Intro..

It was perfect great day, I was enjoying my day with a big smile but i never knew that my day would come to end this way...

It all started few weeks back when i was insecure of my lover as he was only busy with his own works .. i never wanted to complain about it but i had to because i don't want to be forgotten by him... My Boyfriend Alex and I , we were in happy relationship we enjoyed our company for each other but then after a year things changed he became very busy although he was not that outgoing with me but he was happy in the company of his friends.. i didnt complain about it because i wanted him to be happy. I have experienced many relationships but the relationship i had with him was magical for me, everything he did makes me happy we both were not that well off but we were happy . Never knew that the happiest moment of my life was coming to an end and how will i take on with my journey i don't know .. i don't know whether I'll keep up with it or not I'm just on the process..

PRESENT

Like everday we wished each other.

Him "Goodmorning babe",

Me " Good morning 🤗"

Him" Babe i have work today too so I'll text you soon "

Me " Ok.... i see, take care of your health bye.. "

Him " ok"

That was our usual chat.. its been months that we're talking with each other like this i feel sad too but i can't involve myself in his work and make our relationship toxic so i held it in and comforted myself ..

AT NIGHT, 9:00 pm

Him" Babe I'll game with my friends abit and then I'll talk with you later ok.. or you can call me when you sleep"

Me " Ok"

I thought night was for us but in this 21st century world a man with gaming is impossible... Though we do talk at night but like this

10:30pm

He calls me

Me " Hello"

Me " Hey... Are you done? "

Him" Yeah I'm sleepy, i worked alot today.. I'm really tired.. "

Me" Oh okay... "

Him " You want to say something ?"

Me " Naa its ok "

Him " ok"

i would want to talk before falling asleep but i couldn't say it because i was used to this now , i listen to him sleeping and with that i fall asleep... normally a girl would want to talk all night be romantic with her man but in my case it was different.. i still loved him though... i felt that maybe we're different. I was too against being a lovey dovey couple but i did want to be a romantic and happy one but there was not much in it ... It went on.. like a daily routine.. Then one day i told him everything about how i feel... i texted him to meet me

Me" Babe?"

He replied after an hour

Him" Yeah babe"

Me " I'm on my way to meet you, let's meet at our usual park"

Him " mmmm .. ok"

We met at our usual place where we had great memories together ..

Me " you know you're changing alot, you've been Busy everday which i can't complain about it then at night when I want to talk you're either gaming with your friends or you're sleepy... its like you don't need me anymore.."

Him " I've told you before right.. that I'm new in this thing and i also told you to tell me directly if you want to talk with me "

Me " I can't tell you directly when you're that tired and i can't stop you from being with your friends too but i just want you to adjust a lil bit for me...I know you're new to this but now I'm greedy for your love.. its selfish but I'm being greedy now because i don't get what i want .. !!"

I cried..

He pulled and huged me ... comforted me like a baby

Him " Shh.... don't cry.. its my fault... I'm sorry... you know i do love you right... but I'm just new to this so i don't know anything nicely... but just remember that i love you..."

Me " I LOVE YOU"

😣😣😣😣

He kissed me gently.. his pure and warm lips that comforted my heart and gave me hope that we will be together all the time...

we then ended up being physically romantic

which every couple does... i already gave my all physically and emotionally so i didn't mind his touch because i believed in him with all my heart... his touch also gave me a comfortable feeling that he's there for me whenever I'm sad or unhappy .. then after sometime we headed to our homes ... the night was wonderful for me .. we made up i was happy.

The next day

Him " Babe . Goodmorning..i have work today too so I'll be busy ok... "

Me " ok... take care"

i saw that coming so i didn't mind

He " i love you"

Me " I love you"

then the day went on.. i too became busy with my work i love baking and i work in a pastry coffee shop.. so i was doing my usual work ..

Cathy " Sunny?"

Me " Ya?"

Cathy " can you do some more baking? the sweets are getting over and also the lemon juice too "

Me " Ok 🤗"

Cathy " Since you're happy , i guess you've finally talked with him right?"

Me " ya we did... well its the same but then I'm happy that we did "

Cathy " Wow!! this guy..! how can he be so ignorant? i mean so what if he's the hardworking Alex .. he has a girlfriend who is patience enough to understand him and he's been acting like that!? What a guy man!

Me " It's ok... we can't complain about his work because it's his family work right?

Cathy " still.... Hey watch out!! "

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