Chapter 5

Beomgyu sighed for the third time, shifting awkwardly on the couch. Taehyun was on the other end of the couch, looking anywhere but at beomgyu.

Beomgyu felt about a million things while sitting there. First, he was angry. Angry that they were being stupid and putting themselves in this weird position. He was angry at taehyun for not paying attention to him, but also angry at himself for being too aggressive and not taking into consideration taehyun’s feelings. Next he became depressed. Both him and his wolf craved attention, touch, reassurance that they were relevant. More so than the other omegas out there. So imagine how his wolf feels when the alpha of their choosing isn't giving them the time of day? And lastly, he feels desperate. He wants to kiss taehyun so bad, his fingers are itching to run through his soft light brown hair, he wants to curl into taehyun’s body so that there was no telling where taehyun’s scent began and his ended.

In the middle of beomgyu’s inner turmoil, taehyun received a series of text messages from his phone. He brought his phone out, and immediately his mood went sour. Beomgyu could taste the anger and animosity on his tongue. His wolf whined at the alpha’s rage, urging beomgyu to go to him and find out what was wrong.

However, he held himself back.

Today just wasn't a good day for taehyun. First hueningie tells them that his and soobin’s parents are being pieces of shit, and now his own family is adding on to the stress.

Taehyun glared at the phone, wanting to just run away once and for all.

He stared at the text messages from his sister and parents, the hatred for them coming back after all this time he’s been away. Apparently, his sister is getting mated and expects the entire circle of family and friends to come back home next weekend to celebrate it.

It was always about her. And if the attention wasn't aimed at her (for once), then it was all about his eldest brother. Taehyun’s family was cold, always calculating, trying to find the next person to leech off of or broaden their circle of friends. He hated living at home so much, so he purposely chose this university far away with his own apartment so that he could get away from them. He was nothing to them. They always made him feel useless, insignificant, and unimportant.

Taehyun put his phone down, reaching over to rub his wrist in anxiousness as he thought about what he could do to get out of this little family get together.

If he doesn't go, then his situation would be completely worse. There was no telling what his mother and father would do. However, if he does go, his brother, sister, and cousins will all pick on him and belittle him. Especially since he was not only pursuing music (something they considered hysterical and a waste of time), but also unmated. Being an alpha male, he should at least have a partner by now if not a mate.

He was so lost in thought, he didn't hear the words from the person next to him.

“Hey…” beomgyu said, breaking the silence between them. He reached over, gently pulling taehyun’s right hand away from his left, his skin becoming slightly red from rubbing his wrist so harshly.

“Everything alright?” he asked softly in his deep daegu accent.

Taehyun swallowed, his mouth dry. “Yes…” he answered. But then changed his mind. He was never one to lie. “Actually no, it isn't,” he told the older boy.

“Well what’s wrong?” beomgyu asked, genuinely worried. Taehyun noticed that he didn't let go of his wrist, not that he minded anyways.

Taehyun sighed, taking a deep breath. “It's my family. My older sister is getting mated next weekend and wants all of us to come back home for the ceremony. Everyone is going to be there: my parents, my older brother, my cousins, aunts, uncles, family friends.”

“Well that sounds wonderful!” beomgyu said cheerfully, not understanding why taehyun says this like it's a bad thing.

With taehyun’s silence, beomgyu’s smile fell from his lips. “Or... it's not wonderful?”

Taehyun weakly smiled at him, unconsciously moving his hand so that he could hold beomgyu’s properly. “Yeah, its not wonderful. My family are a bunch of assholes. They don't really like me, and they always look down on me. I've learned to ignore it, but I just dont want to go back there, especially not alone. I would ask soobin or hyuka to come with me, but with what’s going on at their house right now there is no way in hell I'm bothering them with my crap.”

Beomgyu frowned, not liking the idea of taehyun’s family treating him like shit. Not that he could say anything better for his own family. Beomgyu was just a pretty face and a means for enhancing his father’s social connections by mating someone of importance.

“Well then, why don't I just come with you to the party?” beomgyu suggested without thinking.

Taehyun stared back at him with disbelief. “You would do that for me? Why?”

“We’re friends now, aren't we? Do I need a reason to help you out?” he blinked at him.

Taehyun looked away, smiling slightly. “Right, we’re friends.”

Beomgyu would rather be something more, but obviously taehyun was hesitant. If being friends was the only way to become closer with the alpha, then beomgyu was content with this for now. His omega craved his touch so bad, beomgyu was willing to resort to anything.

Taehyun was still looking away, but never let go of beomgyu’s hand. “Thanks,” he whispered.

They remained silent for a while, watching the sun slowly set and reflect off of the apartment walls.

It was peaceful...until yeonjun came home.

