the beginning part one

This all started in first grade when I was 6-7 y/o and ended around the last part of 5th grade when I was 12 y/o. Last part of first grade I was diagnosed with ADHD.

I don't know why the isolastion started , but to think that I didn't notice untill the begining of 7th grade is ducking scary.

I only really had one friend in the first grade but that friendship ended pretty quikcly thanks to some one frameming me for writing a letter telling my friend that I hated them. I guess that's when the isolation started.

before second grade started I got a new friend let call her LC. LC and I were best friends, but we grew apart after some years. During the time we were friends there was this one girl let call her PH, who was friends with LC. But something happened ( probably had a fight or something idrk) that ended their friendship. PH blamed it on me which straind my friendship with LC.

The day second grade started I was outside right after I arrived at school ( before school recces). I was going to the swings, right when I turned a corner I saw a new student and I said hello. What I didn't know then is that word would be the first word I said to my greatest friend of all time, he's my brother with different blood, he's the funniest person that I would ever meet, the kindest, my platonic soulmate.

tbc

a/n : btw next chapter might be about him (aka my greatest friend) but I'm going to ask him for promisson to write about him.

There once was a bittersweet man and they called him, "Lemon Boy"

He was growing in my garden and I pulled him out by his hair like a weed

And like weeds do he only came and grew back again

So, I figured this time I might as well let him be

Lemon Boy and me started to get along together

I helped him plant his seeds

And we'd mow the lawn in bad weather

It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter boy like him

So, I got myself a citrus friend

But soon his bittersweet started to rub off on me