Just when things started to take shape.........

We started hanging out more and more and we started getting closer he told me that he has a baby with his ex girlfriend but I was ok with that because it was his past like...I can't change that but If I want him I will accept him like that.Even though I was only 15 and he was 25 but it was a pretty mature thing I did.

*Our first kiss*

We left the house and came at his place again.We lied on the bed and started talking about ourselves to get to know each other more.

He started to stare at me...he came closer and closer to my face,mt heart started pounding but I freaked out and just went in for a hug to avoid the kiss.I really don't know why I did that I wanted that kiss so bad but I just freaked out.We were standing there hugging in awkward silence....until he said that he is tired and wants to sleep.He turned around and closed his eyes.My thoughts were all over the place but it was one thing I knew for sure.I wanted to kiss him so bad so I just tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around,I looked into his eyes and I just kissed him all of a sudden.I swear that was the most amazing kiss I've ever had in my life it felt like nothing else mattered in that moment.That was the moment I realized i'm going to Maki it right this time and not mess up.

...*The next morning*...

C:Let's go in the kitchen and drunk some coffee

Me:Ok! *I was Still thinking about the kiss from the last night.That was the only thing I had in mind.I was so happy but...I didn't know that will disappear in the next 10 minutes

So we got there and started talking,suddenly a little girl bursts through the door and jumps in his arms screaming "DADYYYY"

My heart stopped for a second and my face dropped all he could think of saying was

C:It's my little sister

Me:Oh...ok....

At first I thought that it's weird that she is calling him like thag but then I thought I was overthinking it and I kind of pushed away that thought like it never existed.

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Time was passing and I met his family,we were hanging out every night everything seemed to be fine until....

One day he asked me if I want to go with him and his family at his cousin's funeral in another state and I accepted it.Of course.

So fast forward the funeral ended and the next day we left.On our way home his mother decided that we go to visit her relatives.ALL OF THEM.And she has many relatives.Anyway in every house that we went everyone kept telling him about that little girl "his little sister" that she is so grown up and beautiful and that she looks like him and all sort of things.He kept looking at me to see if I will react

somehow but of course I pretended that I didn't heat because I wasn't going to make a scene in front of everyone.

We were in the road again this time for good.I was silent the whole time he kept making jokes and tried to make me feel better but he saw that I'm not in the mood so he stopped.He decided to leave me at home.

The next days we still saw each other and I kept asking him about the little girl and he kept saying is his sister so......because of this I started to lose trust in him that's why I ended up doing what I did....I know it's not a good reason but I was just so confused and lost and....it happened.

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...To be continued ...

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