**

It's been a week now, and yeonjun wasn't getting better. Beomgyu started to worry about his best friend. He and taehyun were currently packing for taehyun’s sister’s mating. They have to leave in an hour, and yeonjun hasn't left the apartment except for classes and sometimes dance.

Beomgyu glanced worriedly at taehyun, torn between not wanting to leave yeonjun alone in his depressed state and not wanting to leave taehyun alone with his family. Taehyun gave him the same worried look. It wasn't healthy for an omega to become depressed. Their emotions are always strongly tied to their physical well-being. If yeonjun continues to spiral down this path, it could be very bad.

Not that he was super depressed just yet. He was just feeling down, and rejected, and irritated.

“Are you sure you don't want me to stay with you yeonjunnie? Taehyun doesn't mind,” beomgyu said to the lump of blankets on their couch that used to be yeonjun. Even though yeonjun couldn't see him, taehyun nodded in agreement. He didn't want this stupid thing between soobin and him getting worse.

That made yeonjun mad. They are treating him like he’s fragile. He pushed the covers off of himself, glaring at the two younger ones. Beomgyu almost breathed a sigh of relief seeing the anger in his eyes. Yeonjun always had a short temper, snapping at a moment’s notice. He never thought he would love to see that face so much.

“I swear to god if you ask me that one more time, I'm kicking you out,” yeonjun snarled.

“But this is my apartment! I moved in first!” beomgyu whined.

“All of your stuff will be in the hallway if you don't leave already. Go have fun at the party, eat lots of food,” yeonjun said, and then he threw the blankets back over himself.

Beomgyu sighed, knowing how stubborn yeonjun could get. He decided to finally let it go. With a nod to taehyun, they gathered their remaining stuff and started to head out.

At the sound of the door clicking, yeonjun breathed a sigh of relief. He just wanted to be left alone in his thoughts for a little bit without beomgyu hovering like a mother hen. He waddled out of his blankets and went to the bathroom. He stared at his reflection in the mirror and winced at what he saw.

He looked like shit. He definitely needs to take a shower and just try and snap out of his stupor. Ever since the incident with soobin, things have been...awkward. Soobin wasn't ignoring him...not exactly. Soobin was way too nice to do something like that to someone. But the interactions between them have not been natural. In the months since yeonjun first met soobin, they have gradually grown closer, that was no surprise. Soobin sometimes brought yeonjun food (especially bread), or they would walk to class together (mostly yeonjun following soobin around), or spend time in the library doing homework (again, that was mostly soobin, yeonjun hates the library). Soobin sometimes walked him back to his apartment, especially ever since that day the alphas were on their rut and chased yeonjun like a pack of wild wolves (no pun intended). But now….

Now they still do those things, just not as comfortably. It's making yeonjun restless and sad. They are stuck in limbo. Yeonjun wasn't exactly rejected, but at the same time it didn't seem like soobin wanted him. Which was it?

And now, its been three days since yeonjun has last seen soobin, which would explain why he was moping around on the couch. Apparently (according to taehyun) soobin was on his rut. It was a short one, seeming to last only a few days, so soobin should be fine by like tomorrow or whatever, but still….yeonjun was an omega, and soobin was an alpha. Helloooo? He could totally help him through it, but once again, soobin rejected him. Yeonjun was growing irritated.

After a quick shower, yeonjun sat on his couch, stewing and getting more pissed off the more he thinks about soobin.

Yeonjun glared at the wall, his mind racing. After some time, he finally came to the conclusion that soobin was a total idiot. But then, he can't totally blame soobin. His whole life everyone has been telling him he was weak and an embarrassment as an alpha. The fact that he was still able to smile and remain gentle and caring despite being surrounded by negativity and unfairness was quite admirable. If it was yeonjun, he probably would have grown up as one of those delinquents who hates the world.

No, soobin was a way better person than any of them could ever be. That right there shows how strong of a person he is.

Yeonjun’s omega paced around inside of him, urging him to go to soobin for the hundredth time, whining at being away from the alpha for so long (it was only three days, but felt like an eternity). Yeonjun agreed whole-heartedly with his wolf.

Finally snapping, yeonjun stood up from his couch. Breathing in a deep breath of air, he wanted to scream internally at the alpha. He was getting more and more sour, his mood darkening. No matter what he does, soobin refuses to chase him, or acknowledge him in the way that he wanted. He never once mentioned mating, or claiming, or how he is such a good omega for him, or what a catch he is. Yeonjun lives off of stuff like that.

They've gotten closer in the past few months, and still he treats him with respect. He treats him like a friend, a pal. It was driving yeonjun crazy. He knows the alpha is attracted to him, he knows the alpha side of him is urging him to do what is only a part of nature. So why isn't Soobin giving in? What is the reason?

