Chapter 4

                         The last few days were full of exhaustion.

I couldn’t believe that I had reincarnated into the world of a book.

‘Why did it have to be \ you are lying.’

Why, weren’t there so many other things it could be?

Wouldn’t it have been better if I had become the villain in the novel, the younger sister of the heroine, or even an invisible extra that was completely irrelevant to the story?

‘Lavien, the duke family that falls apart, so later in the story the family of dukes becomes three instead of four.’

Obviously, the destruction of the villain Helena was accompanied by her family Duke of Lavien.

Uuu, I was shivering and anxiously sucking on the bottle of milk.

Maybe it’s because this is a fantasy world, or because this is my third life.

But I felt particularly powerful in this life. After a few days of eating and sleeping well I was able to hold the bottle well.

So how surprised would Radiette be if she found out that I could eat from the bottle on my own without her having to give me it!

‘She might have been surprised at how big I was.’

No, this isn’t it.

I quickly returned back to my original thoughts.

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‘If I don’t want to fail like in the original book…’

The powdered milk rapidly decreased and the transparent body of the baby bottle could almost be seen.

‘I don’t know, man, I just don’t know. I will just eat up and go to sleep.’

I was going to quickly go eat, stretch out a bit, and escape into my dream world.

The soft child brain wasn’t developed enough yet to think of such complex ideas, so it quickly grew tired.

Strongly sucking the last remaining milk in the bottle, I recalled the contents of the novel .

\ the childish, romance fantasy novel, just by looking at the title you could guess the contents of the story.

Even now when I closed my eyes, the lines would come into mind one after another.

‘Wow, that was great.’

Maybe it was because it was so shitty, but I loved this novel, which had no breathtaking or stuffy moments even by looking at it without thinking.

Maybe it was difficult for everyone else to live, but the novel, in which the female lead always had a flowery path ahead of her, was actually quite popular.

The novel is a reverse fishing story about a girl living in the modern world who has opened her eyes in a world full of strange fantasies, charming everyone around her as a social butterfly.

A dreamy story where everyone loves and cherishes the female lead.

‘I wonder if the number of times I re-read is over 10?’

But I had never dreamt about being born again in that crazy novel.

Never!

When experiencing the story as a reader, the events of the female and male lead getting intertwined is very sweet, but if you are born in the area and have to live it yourself… It’s a disaster.

Moreover, I was Belis von Lavien

‘She is the sister of the villainess whose destruction is predetermined.’

Of course, I knew very well how this novel would go and how it would end.

As well as who the male leads were, what kind of personality they have, and even their pasts.

Even in my sleep I could list it out. So I could just pretend to be a mystery person who knows all of the future and create impressions on people around me, take the seat of the female lead, or at least make it so I make sure my family doesn’t go bankrupt.

But why bother?

‘Yeah, I have no reason to. So why should I?’

I calmly reflected on my current situation.

‘The illegitimate daughter of duke Lavien who couldn’t even make her debut. I even remember that there was a story of the villainess Helena using her sister like a servant.’

I also thought back to the back, and was reminded of who Duke Lavien was and whether my father had ever hugged the newborn baby and said tender and sweet words, with that I was able to reach a conclusion.

‘Yeah, this is a disaster.’

None.

There was no chance of a happy ending.

Belis’s life was ruined no matter what.

Belis, the second daughter of the Lavien family, who only appeared in few lines of the book, was the background description of a poor illegitimate daughter who was simply like a folding screen during balls, and was only described as part of the Lavien family after their heads were cut off.

I was attacked with my greedy sister, and was destined to die alongside her.

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If I reflect on the illegitimate lifestyle by my precious two experiences, I was only doomed when I hoped or dreamt of love.

I should never have dreamed of any kind of affection in the first place, so I made a rage filled resolution.

This family, I’ll throw it away first.

‘I’m too tired to be motivated.’

Radiette’s kind words attacked my conscience, but I just told myself I could return later when I succeed and return her favor.

For now, I can’t do anything as a baby, so I’ll keep quiet and aim for it when I grow up. Saving some money thanks to my knowledge.

‘Lets run away.’

It felt as if I had finally reached the light, so the depression that was filling me slowly faded away.

Yeah, that’s good enough!

