked at yoongi's face. Maybe he don't know what to speak since it is a date. Actually yoongi was my classmate. We don't have that much closeness. But sometimes he looks at me in the class like weird. It just I felt weird. Maybe it's only my imagination.
"Uhm so ....since you are here, let me treat you". Finally he spoke up.
"No I will, actually we didn't have the time to speak in the class. Sorry for the inconvenience".
"Na bi, what are you talking about?? We don't have that much time during class times. So don't be sorry. Also, how can I let a girl to treat me when I am here? Let me treat you please".
"Ohk? I will let you this time. But when we meet again, I will treat you". He brought a bright smile on his lips. Like he is satisfied.
___________
As everything over, I stepped out and said bye to him. I can see his gaze from the corner of my eyes. I walked to the opposite side. After sometimes of walking, I arrived at my home.
Throwing myself on the bed, I started to recall all the memories. Yoongi was calm, smart and the main point is...he have the best talent in producing musics. Good guy friend. But my thoughts slowly went near someone. Jungkook....I don't know why he pop up in my mind all the time nowadays. Actually one of my secret is....I had a crush on jungkook. But that was in my childhood. Because he is the one and only guy I had as a friend. So I thought it's just a crush. After Jaxon came in my life, everything changed. My feelings goes near Jaxon. I don't know why I am like this. Dipressed all the time. I hate myself sometimes. But I think it's time to move on. Why I am being like this?...For whom?...For what?... Everything is just killing me. My phone rang with a name on the screen. Slowly an annoying smile formed on my lips.
"Yah, how was your date?". Before I can say a word jungkook spoke up.
"You know who was that?..it's the Min yoongi from my class...you know..the guy who looks like a cat. It didn't work out. We introduce ourself as a friend. We became friends".
"Oh...it's okay....but don't think about the Jaxon thing...".
"I know jungkook....I am trying. I think I started to move on".
"You don't have to waste your time for that shit. You don't have to feel useless yourself. Just think that this is a part of life. You are not only the one who is like this situation. There are many people. You learnt many things from this. There are many sadness we have to face in our future. So be strong. Let the negatives go...and think about positive. Jaxon is your first love. But didn't work out. He doesn't deserve you. Okay?...Maybe a perfect guy is waiting for you...or just leave the love case and just enjoy our friendship...YAH...right...enjoy..Cheer up. Woow Woow....".
"Thanks for your advice. it's really
useful". I smiled myself slowly. Being with jungkook calmed me. I felt less loneliness.
"Na bi...Me, taehyung and Ha-na are going to one of our friends house. Do you want to come?".
"NO". I fastly said a 'No'. I don't know....It slowly came from my mouth. When this ha-na girl is near him, I can't stand properly. For some reasons, I feel disturbed. I don't know what is the reason.
"Okay Na bi as your like".
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