Yeonjun is shameless enough to admit that he has tried everything to get soobin’s affection over the months. He flirts, he plays coy, he dresses nice and maybe he sways his hips a bit more than natural, or he makes sure to bend down to pick up a pencil right in soobin’s line of sight, or he showcases his collarbone a little more with his necklaces and chokers.

But still nothing. Sure, they kissed once and maybe yeonjun kind of helped him through a little problem (ok it was a big problem, and yeonjun doesn't regret it for a second), but that was it! That was just casual stuff shifters do to help each other out! It meant nothing (not to yeonjun though).

In anger, yeonjun grabbed his keys and phone, and stomped out of his apartment. He was on a mission and nothing could stop him. As he crossed campus, he outright ignored anyone who tried to talk to him or give him attention.

Yeonjun and his wolf finally have come to a conclusion and no one could change their minds. This could either make them or break them.

The truth is, Yeonjun doesn't want the other alphas' attention. He doesn't want a super manly alpha with a potent scent and aggressive pheromones. He doesn't want the strongest alpha around.

He wants a nerdy and quiet alpha, who likes to read books and who can't for the life of him walk straight without tripping. He wants a tall and gentle alpha that will take care of him, give him his jacket when it's cold outside even though he's only wearing a light shirt underneath, bring him coffee when he's tired and stayed up late dancing, notice his different hair color and new outfits, and tell him how nice he looks. He wants a stupid alpha that spends extra time studying with him even though it's late out and he has an exam the next morning just so he can walk him home and make sure he gets in safely. He wants an alpha that will bring him bread because they both love to eat ungodly amounts of food, and he wants an alpha who doesn't care if he gains 10 pounds because that alpha is right there with him gaining the same amount of weight. He wants an alpha with an adorable shy smile and dimples in his cheeks and the cutest laugh ever.

He doesn't want just any alpha though, he wants Soobin. He wants Soobin so much he could cry. His omega is lonely. Just being around soobin’s scent to comfort him isn't enough anymore. He needs to wrap himself in that scent, he needs to claim that scent for himself. He needs to mark his territory as his so no other omega would come near him.

His wolf was getting depressed from the lack of attention of the alpha, he could feel it. If the alpha doesn't want to claim him, then he was just going to have to march in there and claim him for himself, secondary genders be damned.

The Choi Yeonjun doesn't play submissive. He gets what he wants when he wants it.

He stomped up to soobin's apartment, using the key that taehyun gave him (he took it from taehyun without remorse) and pushed the door open without permission. They are close enough to know each other's houses by now.

Today was the day. Today was the day he was going to claim his alpha.

"Choi Soobin, get your *** out here, I have something to say and you are damn well gonna listen-" he stopped his rant as he entered the kitchen.

Shit.

Soobin was at the counter, making tea. That was fine, that was something soobin always did. But now he did it shirtless. Soobin turned around and Yeonjun’s mind went blank as he gave soobin a once over. He knew the alpha was well-fit. But this...this was way better than yeonjun imagined. Yeonjun’s mouth watered and his wolf purred. To make matters worse, soobin’s scent was like 50 times stronger, probably from finishing up his rut. Yeonjun and his omega were both ready to strip their clothes and jump the alpha within a moment’s notice.

A million things were racing through yeonjun’s head. Things like,

Did soobin get through his rut okay? Does he need me to take care of it? I’m perfectly fine being used if it meant having him all over me. Oh god, I'm such a ***** for him. Shit, can he smell how aroused I am?

Soobin was so confused at yeonjun’s silence.

They stared at each other for a few seconds, before Soobin smiled at him kindly. "You want some tea hyung?"

"Uh.. sure," yeonjun said awkwardly, snapping out of his dirty thoughts.

As Soobin made some, he turned back around assessing yeonjun. Yeonjun became nervous. He felt like prey under his gaze.

"So what brings you here?" Soobin asked.

"N-no reason," yeonjun muttered. Dammit, where was all of his confidence from a few minutes ago? Yeonjun never becomes tongue tied in front of others.

Soobin smirked.

"You were saying something as you barged in..."

Oh god, please don't give me that smirk.

"Uhhh no I didn't. Well it was nice seeing you, I gotta go now-" yeonjun tried to make his escape, but Soobin was quicker. He grabbed the omega's hand, pulling him closer into his chest. Yeonjun was down right freaking out.

"Tell me what's wrong. I can help," soobin offered sweetly, softly pushing some of yeonjun's bangs back into place. Yeonjun almost purred at the contact, that's how deprived he was of soobin’s touch. His mind was shouting all sorts of things at the alpha.

Touch me.

Claim me.

Mate me.

Make me yours.

Be mine.

Yeonjun finally gathered his scattered thoughts back together, and focused on his anger from earlier. He grabbed a hold on that anger and let it fuel himself, used the anger as a way to push past the fear of being lonely forever.

