Chapter 1

One would think that the first interaction they have with the person they fall for would be something beautiful.....but that wasn't the case with Sarah her first interaction with the person she fell for was something quite funny and weird now that she thinks back on it.

...*flashback to when Sarah first met Mark in a group chat*...

"Sarah looks scary", said the mysterious man.

"why ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ", Sarah asked she was perplexed over why someone would find her to be scary.

"You just do, it feels like you are a cannibal."

...What does he mean I look like a cannibal....that hurts....

"ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ I ish innocent ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ", Sarah replied while trying her best not to burst into tears.

"Nah you are scary, change your dp", the man said.

"No....why can't I put a pic of my face on my dp?", she asked, she had always been insecure about her looks and this man was making it worse.

"Because you'll ruin others mood"

...Do I really look that scary tho?....that it'll ruin others mood?...

"I didn't think I was that ugly tho....", at this point Sarah had started crying silently as she didn't want to disturb her sister's sleep.

"but you are"

...Why is this person so mean to me? what did I ever do to him?...

"Great imma go cry now and put a pic of me where I look less ugly as my pfp", she replied while sobbing silently.

......five minutes later......

"I'm back after changing my pfp....do I still look scary or like a cannibal or something? Cause if I do, then I'm going to jump off a cliff", Sarah said. she had put one of her favorite pictures of herself as her pfp, one in which she thought she looked pretty.

"**** too scary 😶😶😶 I'd prefer to punch myself then see this scary face"

...Why is he so mean to me? what did I ever do to him?...

"People in this app do have the habit of buttering up and calling everyone beautiful", Mark went on.

"...I never asked anyone to call me beautiful...anyways I changed my pfp to one of my drawings so that you won't have to look at my ugly face....now I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep because as usual everyone hates me"

...**** it. I'm gonna go talk to my friends before this guy makes me feel more suicidal....idk why people hate me so much....

"Did you draw that?", asked Mark.

"....Yes. Why? If you are going to call my drawing ugly too then please don't. I already know it looks terrible.", Sarah thought her drawings weren't really good. That was probably because she would only draw when she was feeling suicidal.

"It's fucking amazing 😍😍😍😍😍"

"....It's not, there's alot of mistakes in this one"

"I liked it at least, it's pleasing to the eyes, you should draw more 😍😍"

......what even is going on here anymore? why do I feel worse about my drawing? it feels as if he's making fun of my drawing.......

"...You know you're just making me cry more right now"

"I followed you, you can send me your art when you draw more 😍"

...Is this guy blind or what? **** I really wanna discontinue drawing now....I'm not good at it anyways...

"Sarah you are amazing and you should know that", said an unfamiliar person. Sarah was grateful for that but she's been told she wasn't good enough for so long that she had trouble believing it... especially now that she was feeling insecure it was even harder for her to accept the compliment.

"...I'm not tho, I'm a terrible human that shouldn't exist", Sarah replied to that person.

...Damn I hope she won't mind the fact that I'm degrading myself and not listening to them......

"But your art is still nice", Mark said, cutting into Sarah's interaction with the nice girl.

...Ok....what's his problem...can't he see I'm talking to someone else...?...

"Damn it! I'm gonna stop drawing now. I'll never draw again!"

"I'm not being sarcastic, I meant it, I loved your art.😌"

...Damn I hope this guy could learn to shut up....he's just making me feel worse about everything....

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