What does being Lonley mean?

Her words are still ringing in my ear 'i will,when you will be lonely' what does she want to say by those words .Morning was gone just by thinking about her words.Light didn't come to see me.So i went to look for him. i searched for him everywhere but i couldn't find him.

[where does he go?why everyone is turning there back on me.its ok if you don't want to be found then i won't look for you.]

(with a sad face he goes back to his room)

"leo! leo! wake up,leo!"

[who the hell is making noise]and there was Light calling me with anxiousness.I was angry with him gone for the whole day.I turned toward the windows acts like ignoring him.

Light:"hey! Leo are you ok ?i called you several times but you didn't wake up .that scared the hell out of me. hey leo?"

Leo:"(pouting)where were you for the whole day?i searched you everywhere but you weren't to be found anywhere."

Light:"aww! my sweet little brother did you feel lonely when i was not here(patting Leo's head)"

his words suddenly make me recall leona's words 'I will, when you will be lonely' [so this is what she means by those words hahaha(tears are rolling out of his eyes while he was laughing sadly inside)again she saw through me.]

Light:"(when he sees Leo crying)Leo are you alright?are you in pain somewhere? should i call the doctor?"(Light gets up from the bed and is about to press the switch on the bed rail to call the doctor but Leo grabs his hand )

Leo:"(hand covering his face and sad smile) Light what is the meaning of being lonely?"

(Light sits back to the bed and looks at Leo's face which was covered by his own hand )

with a long sigh he said "loneliness huh ,it is hard to say what it is but i only know that it is caused by yourself. if you search your happiness in only few things then when it is gone you start to feel lonely . so lets try to search happiness in every things around us so we won't get lonely and we won't let other to be lonely ok."the way he said those things were like once he also felt that lonelyness but got tired of that feeling and looked for the answer and found what he want.

i don't know when i fell a sleep but when i woke up there was Light by my side sleeping, holding my hand . i looked at his face for long time .[he looks pretty while sleeping. ] i was attracted towards him slowly and slowly and when our lips was about to touch then there came nurse shouting loudly which woke up Light.Then i suddenly turn other side and act to be sleeping.

nurse:"Light, are you still here?"

Light:"yes. i fell asleep while looking after him(rubbing his eyes)."

nurse:"well then you better go to your room ,eat something and take your medicine. it is time for him to take his medicine too."

Light:"(looking at leo and with hesitation)may i ask what he is suffering from and about his medication."

nurse:"sorry, his family and he himself don't want us to say his situation to others."

Light:"oh ok. Then i will take my leave. sorry to bother you."

nurse:"oh it is fine."

Light:"then see you around."

(Light left the room)

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