Yeonjun truly finally lost it. Never before in his life has he had to work for something this hard. Things just dropped effortlessly into his lap. This was a new experience for him, something he’s never done before, and it scares him.

But rather than feel the fear, he took hold of the anger.

In a fit of rage and emotional distress, he glared at Soobin, stepping into the alpha’s personal space so that they were chest to chest. Soobin blinked at the sudden movement, but showed no signs that he was annoyed or felt threatened by yeonjun’s actions. He simply stared into yeonjun’s eyes, confused as to what was going on in the omega’s head.

"I'm tired of this shit," yeonjun growled out nastily.

Soobin was taken aback by the sudden change in mood. "tired of what hyung?" he asked gently.

"God I hate you!" Yeonjun yelled. Soobin flinched at that. His heart felt like it got stomped on.

"I hate how sweet you are, and how gentle you are! You're an alpha male for God's sake!" Yeonjun yelled in his face.

Soobin looked like he got kicked, his face turning sad. He should have seen this coming, in all honesty. This was how it always was.

"I know hyung. I know I'm not the strongest or toughest alpha out there. I would rather read than play sports. I know I'm not worthy of an omega as a mate like the other alphas. But I just can't help it, I thought you understood that, as my friend..."

"I don't want to be friends with you!" Yeonjun yelled in his face some more, huffing from the effort. That was like a knife to soobin’s heart.

"O-oh..." Soobin whispered, his eyes starting to sting from those words. He still couldn't look away from yeonjun’s angry eyes.

"Urghhh!" Yeonjun breathed heavily, his breath hitting soobin's face. "Why are you so dense!! How long is it going to take for you to notice me? How long is it going to take before you make me yours?! I've been practically begging for weeks now!"

Soobin blinked the tears away, not sure he heard that right. "I'm sorry, what?"

"God, how stupid are you? Every day I dress all pretty for you, hoping you would compliment me, or tell me I'm cute, or tell me I'm beautiful, or just look at me. You think I like to study? You think I like going to the library? No! Here I am, forcing myself to actually do my homework just so I can wrap myself in your scent. My ***** of a wolf practically eats it up, the traitor. I prance around all pretty for you, and you don't even bat an eyelash!"

Soobin was growing flustered, unsure of how to handle the clearly emotional omega in front of him. He stood still, listening patiently.

"God, I even wore some of my nicest chokers and necklaces, hoping to draw the attention to my neck. I was practically baring myself to you, I'm so humiliated. Is there someone else? Am I not good enough? Am I not worthy of claiming as a mate?" Yeonjun whispered that last question and stepped away from soobin, burying his face in his hands. He can't believe himself right now. He's never wanted someone so desperately. He's never felt rejection before, but it's a painful experience.

Soobin was silent for a few moments, processing everything with disbelief.

"I should be the one saying that," he finally spoke up.

"What?" Yeonjun mumbled, his hands still covering his face. He was trying really hard not to cry at the moment. His emotions were all over the place. This has been one shitty week.

Soobin chuckled lightly. "I always thought I wasn't worthy of claiming as a mate. I mean, what omega wants a nerdy alpha who likes to read, and cuddle, and watch dramas with a mug of hot cocoa? I don't like to fight, or get competitive. I'm not controlling or emit a ton of pheromones to get what I want. I was always made fun of and bullied over my softer personality."

He carefully reached toward yeonjun's face, grabbing his hands and gently pulling them away so he could look the omega in the eyes again. God, he loved yeonjun’s eyes.

His eyes softened at him, and yeonjun's heart skipped a beat. Then he smiled his pretty dimpled smile that drove yeonjun crazy.

Soobin continued.

"Imagine getting made fun of your whole life, being told you weren't a great alpha and that you were weak. That was fine for me, I got used to it. But then one day, in walks the most gorgeous omega I have ever laid eyes on. He was beautiful, more beautiful than anyone else I have ever met. He smelled heavenly, making my mouth water. He was everything I could ever want. And I'm not talking about the omega wolf side of him, even though there was that too. He was funny, and confident. Everybody loved him. He was great at dancing, he had the prettiest laugh and the softest smile. He takes great care of others too. He has the cutest nose scrunch when he gets upset, and he loves to eat food. He is somewhat cheeky and mischievous but that only adds to his charm. His lips are addicting, pouty and so soft that I just want to kiss them forever. His skin is fair, and sometimes he likes to be crazy and dye his hair outrageous colors that only add to his looks."

Yeonjun's heart was pounding frantically, a warm feeling pooling in his stomach. Soobin did notice him. All this time he was watching him.

"Now, imagine meeting an omega like that. Imagine meeting an omega that practically became my whole world. How could someone as amazing as that ever want someone like me? I'm a speck of dirt compared to him. I'm a laughing stock. He deserves someone much better than me. He deserves so much more than I could ever give him."

