I hate my life

I had a dream or maybe it was a memory of a time when I was happy, I was smiling which was rare form me my mother was touching my head lovingly and my father was getting ready to go to work , he kissed my mother goodbye and gave me a hug and left to work... then the scene change I was suddenly in school where I had a lot of friends and my teacher were proud of me and were encouraging my classmates to be more like me, and then later I got home and my mother called  for dinner and when I got to the table my father was sitting there and waiting for us to sit so that we can start eating and I just thought that this must be heaven and I am probably the luckiest person in the world then I remembered that this was just a dream and suddenly the scene changed and I  realized that I was day dreaming as I was on the floor covered in bruises as my mother was beating me up and screaming "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT" that all she did lately after my dad left she either drank, smoked, and didn't come home till late in the night were she would look for me and beat me up, the neighbors all knew what she was doing but they choose to turn deaf ears to it and finally when it felt liked 20 years had passed she finally got tired and stopped hitting me as i didn't cry and begged her to stop hitting me anymore as I had learnt that even if I did she wouldn't stop and it may encourage her to hit me the more. I just got up and went to my room closed the door an locked it to prevent her from entering the room to continue where she left off I laid on my bed and slept it was a night of no dreams like usual and I woke up the next morning to go to work cuz as my dad left us for this mistress who is now his wife he didn't leave any money for us or at least me and I couldn't depend on my mother for money so I took up many odd jobs although my bosses weren't nice and the pay wasn't much but at least I could be away from that house and I could have enough to eat, at the end of the day I got back and surprisingly she(his mother) wasn't at home not that I cared though it was just surprising not to see her and for the next 2 weeks I didn't hear anything about her and to tell the truth I was happy, at least I haven't been beaten or shouted at, I thought that lady luck had finally stopped turning her back at me until the next week began and suddenly men I black walked into our home and the leader came up to me to tell me that since my mother is dead that I must pay up the 500 million she owed them and not even giving me time to think I was put in a bag and sent to a brothel to "work".

Just when I thought that good things were finally coming to me lady luck slammed a hammer in my face and finally after a fruitless battle I decided to end it all and I said a little prayer that in my next life if I had one it wouldn't be as unlucky as this one.

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