Chapter 01

TAKING CARE of other people Job is the hardest job, but for me Lucian Avyanna Yildiz, it was just a piece of cake. She had been part of the Gang since She was 15, she had perfected the art of throwing herself for the sake of her job.

Though its just a piece of cake for her, but seeing and taking the life of other people was more than she could handle.

Her life was a perfect image of craziness, she can't predict what she will do next. She can't tell if she's just Pretending to be crazy or she's already crazy. Smiling and laughing while beating up someone and seeing them begging with tears, feeling satisfied when she saw a pool of blood, just doing that made her cry and laugh at the same time.

"Ahh I'm alive but I can't seem to feel it"

Blaming her family for selling a 15 years old young girl to a Gangster just to pay off the debt made her life a living Hell. I want to escape but i can't, or so she thought.

Lucian's Boss called her first thing in the morning to come to the headquarters and made a deal with her, "you just need to find and kill the traitor and I'll set you free" hearing those words made her happy so she agreed and  walk outside of the room, leaving her boss with a smirk on its face.

Lucian happily drive the car and when she receive the location of the target she drove the car as fast as she can. When she arrive to the abandoned building it gives her a chills but she ignore it.

The place is so quiet that she can hear her own breathe and heartbeat, walking sneakily inside the building she noticed that no one inside when she heard  a loud bang and saw the building's door are close.

Panicking she ran towards the door and try to open it but she can't,Lucian stop for awhile and starting to think of some ways to open the door. In the midst of thinking, she heard a faint sound like a clock trying to figure out what is that she tried to look where it is when see saw a time bomb in the corner.

Lucian run towards the door once again and did all she can do to open the door, her heart is beating so fast when she saw that 15 seconds left on the time bomb. Tears are starting to form in her eyes and starting to ask "why is this happening to me? I just wanted to be free", she almost start to give up when the door open she ran as fast as she could get when the bomb explode.

After the bomb explode Lucian surprisingly survive leaving her  a cut on her head and a metal on her legs. While trying to stand she noticed that someone is standing behind her back, she slowly turn her head to see who it was that made her eyes wide open.

"Why?" She asked while tears are starting to fall on her cheeks.

"Why!!? Tell me why!!?"

"I-Im sorry but if i don't do this they will kill me"- Said by the man while pointing the gun.

Hearing those word made her cry even more she look him in eyes with a faint smile on her lips, slowly the hope that she kept in her heart started to faid away.

"I thought that after i finished this mission and be free I c-can be with you all and be happy again, I even saved up some money so we can do some business and be just happy b-but why!!? "

Lucian started to cry even more and tried to catch her breath, she can't explain the pain she's feeling right now. The feeling of betrayal that she wish to never experience

again, but why!? She asked herself.

" But why!!?? Of all people why is it you!?"

"I-Im sorry"- The man started to cry and pull the trigger.

Lucian feel the pain on her chest and saw the blood she looked at the man once again  with the pain written in her eyes.

"The pain that I feel right now is nothing compared to the bullet on my heart, what it pains me more is that you betrayed me once again"

Trying her best to stay awake the rain started to fall washing the blood on her body away.

"Ahhaha finally i can rest now" she said while laughing and slowly closing her eyes  before she completely loose it she asked once again.

"D-Dad why?"

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