Yeonjun was starting to cry now, a slow tear falling down his cheek. Soobin cupped his cheeks, gently wiping away the tears. It was so soft of a gesture, almost like he was afraid he would break yeonjun.

"And that...is why I would never claim you as mine, yeonjunnie. You are too precious for a poor excuse of an alpha like me. You even confirmed it the first day we met. It was ‘never going to happen’, and I knew that, I accepted that, so I never got my hopes up. I'm fine just staying friends with you. Your happiness is my happiness. It might hurt a bit once you do find a worthy alpha and mate with them, but I think I can handle it. My wolf might not, but I'll manage..." Soobin rambled.

"I was dumb," Yeonjun sniffled.

"Huh?" Soobin asked, letting go of yeonjun's face. Yeonjun immediately missed the warmth.

"I was dumb, and stupid, and an idiot," yeonjun cried. "I don't want a super tough alpha. I don't want someone controlling and suffocating. I don't want an aggressive and competitive alpha. I want to be cuddled, and I want to be worshipped, and I want someone who will hold me as I sleep, or play with my hair, or hug me when I'm stressed, someone who brings me coffee when I'm tired and bread when I'm hungry, and watches dramas late at night with me, or walks me home late even though they have an exam the next day. Someone who notices me and calls me pretty, and compliments me, and I want you Soobin God dammit." Yeonjun wailed. "Just claim me already, I don't want anybody else but you. I just want to breathe that irresistible scent of yours all damn day, and maybe roll around in your clothes so everybody knows I'm yours and-and-" he hiccupped.

Soobin was at a loss for words. So that’s when yeonjun took matters into his own hands. He wrapped his arms around soobin’s neck, and finally, finally connected their lips. He sighed in pleasure and content. He moved his pouty lips against soobin's slowly, begging for Soobin to kiss him back.

Kiss me.

Soobin snapped out of his shock, gripping yeonjun's waist and backing him against the kitchen table. Yeonjun was giddy at the feeling of being caged in by soobin’s taller body. He felt safe and protected. He sighed out, opening his lips and giving Soobin the opportunity to kiss him deeper. He tightened his hold on soobin, kissing him back harder. He didn't want gentle, he didn't want soft. He wanted to be owned by this alpha.

A possessiveness Soobin has never felt toward anyone else before surfaced deep within him. He growled into yeonjun's mouth, establishing his claim. His wolf was urging him on to mark what was theirs.

He did just that. His lips left yeonjun's, making the omega chase after them in desperation. He trailed down his jaw to his neck, a low rumble in his chest and the delicious taste of his omega on his lips. He kissed a soft spot that had yeonjun melting in want. Soobin growled again, his alpha pheromones for once permeating the air, clinging to his omega. Yeonjun couldn't help the whine that escaped his mouth, and he did something he never thought he would do in his entire life. He bared his neck for this alpha. He submitted.

Soobin growled with pride and the permission he was granted. Even though it was clear what yeonjun wanted, he still stopped to ask.

"Are you sure?" He whispered heavily against yeonjun's neck.

Yeonjun gave him even more access. "God yes, please please please. Mate me, claim me. Make me yours," he babbled.

Soobin ducked his head so his lips were grazing the junction between yeonjun's neck and shoulder. "As you wish," he muttered against his skin. Yeonjun shivered at the feeling.

Soobin bit down hard, drawing blood, and quickly licking the wound to soothe it. Yeonjun whimpered, his eyes flashing wolf. He pushed Soobin off him slightly, impatience in his actions, sinking his own teeth into the side of soobin’s neck without permission. Not that soobin minded it. Soobin pulled him in impossibly close, his alpha surfacing briefly with pride. Once yeonjun let go with his teeth, Soobin went back to kissing him senseless.

It was the best kiss yeonjun has ever had. Soobin paid special attention to every sensitive spot he had. He kissed his lips slowly, like he had all the time in the world. Yeonjun opened his lips up without even having to be asked, his intentions quite clear. Soobin smiled at the demand, slipping his tongue in and swirling it around slowly, tasting every inch of yeonjun’s mouth. Their first kiss was aggressive and urgent, but this one was gentle and slow.

Yeonjun has come to the conclusion that he hates gentle and slow kisses even more than before. Because this kiss was driving him so crazy, so desperate, making him go wild. He wrapped his legs around soobin’s waist, leaning slightly back on the table. If they don't get off of it soon, it surely was going to break. Soobin leaned more into yeonjun, kissing him deeper, using one hand to grip yeonjun’s thigh and the other to balance them both against the table.

Yeonjun broke the kiss abruptly, both of them panting heavily.

“Soobin, enough of this slow and gentle crap. If you aren't inside of me within the next 5 minutes so help me god I'm gonna-”

Yeonjun didn't finish his threat because soobin suddenly picked him up effortlessly (yeonjun was by no means small even though he was smaller than soobin) and carried him to his room, slamming the door shut.

