the list

This is the list on why I hate almost everyone in my sh!tty school

(⚠️warning this list will almost only contain why I hate the students 'cause most of the teachers are chillwarning⚠️ )

I live in a kinda wealthy small town with alot of high class people (my family is middle class). Which makes most of people think that they can do anything they ducking want.

parents don't teach their kids that other people have feelings and they also don't teach them to not bully/abuse people who are diffrent from them selfs

Most of the students are so ducking competitive that you can't even be in the P.E hall without getting your eardrums blown out or if you're in a team, if you're not doing exact thing your team tells you to do, they will yell at you and call you a moron

Most of the students are homophobic, transphonic and ableist or they have friends that are homophobes, transphobes and an ableist. And guess what the principal / teachers won't do jack sh!t about it

every god dang thing you do has to be spot on and just ducking perfect or else you will get ducking bullied or shut out frrom the rest

If you're not a svenson ( a word sweden uses to describe an "normal" person, aka people who are not in the LGBTQ+ and people who are neotipical ) you will get mocked

The teachers won't do jack sh!t about the bulling untill there are more people who are getting hurt

If you're sound sensitive then people will mock you

if you tell anybody who isn't your friend that you hate to much sounds or anything that has to do with hearing, sight and touch, most of the students will try to make you uncomfortable.

So basically you can't be neodivergent, in the LGBTQ+ or diffrent without being bullied, abused and shut out, and the principals / teachers won't do jack sh!t about these issuse." 'Cause it needs to be fair and we can't do anything about it 'cause no one else complains about it". yea well f*ck of and go to he!!.

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tbc

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next episode will be the last and in that episode it will contain my top 5 kins and I will explain why I kin them.

I hope you liked this episode

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I was pulling out my hair

The day I got the deal, chemically calm

Was I meant to feel happy that my life

Was just about to change?

One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream

Oh, everybody said "Marina is a dreamer"

People like to tell you what you're gonna be

It's not my problem if you don't see what I see

And I do not give a damn if you don't believe

My problem, it's my problem

That I never am happy

It's my problem, it's my problem

On how fast I will succeed

Are you satisfied with an average life?

Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

High achiever, don't you see?

Baby, nothing comes for free

They say I'm a control freak

Driven by a greed to succeed

Nobody can stop me

'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away

It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway

It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide

And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die

Are you satisfied with an average life?

Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

Are you satisfied with an easy ride?

Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, prayin'

Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, waitin'

Are you satisfied with an average life?

Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

Are you satisfied with an easy ride?

Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)

Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)

Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)

Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)

- Marina

Was it the best you ever had?

Was it the worst? You'd never know

I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke

Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this

I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

The sun is fun, the land is dandy

I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me

My teeth are yellow, hello world

Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?

I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame

I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame

It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey"

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh - vunderbar

Fall asleep with a lighter in your hand

You can't fake it, that's telling

Smoke so much, you can't even stand

Tell your dad that it's weed he's smelling

I don't, I won't, I guess

You're too young to know her

I think I'll go to sleep

I won't think about you

Until I think about when you tell me

"Come over again"

"Come over again"

Smoking through the window, see the lights

They're always dimmer when you're stoned

Chained by your expectations, I want you to know

I see how you used to be before you knew me

I'm just so sick, I can't even look at myself

It's a mental hell when you said

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

Take her name out of your mouth

You don't deserve to mourn

You just love the attention

Or do you get bored?

You like the power you have

Hope you get caught in the law

Do you think that you're happy?

Just wait 'til you're sure

Pity she's a wh*re

When you said

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

(When you said)

"Come over again"

Come over again

(Like you were before)

Come over again

(Like you were before)

Come over again

(Like you were before)

Come over again... - Crawlers

I got boulders on my shoulders

Collar bones begin to crack

There is very little left of me and it's never coming back

There are certain things you ask of me

And there are certain things I'll lack

The beginning, we were winning

But now I'm just making up facts

What's it matter anymore?

If you believe the lies I tell

There's no meaning to the words

But we still sing these songs well

If we all left it alone

I'm sure it'll work itself out fine

We keep playing with the numbers

We are running out of time

We are running, we are running

But you're a killer and I'm your best friend

Think it's unfair, your situation

You say I'm changing

Sorry I didn't know I had to stay the same

Can we talk about this later?

Your voice is driving me, driving me insane

I try to write you poems, but the words they don't make sense

The hand tries to grip the pencil, but the fingers are too tense

I try to show emotion, but my eyes won't seem to wet

I'd love to tell you stories, but I can't remember how they went

You're a flashlight in a dark room or the loneliest black out

You were all we had left after it all was filtered out

I'm turning you on in a dark room right before we both pass out

I'll turn you on when I need you, but the batteries ran out

They ran out

You're a werewolf and I'm a full moon

And all your very worst enemies will be gone soon

I think you're changing

Don't worry, you don't gotta stay the same

Can we talk about this later?

Your voice is driving me, driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane

Driving me insane - the front bottoms

This is for the lions living in the wiry broke down frames of my friends bodies

When the flood water comes, it ain't gonna be clear

It's gonna look like mud

But I will help you swim

I will help you swim

I'm gonna help you swim

This is for the snakes and the people they bite

For the friends I've made; for the sleepless nights

For the warning signs I've completely ignored

There's an amount to take, reasons to take more

It's no big surprise you turned out this way

When they close their eyes and prayed you would change

And they cut your hair, and sent you away

You stopped by my house the night you escaped

With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay

You said, hey man, I love you but no fucking way

I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage

Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies

This is for the lake that me and my friends swim in

***** and dumb on a drunken night

And it should've felt good

But I can hear the Jaws theme song on repeat in the back of my mind

Make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face

There are lessons to be learned, consequences for all the stupid things I say

And it is no big surprise you turned out this way

The spark in her eyes

The look on your face

I will not be late

I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage

Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing you sing harmonies

I wanna contribute to the chaos

I don't wanna watch and then complain

'Cause I am through finding blame

That is the decision that I have made

She hopes I'm cursed forever to

Sleep on a twin-sized mattress

In somebody's attic or basement my whole life

Never graduating up in size to add another

And my nightmares will have nightmares every night

Oh, every night, every night - the front bottoms

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