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"Bronchitis is an inflammation of the lining of your bronchial tubes, and the case of your son is not yet chronic so mild supplement and fluids may do for the treat and if ever the problems of your child didnt get a proper care and surveying, theres a posibility that her lungs will weaken anytime soon, plus the fact that your son is still coping to his body as toddler. He need more immune and strong system"

Doctors eyeing her son then to her as his both arms shove on his lab coat pocket then looks so serious. It was an old doctor that her son's doctor. Her son have a weak lungs msde the reason why he is been suffering for his desease. It can vincible if she mets the standerd of proper medication for his child's health but if she did not prevent things from happening, then it was hopeless.

She can do it but the question is how?

If only to talk about something she could give, she will going to exvhange her life over her chikd's health, but money... She dont have that money and knowing getting treatment through machines, confinement of the hospitals and medicine drugs, she dont know where to find big money, that she knows how much her money is just right for Dein's future...

"I have money" Teresa who'll always there, while, Lovely watchibg her, Marjorie who's not there because of the job the girl's has.

They all busy but when she called for help, they all ready to stopped their business for her. It was so embarrasing since, all her friends isnt reponsible as much as her, she was too humilliate to even utter a words.

She was so done and embarrass, she dont want to live like this but... She was so lost.

"I have ways, Tere. Dont worry and Love, thank you for all supoort that I need, I still need to do this alone."

"No... You ca—"

"All my years was I dependent on you all I need to stands by myself now. I will back to my parents. I will faced them"

They all looked disagree to what her decision even herself though was disagree to that help but she was hopeless and desperate. She cant handle how her child life with her. Shee needs to figure out how to get herself up and then back to her chikd just when she knows, how to care pf her son without wprrying about financial case.

"What if they pushed you and just get your child like how they did before? You know how your famiky is ruthless right? And coming back means you lose..." Lovely with much much angst stung by her words.

"I never admit loses, without even trying, Love. And if they pushed me and get my chikd I'll accept that. I just need to be strong that I can stand up with financially stable"

How ironic that she works at financial department tean yet, she herself is lack of it.

"Love, I think that's the better. Dein is figthing for his life and we all know how, Denice suffered because of all this. This may not be good but this is for the better. Her chikd is in the line, Love. Dein is in danger if she still on her pride"

Love clasp her hanging jaw and rolled her eyes and by that girl's reaction, Love knows that she was defeated by the argument and agree at the end. It was nuce that she have both good and bad sides of her issues, and she is in the latter. It is up to her wether she'll choose one or the other.

Fixing everything while wprking is hard especially when she knows that the field she is wprking at is the snakes home. She was trapped but she needs to do this. She dont aim for revenge but the revelation and the custody she needs to support her chikd's wants and needs.

Being a single mom is indeed hard, mainly to the struggle and the thoughts of not being good mother for her child because she cant reponse to the needs of her son.

Her life may be curse but Dein is her only blessing in that middle of difficulties. Dein is her weakness and her strenght but if she will choose to go back to the time and reset everything she will gladly do it. Because she will be hypocrite to tell on herself that she can manage that it was all nothing, she can do it.

She wont going to choose giving her son to her parents if she have wonderful life like how she ever wanted to be.

'I want to be sucessful in life. And if that cand do, then I' llmarry a man with sucessful life and him and my famiky with him is my solely sucess. That'll be happy'

She has family, she find someone's rich, and she did grant that desire of her teen self but she cant grant the desire of her soul, to be the woman with sucess and honor.

SHE EXPECT the worse at the time she steps out her foot on the vihecke she rented just to get enter to the village. Guards know her as disgrace daugther of Ikacad but no ine's recognize her a daugther of Ilacad that's okay, she chose this part, no one's part should be blamed but only to her.

She git wronged and repent it evrry single day.

Dein is wearing his jacket since the province were surrounding by the pine tree and breeze air. In Baguio. She lived here until she gets to graduate to her field while carrying in her womb her cute son, Dein. She understands everyone critisism but she never going to allowed them to say to get abortion because that's the things she wont gonna do.

The life on her womb isnt made of mistake, thought it is a curse that she gladly want to cast on her because of that Curse she learned a lot more than schools taught her

Experience were always and are always the best teacher. That naver failed her.

The nostalgia of her reminicsing brought a smile across her lips and just stay at its as feeling the cold chimes of wind that slowly whispering her. She is rebillion, a runaway daugther. She never thought she can come here with a smile after what's this once she called safe place brought her uneasiness and coldness.

She never told house cannot be recogmize as home.

"Mama? Will I be met, Lola and lolo?" his gradfather and grandmother.

She smiled then bent a little to leveled on her son's innocent eyes. I can do everything for you, even that means being far away from you. I will endure it, for you.

She cant utter more words when a stone on her throat trying to embrace her throat making her airways sucken. She cant breathe everytime she sees this beautiful innocent eyes.

"Yes"

"Yohooo! I will going to have more mire chocolates again!" then he looks up on her, "But dont worry mommy, I will brush my teeth after eating it. So my teeth will be gorgeous and beautiful as what male models of Auntir Lovely magazine printed"

Eyes widen then curses utten inside of her mind for her friend, "Dont adapt your Aunts, word kay?"

"Like what mommy? Mem with bigger sword is more satisfyin—"

God, Lovely!

"Ut's a sword mommy! I love swords too but Aubt, Love, said mine is still small so I need to get bugger so it will grow too. But how come did a metal thing hrow mommy? And why is it bother it to me?"

Ehh?? How can she response to that fucking naive question without saying dirty?

" Panday" she says for last, "Forging it! Theres a small metal right? So Aunt, Love saying, when you grew up y-youll, uhmm... Can learn how to forged a metal into Big sword like how Aunts want"

"Ohhh!" Dein claps in awe, "I want to be an adult now, so I could forge my sword!"

Dang.

Somewhat, conversation witb Dein can make her system calmed... Or so to what she thought. It's been almost four years after that heppening and that scemes how she got slaps infront of theie mades, cruse her like an ultimate disgrace, and disowmed her without even thinking what her life will be is running fresh on her mind.

It's just that, it pained her yes, but not so lethal as before when she was new to life. Everytime she remembers how her Dad curse her and got red because of too much frustration on her makes her unconciously tears and just then realise that she cried when she felt her chest contracted.

"Ay, who are you, miss? Any appointment to the Ilacad family?"

"I dont have but... Say that I am their daugther"

The maids seems so confuse and dont want to obeyed her so she clears herself.

"I am Denice Lilianna McBeth Ilacad, their third line, daugther. Dens"

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