He threw yeonjun onto his bed, making the omega smirk. “Now we are getting somewhere,” he said happily.

“You’re so impatient,” soobin told him, giving him an affectionate look.

“The faster you get over here, the faster I get to come,” yeonjun argued with a cute pout on his lips.

“And also selfish,” soobin hummed, unzipping his jeans lazily. That was like music to yeonjun’s ears. He couldn't take his eyes off of soobin’s as the alpha slowly pulled his jeans off. Yeonjun wanted to look down, he really did. But there was just something in the way soobin was staring at him that made him feel like he was on fire.

Soobin was completely without clothes, and he gently leaned on the bed, crawling closer to yeonjun. His eyes glowed a soft red underneath his dark bangs, and yeonjun was at a loss for words.

Soobin chuckled, reaching forward to grip yeonjun’s shirt. “If we go fast hyung, how would we enjoy ourselves?” He then yanked yeonjun’s shirt off, throwing it to the floor. Next, he started fumbling with yeonjun’s zipper, slowly pulling it down. “Don't you want to feel every single inch of me? Don't you want to be as close as possible to me?”

Yeonjun couldn't breathe, the silky smooth sound of soobin’s voice contradicting his words and actions. He carefully peeled off yeonjun’s clothes, almost as if he was unwrapping a present.

“Hmmm, hyung? You’ve been quiet,” soobin said, leaning closer so that he was almost on top of yeonjun.

“Yes,” yeonjun breathed out. “I want all of that.”

Soobin climbed over yeonjun, gently pushing him so that he was on his back. Yeonjun looked up, waiting for soobin to make the next move. Soobin’s hands trailed up his sides so that he was gripping his waist, then he leaned down and kissed him. This time yeonjun licked soobin’s bottom lip, demanding entrance. Soobin of course gave it to him. Anything yeonjun wanted, yeonjun got. Yeonjun wrapped his arms around his neck, gripping the strands of hair at the base and slipped his tongue in. He played dirty, shoving his tongue down soobin’s throat and sucking on his lips. However, soobin slowed the kiss down again, leaning back a little. Yeonjun whined a bit at that, but was immediately placated when soobin settled himself in between yeonjun’s legs. Without hesitation, yeonjun spread his legs more so that soobin could fit comfortably.

It wasn't enough. Just having soobin close wasn't enough for him. He leaned his hips up, grinding against soobin, searching for that friction he so desperately needed. He got some of it, moaning into soobin’s mouth and making the younger alpha gasp a bit.

“S-soobin I can't. I get why you want to go slow, but I just can't,” he whimpered. “I don't care how we do it, just please, please come inside me. I've waited too long for this. As long as it's you, it doesnt matter,” yeonjun begged. He was actually begging. Normally he would feel degraded, but it was completely different with soobin. He trusted him not to be controlling and take advantage of him.

Soobin grinded against yeonjun again, making the older omega hiss. “Y-yeah, ok. We can always do more next time,” he promised.

Yeonjun rubbed his hips against soobin’s again. “Oh trust me, there will be plenty more ‘next times,’” yeonjun muttered out, making soobin laugh slightly.

Soobin’s muscles were tense from the control he was trying to keep inside. Yeonjun could feel it, secretly glad he wasn't the only one struggling.

“Yeonjunnie, you want some ******** or just go straight to it?” he asked, licking his bite mark on yeonjun’s neck possessively. That shot pleasure all throughout yeonjun’s body. He secretly liked being owned by soobin.

“What do you think?” yeonjun gasped out against soobin’s ear, nipping his lobe.

Soobin hummed, getting the message. “I wanted our first time to be a little more romantic, but I just can't hold on much longer,” soobin complained slightly.

“First of all, you imagined us being together?” yeonjun asked, momentarily touched at the thought of soobin wishing for yeonjun just as much as he wished for him. “And second of all, you talk too much. I swear I'll just impale myself on you if you don't-”

Once again, yeonjun was shut up by the feel of two fingers entering his hole. It seems like it was going to be a habit of yeonjun’s threats getting cut off mid-sentence.

He moaned out at that, trying to move his hips so that he can feel soobin’s fingers deeper. Soobin let him squirm as he fingered him in and out. Omegas can produce their own lubrication, so of course it was easy for soobin to slide in and out continuously. He added in a third finger, and then a fourth, making sure yeonjun can take his size.

“Are-ah-you really that big that you n-need four fingers?” yeonjun gasped out, sweat starting to form all over his body. He was growing impatient, but also excited.

“That's a dumb question hyung. You saw and felt me before,” soobin replied, removing his fingers once he was satisfied he wouldn't hurt yeonjun.

