"Yo-young miss!! Don't run!"
" HAHAHAHAH!! You are so slo~w!"
"Young miss! this is not how you should act! *Panting* you need to be gentle and... you are a fragile kid young miss!"
"What do you mean?!"
"Aigoo~ You Finally stopped young miss"
"Bea... what do you mean I should be gentle? I can be whatever I wanted to be! You are annoying me! Do you want to be kicked out?"
"S-sorry young miss, just the lord general will be angry if you are so reckless... You are the only young lady of the general's mansion so please be careful"
"Tch Don't boss me around, I don't care what he thinks"
I ran as fast as I could just to get away from people at the mansion. I was so in a bad mood because they keep saying that a lady shouldn't act like a ruffian.
I muttered to myself "Why would I need to be a lady... and this dress is so awful why would they make a kid wear this ugly dress"
As I try to go back to my room, I heard a familiar voice of a man calling my name
"Nova! my daughter!"
I turned towards the man calling me, It was my father lord general. He was coming towards me with a gentle looks on his face that I haven't seen again once my father went to abroad in my first life, it kind of makes my heart melt seeing my father lord general looking like this.
I can't stop my feelings and say this words with an angelic behaviour that normally a little girl will show.
"Daddy!"
It was when I realized I was deprived by my greed of fatherly love so I ran and hugged him, I don't know but it made me tear a bit with a smile like I was insane and being a real young girl wanting her father's love and attention.
"Da-daughter? why are you crying?! is something hurting you? want me to kill... I mean punish them?"
"Haha, No it is nothing besides I can do it myself, If I want to cut their tongue out I will do it immediately"
"Er... I don't know where you learned that violent way of speaking but... It makes me kinda proud please don't tell your mother that I allow you to speak like this, Undertood young lady?"
" *Chuckles* Yes daddy!"
It is weird for me to call someone daddy instead of father, but since I have called him daddy in the beggining then why not continue calling him that?
We laughed and talked more while walking when suddenly I realized the way we are heading is not the way to my room.
"Daddy, this is not the way to my room"
"I know my daughter, instead we will go somewhere else"
"Hm? where would it might be?"
"Hehe... We will go to sightseeing"
In my first life, I don't like sightseeing with anyone, I feel annoyed and irritated when someone is with me... I was called a Loner Ruffian, but, when I was a young boy I only loved to be with my parents but since they are not with me anymore, I never liked being with anyone else... Remembering them I wonder how are they now is father still alive? did he already knew about my death?
"We are here now daughter"
I looked at the place and saw my mother and two older brother standing and smiling in front of me
"Young sister, join us here"
"Haha! Sis is already here, luckily you are still awake"
"My baby, Is so pretty"
I can't help but smile back at them, I thought I will never feel this warmth inside of my heart again... But as I think deeper onto it, the more I fear of losing a family... That is how and why I became a known ruffian, driven by a guilt of not protecting loved ones... And always pushing anyone away because I'm scared to have someone taken away from me again...
TO BE CONTINUED...
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This is kinda short because it is a part 2
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Claude De Alger Obelia
I almost cry!!!
2022-03-24
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