I hate it I hate it I hate it
I wish I was never born
I laugh when people says I'm lucky about my life but behind my life is sa miserable thing
me as a first born child of the family people think my situation is easy it's easy for them since they aren't one
I hate it when they keep telling me what I have to do what I need to do and what my responsibility to do I hate it when people keeps telling me to study and get a beautiful future for my family I hate it when I don't get freedom to do stuff I like I hate it when all I need to do is for them I never had something I like to do for my self all is for them
even having a dream my dream future my desire my think Soo could fantasy about my future because they all keep dictating me what to do and the word ITS FOR YOUR FAMILY words never despare like how I wish I was never be the one in my position now
do you know what hurt the most
you are doing multiple chores and work and there your siblings and cousins having fun
I was never allow to have fan since IM TOO OLD TO PLAY WITH THEM even if I'm older just a year to them
those trends in YouTube or anything I want to do but never allow to why because it's a shame for my family
my life has been entitled to do things for my family my entire teenage moment was supposed to have fun and enjoy it but what I experience is to work to study and to do chores
I hate it
other will say you are big now don't let your little sibling work you can do it then just do it
then what about me a teenager who had multiple problems and add my school problem
my little sibling and cousins grades are too low compared to mine but why I was the one scolded for being not good enough why
did I ever create a huge sin in my past life that it's punishing me now di I do something unforgettable that became the reason why I am suffering
can anyone tell me just what did I do wrong to deserve this
I know everything has a reason but I can't handle this much please take it easily I'm a teenager who has a soft heart
I remember the time I saw on my Facebook saying they wish they were the oldest because we can be bossy we have an attitude parents focus on us but that's our only way just to not feel the pain that's how we show we are teaching you to not always rely on us
to my dear parents I wish you could understand that I'm just a normal person not a perfect one I can never be what you dream me to be thank you
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