Without answering, yeonjun reached between their bodies, feeling for soobin’s cock. He gripped it, making soobin release a little noise. Soobin let him explore a bit, slightly smug with himself.

Shit, yeah he was big. The biggest yeonjun has probably seen. He doesn't think he will be able to deep throat him when he gives soobin a **** *** (and oh he will, just not yet).

“Ok **** it. Put it in me,” yeonjun said, releasing soobin.

Soobin snorted, “you have a way with words, yeonjunnie.”

Yeonjun didn't reply, holding his breath when soobin moved and aligned himself with his hole. He slowly started to slide in, both of them moaning. Yeonjun gripped soobin’s shoulders tightly, hanging on for dear life.

“You okay?” soobin whispered, only about halfway in.

“More than ok, hurry up,” yeonjun gasped out, nipping soobin’s neck with impatience. Soobin didn't need to be told twice, sliding in until he was at the hilt, both of their hips rubbing against each other. He stayed in that position for a minute, giving yeonjun time to adjust. His wolf was going crazy inside of him, urging him to take this little omega hard, but soobin ignored him, maintaining control.

“Move,” yeonjun hissed, circling his hips seductively and then wrapping his legs securely around soobin’s waist to keep him inside deeper.

Soobin did just that, sliding out and then sliding back in slowly a few times, starting a rhythm. He gripped yeonjun’s waist, breathing through his nose so that he could calm himself down and not get too lost in the lust for yeonjun.

He quickened his pace a bit, but he was still holding back. Yeonjun finally had enough. He gripped soobin’s face, brushing his sweaty bangs aside so that he could stare into those eyes once again.

“Soobin, I'm not some china doll that you can break easily. I dont want you to hold yourself back from me. I want all of you, both the soft side and the animalistic side. You hear me?” yeonjun told him firmly. He circled his hips again, whimpering at the feel of soobin in him.

“I don't want to hurt you,” soobin whispered.

“You won't hurt me,” yeonjun told him confidently.

“Promise me you will tell me if it gets to be too much,” soobin asked desperately.

“I promise,” yeonjun said.

That seemed to be enough for soobin, because he finally let himself get completely lost in the feel and smell of yeonjun. His one hand reached up, searching for yeonjun’s and intertwining their fingers together into the bed sheets. His other hand gripped yeonjun’s hip to keep him still. Then he started moving, getting as close as possible to yeonjun, closer than anyone has ever gotten before.

“Oh... oh,” yeonjun moaned out, loving the shift in soobin’s attitude. It was like a switch turned on. Suddenly yeonjun was wrapped up in everything that was soobin. The alpha quickened his pace, harshly snapping his hips into yeonjun. They were skin to skin, heat burning between the both of them. Yeonjun’s eyes fluttered at the feel of soobin so deep inside of him.

“How are you feeling, yeonjun?” soobin whispered, his breathing labored. He quickened his pace even more, fucking yeonjun so rough that they started to scoot up the bed.

“You feel amazing,” yeonjun gasped out. “I can feel every inch of you.”

He can't believe he ever thought sex with soobin would be boring. Yes, soobin was a gentle lover, and yes he would take care of his partners well. But he was so much more than that. He knew exactly which buttons to push, exactly where to angle himself so that yeonjun was feeling so good his mind became mush. He alternated between fucking him slowly and then fucking him rough. It kept bringing yeonjun high and low, dragging on the moment between the two of them so that it would never end. The build up was unbearable, the need to come so bad yeonjun wanted to cry. But at the same time, there was a certain pleasure in both of them being denied that immeasurable feeling. It was delicious torture for the both of them.

Soobin slowed again, giving yeonjun time to unlatch his arms from him and grip the headboard so that he can hang on tight. Soobin got the hint, smirking while leaning in and kissing yeonjun as he quickened his pace.

“Faster,” yeonjun demanded on a moan. Soobin complied, sliding in and out, all thoughts out of his mind except for yeonjun.

“More,” yeonjun whispered out.

The bed squeaked so bad, yeonjun thought for sure they were going to break it. Not that he cared. He would **** soobin anywhere at this point.

“God you feel so good,” soobin muttered, licking the shell of yeonjun’s ear, his lips passing over yeonjun’s silver earrings. “You’re so tight and perfect for me,” soobin told him. Yeonjun was eating up the words, loving every minute of it.

“Tell me more,” yeonjun said, his voice whining slightly as soobin hit just the right spot.

“You are so bossy,” soobin chuckled, sucking on his neck and leaving marks all over. But soobin loved yeonjun’s narcissistic side. He loved how his words can get yeonjun feeling so good and turned on.

Normally he would have been embarrassed about muttering sweet nothings in someone’s ear, but this was yeonjun we were talking about. “You are gorgeous, you know that? I wanted to- ah -**** you since the day we first met. And then every day after that,” soobin breathed.