Doesn’t the fact that the fate of this life is even worse than a supporting role mean that even without me there, the story will proceed just fine?

‘No one will care if I’m gone.’

My mind felt light and relaxed.

Maybe that’s why. Just that moment of carelessness.

Caused everything that followed afterwards to be truly accidental.

The moment I got rid of my dead will my eyes lit up.

If I could, I would jump on my two feets right now, point to the sky and shout ‘’I will live like that!’ as loudly as I can, as my motivation for the third life exploded.

“Kyaa.”

I happily grabbed onto the bottle of milk.

Moving my chubby fingers that were strangely strong for my age, I happily sucked on it.

‘Hehe, it’s going well.’

I wondered what would happen If I were to throw this baby bottle like throwing a wet tissue with a bomb shot.

I didn’t know that just in time that I threw it the door would open.

And… I didn’t know that it would land right on top of my third father!

Just like that, a chill sound rang throughout the room.

The sound was very good for letting me know the hit was done properly.

Then, gurururu, the sound of the baby bottle rolling was as frightful as the eyes of a ghost in a horror movie.

‘Hick.’

I went stiff.

I smiled kindly at my father, who had just gotten hit by a baby bottle on the forehead since our eyes had met while I was in the throwing position.

“…”

“…….”

Somehow, my father’s smooth forehead was going red and bulging. Looking at my cold faced father with the bump on his face, I felt high pressure to try and break the embarrassing atmosphere.

‘ah , ah, I have to say something.’

The soul still clearly remembered.

Just how cold my father and his eyes were.

Just getting offended by being hit by a baby bottle was enough for fathers to abandon their child!

‘Euk!’

I don’t want to die already.

I felt like immediately opening my mouth and making excuses in a rush.

Excuse me, I didn’t do it on purpose.

But I was just a newborn baby who couldn’t even properly keep a low-profile.

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“Uuuung.”

Goddammit.

Instead of a proper excuse, I could only make a cry as weak as a devoured foal.

And it seemed my father thought the same way.

His fierce and blunt gaze became more and more gloomy like a dog with three heads from hell.

He frowned with his brows, and stared at me with a gaze that made me feel like a thorn was stuck around my neck.

“What a cry…. It’s ugly”

“Uung”

It’s because I wasn’t even old enough to eat meat! You should try only eating powdered milk throughout the day too, and see how it goes. If you can get strong, I will tell everyone this is my third father!

That was how my cry was like with a few empty baby bottles a day, but I was still proud.

In fact, I didn’t know exactly what kind of a person Helios was, and what kind of a personality he had.

It was mainly Helena, the villainess, who appeared in the novel.

However, it’s undeniable that he is a father who leaves his daughter Belis unattended due to her status as an illegitimate child, and ends up dying.

In addition, he still gave birth to a daughter like me even though he had Helena…

‘Oh my god. You’re just like my first father aren’t you?’

As a child who could have had many great fathers, There was no way I could be like a father who I couldn’t have a proper conversation with.

Finally, I glared at the man called my father with great strength.

Yeah, it already happened.

‘Hmph’

Thanks to the thick baby pillows I was able to position myself in a posture of looking down at him.

My head felt heavy, but luckily the pillow supporting me was very strong.

I smiled with my chin up, legs spread confidently, and lips twisted.

Grin

Hopefully my smile was scary.

‘I don’t want to be your daughter either. I’m going to live my own life so let’s not get involved.’

I will never fall with you as the younger sister of the villain.

But I didn’t really know since I was so absorbed in the confrontation.

A strange light flashed through Helios’s eyes as she looked at me, and after such a brief confrontation he turned away.

Oh, I won…?

I was the winner of this staring contest.

Soon the door opened and the cold back of my father was the last thing I saw before he disappeared.

Then, the tension around me finally eased.

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‘Whoa.’

I broke out in cold sweat as I bit my lips and wiped my forehead with my small hands.

As I leaned against the pillow, I thought to myself.

‘By the way…’

Why the hell did you come here?

The man obviously didn’t say a word, and he also didn’t come to be beaten by a baby bottle.

Hyuk

No way.

At that moment, a strange thought passed by.

Had he come here to have a staring contest with a baby….?

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