My top 5 kins

This ep is my top 5 kins I will tell you why I kin them and I will also tell you who they relate to my trauma and my mental health ( TW:⚠️warning This ep will contain alot and I mean alot of triggering things when it comes to mental health, trauma, ending your self and SH. If you get triggerd about this please for your own good click of I don't want you to do something you might regret. I REAPET PLEASE CLICK OF FOR YOUR OWN GOOD IF YOU GET TRIGGGERD BY THIS I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOU TO GET HURT , SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF⚠️warning.) 4 of them I have already made a tiktok on that

Reki kyan from sk8 the infinity

If you have watched the anime you will know that he has depression and is afraid to be left behinde. same gose for me. I have had depression alot these past months and I'm also afraid to be left behinde

Shoya Ishida from a silent voice

He has social anxiety, sui#del thoughts and depression. The only thing I have to say about this is that I only have social anxiety but that would be sugar coating, so I will be honest. I have had thoughts about ending myself and I don't talk about it as much a I should. heck the first time I ever talked about it to someone was in november. That was the first time I ever even admitted that I had those thoughts, I didn't even tell my parents about it until december. Even though I promised myself that I would tell someone about it as soon I have those thoughts. I let myself down. Lets move on 'cause right now I'm sitting class and I don't want to cry in the middle of it.

Tamaki Amajiki from mha

anxiety that's it, that's why I kin him.

Yui Sakura from words bubble up like a soda pop

I will directly qute google on this 'cause it discribes me "He's often seen wearing headphones, so that people won't talk to him; this is also to tune-out the sound around him, as he dislikes loud sounds, finding it difficult to cope with them." People suspect him to have an autism spectrum disorder or at least he shows signs of it. I have ADHD not autism but I know from people who have autism that, autism and ADHD have some syntoms that are alike. I always walk around with headphones on my head or around my neck but that depends if I'm alone or if I'm with my friends. If you want proff of this I can show a pic of me rn (I'm not in class rn)

Yatora Yaguchi from blue period

He is very insencure and works himself sick that's why I kin him.

next ep will be a face reavel.

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Before I die

I'd like to do something nice

Take my hand and I'll take you for a ride

You hit me yesterday

Because I made you cry

So before we die, I'd like to do something nice

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

And if I had a car

I would trade in my car

If I had a gun, I would trade in my gun

Honey we ran from the country

When we rushed to the city

And now there's nothing to be done, there's nothing to be done

There's nothing to be done, there's nothing to be done

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

And I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money)

And I want to buy you something (But I don't have any money)

(No, I don't have any money) - the drums

Spoiled, selfish, little child

Went out to play out in the wild

I found you shaking like a leaf

Underneath your family tree

You could never live out in the open

Regretting every word you've spoken

When you break, it's too late for you to fall apart

And the blame that you claim, is all your own fault

And you've been crying out for forever

But forever's come and gone

You keep begging for forgiveness

But you don't think you've done wrong

You've been crying out for forever

Forever's come and gone

My bleeding hands, your shaking head

As your love starts to surround you

All of their words are trying to drown you

And you break, it's too late for you to fall apart

And the blame that you claim, is all your own fault

But you've been crying out for forever

But forever's come and gone

You keep begging for forgiveness

But you don't think you've done wrong

You've been crying out for forever

Forever's come and gone

My bleeding hands, your shaking head

So tell me another beautiful lie

Tell me everything that I want to hear

Oh won't you lay here by my side

I want to **** away all my fear

Tell me another beautiful lie

Tell me everything I want to hear

Won't you lay here by my side

I want to **** away all my fear

Tell me another beautiful lie

Tell me everything I want to hear

Won't you lay here by my side

I want to **** away all my fear

Tell me another beautiful lie

Tell me everything I want to hear

Won't you lay here by my side

I want to **** away all my fear

And I have seen all that you've seen

And I have been where you've been

No, our hands will never be clean

At least we can hold each other - Bear's den

. tbc

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