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"Deniiiiicceeee! Please shut your child fucking mouth! It's too loud!"

She shuts her eyes and gulp as she rock her baby up and down to atleast come it.

"Dein... Pleasee, quiet baby, the landlord will going to mad at us, hmm? We'll get kick out, want that? No milk for you?"

But intead of calmed her child squal more then later she heard a few bangs on her door so she sucked her breath and slowly wipiing her sweats by her baby's towel. She glad that when her baby get baptism her friends donate a simple help, they even let her lent their space for her but no... It was too much she cant take advabtage of all.

"What the shit you fucker, ***** did?! Didnt I ask you to shut that fucking baby?! You are going to be bad luck of my business! If you cant shut that baby of yours then better packed now! It's better to refund your money so you could just leave at once!"

"Please, maam, I am so lo—"

"And that's my problem? You'll get **** by random men and then you want me to take responsibility of your stupidity?! You know how much your baby gives people here problem! Every night and day they always has something to say. I was just beibg quiet but this too much!"

"Madam... Please... Pleasee"

"No! You leave!"

She couldnt do anything. The landlord of hers is right, it was her fault after all if she isnt just a rebelling child then her life wont be like this. She could even pursue her dream more if only...

Dein is blessing yes but she couldnt take any days passed without muttering curses for the child because if werent to, her life will be perfect and good. Theres no be a problem!

"I-I AM sorry again for trouble, lovely"

Her friend rolled her eyes while busy on playing with her child, "You are stupid, Den, if you think me so differently. You are not burden, kay? I dont have family yet so youare welcome here!"

"B-but..."

"Den..." her friend went up to their distance then taps her thigh, "Why try to contact her father?"

"Love... You know why I cant"

"Eh, how about this kid? You? You will going to die through starvation! If you dont want to find this child father then go back to your home!"

"Love..."

"Dont gibe me that look"

All of her friends have been nice to her and she cant vounte how many did she did for them good things because it was so nothing she could count as she remember but god give her this good one. She cant help but to strech a wide smile as she looks at her baby playing with the toys his godmother-Lovely give.

She dont think it was spoiled for the kid the help her friend gives to her because she know for all that the spoiled that they said is also for her.

Every years a hassle and difficult. She cant find her smile without a trail of tears flowing as she keep repeating herself of what will happen to her child if he will grow up? What enviroment she could give to the infant once that now running on the field.

"Oh, lady, newspaper?" a guy thump her with a piece of paper.

She wasnt even that interested at all but when she saw the same face that she really love that year she felt betrayed as she saw how his face never change on its stoic and serious ice cold eyes. It was so ruthless, to his people, his wife and of course for her heart.

She curse heaven that she needs to carry the siffering from the past they shared with each other. It was all her fault because she was so stupid to believed that guy's lies. She wants to take a revenge but she cant risk her child privacy because entering his world means danger for her child. She cant risk.

"Can I?" then she give the payment then the oldman smile cheekedly on her then nod as he continue to his doings and whistling convincing more people on the park to buy some news paper.

Denice already dense when she swa the print so she couldnt look for more glance to the old man since her eyes is only fixed and glue to the gods lile figure man.

'Craig Wiltsman, is topping on trading business for all above 95 percentage of entrusted company loving his production overseas and theres a rumor that the man will going to stablish more port around the Atlanta, Mexico and Cambodia for large product transaction. Fuels and woods has been on his line and wanting something more than just that. Rasing it's investor every year especially her new business, biofuel for algricultural services... '

She cant process each othe the letters printed as her eyes started to get blurry and fazed by the news. A lucky guy... So lucky that mad eher furious. How this damn man gets his luck while her still suffering and crawl for success and a life she wanted to give for her son!

Denuce shut her eyes then a warm tears about to slid out when she stopped it before that gonna happen. She was so done. She promised to herself that never ever once again see herself cry for the man doesnt even deserve her tears! She wont!

"Dein?" Denuce wake up to the reality when she cant find her child on her sight.

A trembling pulse quivered inside and a sudden anxiety came after she process that her child os missing! She search like a mad lady, walking running, bending and pnating for an air but she cant saw any trace of her child. No even a print! She wish now to all saibts and god to just protect her child and let her find it.

Just her child... Please

"Have you seen a boy, with this high? She has a brown eyes, have you seen him?"

She couldbt hold anymore and another tears slids through out her eyes and the more her tears fell the more her chest become in heavy. She stood up and squinted under the reigning sun that made her more sweaty. She bit her lips and with all frustration messes her hair!

"B-baby..." she cried silently as she keeps on trying calming herself and convince her self that god us gracious that god will let her find her child.

It was her fault, never ever gets to blamed, she was overflowed by her emotions again and forgit that she has a real life. She was so stupid about the rage tgat could compose herself and just only mad and angry. She dint deserve this difficultues and misery. She doesnt deserve any of an ounce of it, she never been so bad for her child!

Denice is red and feels every of her blood flowed unshakenly in her veins as she heaved a heavy breath and makes her chest pop up and down to the urge of crying again. She furiously crumoled the news paper wishing that all anger will be vanished after doing so but she was so frustrate that even a piece of paper mad her!

This is insane!

"Mama!!" a little voice made her alive again and without waisting a time she looked to that called but instead her child who she gets to see it was someone who she dont want to see ever again as she promise before with hatred and fumed.

"Uncle, this is my mommy! Isnt she beautiful?" the little voice with a curled tounge that makes Dein hard to utter a sentence pulling her lace of shirt wanting her to introduce his friends he calls it 'Uncle'

It was so so much of years. Years of depression and sadness came flash on her mind as if it was just yesterday since that happened. She was lost again but never been so naive like before. She was naive to life that she thought every life is like a magical world of book but it wasnt. The life she once viewed so light and beamed is now making her suffered and mesirable what more if seeing the person who mad eher life unwanted? Who the author of all those dread, who the person her hearts skips for.

She remember about the tabloid and her hatred grown but never in hell would she let the man see her emotion again like how she is drowned so stupid for the love she new was real. She is not that so srupid anymore. Everything is damage her and she will never let it again.

"Mommy? Meet my uncle! He treats me ice cream!"

"Dein" with an stone cold tone she called firmly, "Didnt I said that dont talk to stranger?"

"But I already know her names! And mommy, uncle is nice to me! Look oh, he bought me this yummy ice cream! You said you cant buy me this since we dont have money and ucle handsome guve me this out of my cuteness he said! So he is not bad! Besides you only says that trick a stranger if he is bad but uncle handsome isnt! So... "

Dein is too young to this kind of topic, too naive to give knowlegde about what life could be. She wish that she was a chikd again, no problem. She was ashamed that she multiple times attempt to kill her son out of anxious and unsane mind but she is thankfully she didnt. Her child were too, innicent yet too much after that things happened.

"Y-yes b—"

"Kiddo, your mom seems dont like me" she cant help but to feasted her palm to the way that stupid beard man looked at her.

Why is he looking at her like she was the one who wronged?! Who made a mistake you indisoicable man!

"Mommy, like people who're sweet to me! Introduce your, name, uncle" as his stubborn child pulling, the guy's arms towards her, "Mommy?"

Denuce cleared her throat dont know how can she stay calm even if her system is too vague to fucos on. She bit her tounge and clench her jaw.

"Hi, nice to meet you?"

"Uncle?"

She him smirk! That smirk isnt for amusement but for mocking! He is mocking her!

"Hi, Nice to meet you"

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