Episode 2

i reached my phone and I looked at the clock she's right it's late I rolled of my bed and sat on the ground and looked around my room. my room looks like a trash cane , the dirty clothes and shosses ,the dirty dishes that was seating there for months and more . if my stepmother fatuma was abou to enter my room she would end my life .After seeing around I stood up there was a mirror infront of me , I started at my self ,every time I started more and more their was a soulless a cold hearted girl staring back at me . I don't recognise my self any more ,since it's been three days since I ate ,I have lost some weight . I was trying to figure out what a person would see through my eyes, would they see the tired gir that has lost the will to leave , the tired girl that has lost and missed the felling of love , the tired girl that used to be so sweet, so lovely or will they just see the mask I put on every morning, why would they not notice the black circle on my eyes , the crispy lips and ,the eye that is calling out for a help. they won't because I will not allow them to see it ,I will hide until my darkness eat me alive, while this thought's were running in my mind another bang knocked on my door, it was my dad and he started talking

"hey Amanda it's me dad you was sleeping when I came last night and this morning you were late as usual, me and my family are going to a trip to hawi this evening and we are going to be gone for two weeks so take care of the house , ummm I figured u have work so I didn't invite you , bye bye um and here is the house key ,I puted on the front gate come out and get it "

muh I was not surprised it was not there first time leaving me . I looked at my clock I have been standing infront of the mirror for about 30 minutes, I gusp oh shit I am late again . I fixed my self some outfits from the ground ,picked my bag and left . I picked up the house key from the ground and started walking towards the door . I saw Helen running towards dad's car she has grown . when she was little she used to be the sweetest thing alive . she used to be so kind to me, but as she was growing she became more like her mom , we grew apart from each other . she lookes more like our dad ,unlike me I looked just like my mom I guess that's why my dad hates me so much . I opened the door and started walking towards the bus station. I plugged my music on and started walking fastly (what would the world be without music ) while I was rushing towards the bus stop I heard someone calling for my name . I thought to my self

"wait this voice is very familiar"

the voice called again

'Amanda '

this time the voice was getting closer. I turned my face to look after the voice that was calling me it was scarlet I freezed.

👉 Amanda's messy room

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