I wish I didn't change present…
I was scrolling through my phone when my battery died I charge it and wait for it
as I get bored waiting I lay down on my bed and close my eyes
a lot of happy memories I have shown up I continue imagining those memories
but my brother came in side and disturb me
I ask him what is his problem
I told him to get lost
but he said he won't leave
I got irritated by him and ignore him
I continue to close my eyes and imagine those things again
then my brother speak he said that it his first time seeing my smile like that
I ask him what does he mean
he said that it's rare for him to see me smile with full happiness
I told him I always smile what do you mean by its your first time seeing it
then he said the smile you show to me almost everyday feels like a lifeless smile unlike now
then I stopped to smile think of what he mean
ah yeah the smile I show everyday is just a mask to cover how broken I am
then he again speak he ask me why I stopped smiling and get quite
I ask him what wrong if I stop smiling
then he said those smile suit you well you should smile like that everyday
I answered him and told him that's impossible
then he ask why
someone like you won't understand
then he again ask why won't I understand
I told him you will know and you will understand it when you grow up
he said ok
then he again ask ate what are you thinking for to make you smile like that
I answered my old me
he then again ask what do you mean by your old you
I answered when I was a kid I was just like you full of happiness naughtiness and full of questions in my mind
then he again ask ate do you always smile when you were a kid
I answered yes I always smile and never cry
then he said while in a sad face I wish I could feel the old you used to be
I told him why
he said because you are always cold to me rarely talk and rarely play with me
I answered him yeah I wish I didn't change but I can't do anything I have already changed and I can't bring my old self back
then when he about to speak again I get up from laying and stand up I open the door and ask him to go out he goes out with sad expression on his face
I close the door and a drop of tears came from my eyes and says I wish I didn't change sorry my dear brother
I promise in next life
If I was ever your sister again
I won't be the same I will be a good sister but for this life it's kinda late for me to change back again I'm sorry
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