Chapter 18 I'm not a Good Mom

Kaylin blinked. Two streams of tears slid down her cheeks. It was the first time Mylee had seen her cry. He hurriedly wiped them away.

"Don't cry. I'm here. I won't let anyone hurt you." Mylee said to Kaylin solemnly.

Kaylin hugged Reiss and said with full of nostalgia, "I had two abortions and had a lot of nightmares. I know that I was just a toy you bought with money. I don't deserve to have my own child.

"When I found out that I was pregnant with Reiss, I asked you what you would do if you had a child. You said you would let me abort it, and I went to the hospital. When I lay on the operating table, I thought of the two innocent children who were aborted by me. My heart suddenly got softened. Because of malnutrition, Reiss was a premature child after I had a C-section. Her health had been poor since she was a child. I was afraid that you would know her existence, so I could only hide her. I hardly took her out during these three or four years.

"I wanted to ask someone to take care of her, but there were so many cases of nannies abusing babies on the news. I also wanted to send her to the orphanage, but I saw with my own eyes that the older children in the orphanage bullied babies who could not speak. I could only give her to my dad, but I did not dare to tell him that Reiss was my daughter. She suffered a lot at my dad's place and gradually stopped talking. When I found out, she had already suffered from autism. She would not smile at anyone except me...

"I am the only relative she knows, but she can only call me 'sister'. Every time she asked me where her daddy and mommy were, my heart hurt! Before she closed her eyes, she said that her birthday wish was to call me 'mommy'! I am not a good mommy. I couldn't even save her!"

Kaylin was calm at first, but when she said the last two sentences, she suddenly trembled with excitement.

Mylee knew that Kaylin was guilty!

However, it was not Kaylin's fault. It was his fault!

"Kaylin, I'm sorry! I was the one who harmed you. I didn't know you were going to use your blood to save Reiss!" Mylee suddenly widened his eyes and continued, "After stealing your blood, I asked my assistant to go to another hospital to transfer blood to save the person you wanted to save right away, but I didn't expect that it would still be too late!"

"Yes, it's too late. It's been five years, Mylee. If I knew that I had to endure so much pain after being your woman five years ago, I would rather stay in the Charm Club. I wouldn't feel pain if I was just a simple woman who had never known love.

"I shouldn't have left with you. I shouldn't have pestered you for these five years. If I had known that staying with you would kill my daughter, I would rather die five years ago. Mylee, you once said that you loved me, but is that true? After doing so much for you, what did I get from you?"

"Kaylin, what are you talking about? What do you mean by that?" Mylee felt like suffocating.

Indeed, things had been complicated between them for the past five years. Mylee did not mind what Kaylin did for a job at first, but Kaylin minded it and tortured their love with it over and over again.

Gradually, Mylee was unable to tell whether Kaylin loved him or not!

In fact, Kaylin had never said the word "love" to him...

Kaylin hugged Reiss tightly in her arms, kissed Reiss' forehead, and said to Mylee, "I don't want to see you again! You don't deserve to appear in front of my daughter!"