I made a mistake....I'm sorry

Since we came from the funeral I couldn't stop thinking about the little girl....whycdoes he keep lying to me....so I decided to text Sebastian since he was the one that made me talk to him and he knew him before me

Me:Hi!I have a question....

S:Ok...

Me:So...that little girl...Sarah...is she really his sister or is she his daughter because he avoids the answer everytime I ask

S:It's complicated....it's a long story actually...what if we meet later and I will explain everything to you

Me:Ok thank you so much

Yeah....thanks...if only I had known why was he down to answer all of my questions about Christian....

*I met with Sebastian and he explained that she kind o is his daughter but he made a DNA test but it was a cheap one so he doesn't really know the answer exactly but basically is his daughter and her mother left because of him.*

From that moment on....I lost all my trust that I had in Christian and I started to trust Sebastian more.Big mistake.But it wasn't just my fault because my boyfriend never explained anything and on the other hand Sebastian had all of the answers.

One day...I texted Sebastian telling him that I am sad because I had a fight with my boyfriend because he never tells me anything wherever I ask so he said that I should go at his place that night to talk.I accepted.Oh...how stupid I was...because something else happened that night....I had sex with him.And immediately after I started to regret that I cheated on my boyfriend.I felt so bad and I was so angry with myself...because I did that.

I started to distance myself from Christian and he kept asking what happened until one day I decided to tell him:

Me:I have something to tell you.

C:What?

Me:I slept with Sebastian.And I am really sorry but you kept hiding things from me and he always told me everything I needed to know I know that this is not an excuse but.....idk....I am so so sorry

C:Ok.

Me:Ok?That's it?You're not mad?

C:Wel...I'm not mad that it was you that told me but....

Me:But?

C:We will talk face to face tonight.

Me:Ok.

The fact that he only said "ok" it killed me.Honestly.Because I didn't know what to expect, what was he thinking about this....he just left me hanging and I kept thinking about it

*That night*

Me:......I'm really sorry

C:It's alright....but next time please come to me

Me:I DID!But you never told me anything

C:I know...and it's my fault that I was avoiding the answers but I was afraid to tell you everything at once because I thought you won't talk to me anymore....

Me:Really.....?

C:Yes.And even if it was like that you won't feel better if you sleep with another dude.Just don't do that again.

Me:You're right......

I know that he keeps saying that it's alright but I don't know what to think....If it really is alright then it means that he doesn't care at all but on the other hand what if he says that just beacuse he doesn't want to show his real feelings....which one is worse...?

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...To be continued ...

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