That only spurred yeonjun on more. He gripped the headboard tighter, trying to impale himself on soobin’s cock. His cheeks were flushed, his hair a mess, his breathing erratic. Soobin thought he definitely looked pretty just like this, under him and begging for more.

“W-what did you want to do to me?” yeonjun asked.

Soobin’s hands wandered all over yeonjun’s sweaty body, scratching lightly at the soft skin, leaving marks all over. He looked into yeonjun’s eyes as he answered him.

“Many, many filthy things,” he replied seriously.

“Well, we are going to have to do all of those things together,” yeonjun told him.

Soobin’s hips started to stutter, his rhythm becoming sloppy. He leaned his forehead against yeonjun’s.

“I'm c-close hyung, I can't hold on,” soobin told him.

“I'm almost there, you better wait. We are coming together,” yeonjun said.

Soobin upped his pace despite the need to come. Yeonjun’s eyes fluttered shut, the feeling too much for him. This made soobin frown. He reached forward, gripping yeonjun’s chin as he kept up his brutal pace.

“Eyes on me hyung. I want to watch you when you come,” he growled out. Yeonjun forced his eyes open. That was the hottest thing soobin has ever said to him.

Another few seconds of hitting yeonjun’s sweet spot and yeonjun holding on for dear life went by.

“Do you feel it too?” soobin asked, desperation laced in his voice.

“Y-yeah I feel you,” yeonjun babbled.

Then soobin reached for yeonjun’s hand, making him let go of the headboard as they both clung to each other. Soobin used his other hand to reach between them, stroking yeonjun’s cock as he stared into yeonjun’s eyes.

Soobin and yeonjun both groaned as they came. Soobin saw stars, not being able to resist smashing his lips to yeonjun’s messily as they both rode out their highs. Yeonjun whined between kisses, both he and his wolf content at the feel of soobin filling him up. It seemed to last forever, and yeonjun doesn't think he has come this hard before in his life. He made a mess all over himself and soobin, but that didn't stop soobin from sliding in and out of his hole a few more times, wet sounds filling up the room. They both were super sensitive, it was almost painful. But it just felt so good to be this close together.

Soobin finally fell on top of yeonjun, still inside him. He didn't care that yeonjun’s *** was all over his hand and now their stomachs. He didn't care that they were sweaty and gross. This was the best he has ever felt in his entire life.

“Fuck,” yeonjun swore.

“Yeah, ****,” soobin swore back, burying his head in yeonjun’s neck while they were trying to catch their breaths.

“God damn,” was all yeonjun could say, looking up at the ceiling as his vision started coming back.

“You alright?” soobin chuckled.

“I think I came so hard that I almost blacked out for a second there,” yeonjun muttered. He weakly brought his arm up, running his fingers through soobin’s black sweaty hair.

“Was it okay?” soobin muttered against yeonjun’s skin, kissing him every time his lips brushed up against him.

“Okay? It was better than ok, and you damn well know it. If you don't **** me like this everyday for the rest of my life, I'm leaving you,” yeonjun threatened. Soobin was laughing, snuggling into yeonjun’s neck. Yeonjun didn't mind the heavy weight on him, even though it did make it a little difficult to breathe. “I mean it Choi Soobin. No holding back on me. I want what we did, but like, even rougher next time, you hear me?” yeonjun demanded.

“Whatever you say, yeonjunnie,” soobin said, finally pulling out of yeonjun.

Yeonjun made a noise of complaint. “Hey get back in there,” he whined.

“Hyung, isn't that uncomfortable?” soobin argued back.

“Yes, but I like being full with you in me,” yeonjun pouted.

Soobin groaned. “How could you say that in such a cute way? That's weird!”

Yeonjun rolled his eyes. “Fine, just give me like 5 minutes and I'll be good to go again.”

Soobin leaned up, his eyes wide. “Five minutes?!”

Yeonjun looked back at him. “Uh yeah? I have a huge sex drive. So you better buckle up and satisfy me. Especially on my heats, I'm like twice as horny.”

Soobin faked a sound of complaint. “Ugh what did I get myself into? Well, let me at least go and shower us off.”

Yeonjun suddenly pushed soobin off of him so that he was on his back. Then he swung a leg over and climbed on top. “Nope, it's time for round two,” he said happily, wiggling his hips a bit.

Soobin stared at him incredulously, his hands unconsciously reaching up and gripping yeonjun’s waist. “But hyung, we are all gross with sweat and *** all over the place. Let’s clean ourselves first.”

Yeonjun pouted down at soobin. “Why would we waste time getting clean, when we are just going to get dirty all over again? Don't you want to **** me a few more times?” he traced patterns on soobin’s chest with his finger.

Well...how was soobin supposed to argue against that?

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