Donut

When they arrived at Qui Ruan brother's home they were greeted by a huge dog who pounced at Qui Ruan and lick him all over his face .

Wei shin felt disgusted not because of the he feeling bitchy but because of those saliva across Qui Ruan's face and even licking his mouth .

Well Wei shin has a slight OCD so all he wanted to do now is to get an alcohol , drain it to a bathtub and let Qui Ruan bath in it for a few minutes .

Wei shin is still not moving and he is just looking at the two when suddenly someone shouted .

" BROTHER !!!!!! " a little guy said .

Qui Ruan looked at him with unspeakable happiness and hugged the child tight while kissing him in his forehead .

Wei shin felt jealous because he was an orphan with no siblings so he knew being alone and whenever the other children in the orphanage who have children play he felt jealousy .

There was a guy who told him that he won't be alone anymore when he was still in the orphanage but when he was adopted by someone and Wei shin was again left alone , he told him to keep in touch but years later he didn't saw him again .

No-one adopted him until he was old enough to live on his own .

Some may adopt him but few months later those families wife got pregnant and he was useless so they took him back to the orphanage .

He work hard at school and even become a valedictorian at the said school , but because he had no money , no connection with others , and always losing courage , he just became a café owner and all of his hard work were lost .

Now facing this scene felt like a stab in the stomach .

Wei shin felt sadness eat him and didn't notice that the dog approach him .

The dog licked his fingers and looked at him with excitement .

Wei shin felt disgust by the saliva that now in his hands but the dog licked him again , bark at him , and act like he wanted to play .

For once Wei shin just let the saliva in his hands and pet the black dog with a smile .

The dog felt happy and keep barking at him and wagging his tail .

Wei shin laugh and give him a belly rub .

Qui Ruan notice this and smiled at this scene .

Qui Rin , the little brother , notice that his brother is distracted and looked at where he was looking at and the only thing he saw is his " wife " playing with blacky .

His brother smiled and he felt shocked .

His brother doesn't usually smiled at others and now he felt like this is interesting and smiled too .

Qui Ruan took Wei shin inside the small bamboo house and let him sit while he took the luggage inside and get water for them because of how long their trip is .

Wei shin looked at Qui Rin with nervousness .

He's been looking at him weirdly and he felt scared .

What if he knew he is just pretending .

He was almost trembling and Qui Rin find it amusing and so he laughed while hiding it with his sleeve .

Qui Rin lest Wei shin alone and went to his brother .

After everything Qui Ruan cooked some rice and a fish .

The fish is so tasteless and the rice is so brown and rough .

Wei shin are used eating white rice even though he is broke and his cooking is not that bad but not like this .

After their dinner which is already in the middle of the night .

Qui Ruan let Wei shin sleep in his room while he sleeps with his brother .

Wei shin let them because he knew the two wanted to have some time because they usually didn't see each other so he let the two brothers alone .

Wei shin looked at the " bed " That looks like a lot of things already happened to it .

The mattress is so thin and the blanket it so small , but the " bed " itself look's not squeaky ( hehe ) .

He rest his head to the " pillow " that is so hard like a stone .

He now wished his old pillows T - T .

He tried to sleep but he can't so he went to his magical space to see it again if there is something he can use to help their situation .

He land to his bed and get out of his room .

He looked at the kitchen and to his fridge if there is something to eat .

He opened his first fridge and took out donut and put it on the oven to heat up .

He then went to the other fridge and took out some milk and pour it to the cup .

The donut Finnish heating up and began to eat .

After that , he went outside and looked around his very own " world - inside - the - ruby " after that he looked at the half river for some fish but not even a shadow can be seen .

Then he realized that there is not birds around and even a mosquito flying around .

He went to the bushes to look for bug's , even though he hates bug's because they are disgusting .

He looked for it for a sign of life .

But there is nothing .

No life can be seen and only him .

He circle around the area and went to the river .

He touched the river's water and sign .

Loneliness os always been a thing to him .

He looked around the place while sitting on the grassy ground .

This place is lonely , if there is someone to share with ---- .

Wei shin remembered Qui Ruan's gentleness and smiled .

" I wished , for once , someone would truly join me from this loneliness, share my thoughts with her or whatever "