“because I... since forever, I love you…”
Cain:
“Well...that wasn’t how I expected to confess to him, but I was out of options. His expression was serious, but he didn’t pull away from me, nor did he hesitate when I answered those things.” He let go of my hands.
"Cain. Is everything you just told me true?"
"Yes. From the dream to how I feel about you."
"Since when have you felt this way?"
"...? A little over four years…"
"I see..."
He sighed and looked away.
"I don’t want you to feel obligated to reciprocate my feelings, nor try to force yourself into anything, if you’re just angry, disgusted or if it hurt you... just say so."
"…My neck…"
"Huh?"
"…You bit my neck… It hurts…"
I got up and went to get the bandages, came back, sat down.
"Show me…"
He pulled his sweatshirt away from his neck and showed me... “Look what I did… it’s purple and swollen, it’s bleeding too… this is what’s going to happen if I stay close to him…” I excused myself and bandaged him.
"I know words won’t reverse everything I did… but forgive me."
Levi is not talking much, and his face is still the same.
"Cain. Why do you love me?"
"You’re the only one who has always been by my side, we share the same pain… you’ve always been affectionate and loving with me, you always cared when people spoke ill of me, and you’ve always been by my side, you’re a kind and honest person."
"…Is that why?"
"Yes."
"Cain, I don’t blame you for feeling the way you feel, nor for the dreams you have, nor for doing what you did now, even because everything was automatic from your body, but the way you talked about your dream was kind of…"
"I know, I'm sorry, I wanted you to be mad at me. I’d rather have you hate me and walk away from me than have you stay with me and be at risk of me hurting you."
"I see…. That thing you did earlier, you remember."
"Just some vague memories."
Levi:
Cain has always been very sincere, it’s no different now, he usually answers quickly and that’s what he’s doing. He’s also not to blame for the feelings he has, but he nurtured them… for over four years…
"Cain, do that again."
"What?"
"That kiss… kiss me like that again."
"Huh?!"
"You remember, don’t you?"
"I remember more…! Why out of nowhere? Weren’t you serious just now?!"
"I’m not kidding, let alone laughing right now."
“He gulped. He came close to me… “I don’t want to play with your feelings, Cain, I just need to test something.” So he kissed me, just like before, first a peck and then a more intense kiss! It’s no different, he licked my lips, held me lightly at the waist and behind the neck” and said:
"Levi, open your mouth."
I opened it without thinking, and his tongue slipped into my mouth, which sent shivers down my spine, I started to get more tense… I wonder if he noticed, I opened my eyes briefly and he was looking at me, his eyes were full of desire, just like before, but they were calmer, his hand went down to my neck and ended up touching the bite mark.
"Ah!"
"Sorry."
He stopped the kiss and after caressing my neck, he kissed me there. Lifting my head, I saw how breathless he was… “It wasn’t bad, on the contrary, I felt very good, even though it was him I didn’t feel disgusted or grossed out by being a man. I can still feel the places he touched me warm.” I rested my head on his shoulder and after sighing I said:
"It was good…"
"But I hurt you, didn’t I...?"
He held my arm and said:
"I know you would never hurt me on purpose…"
"But I forced you…!"
"Cain, I’m fine… I gave myself in a way because it was you, because I felt good with you…"
"…Really…?"
"Cain, I didn’t feel bad when you touched me earlier, so much so that I almost c*m, I was just scared, it was all very sudden and fast, I just didn’t expect it."
"And what do you mean?"
"I liked being touched by you… I don’t feel disgusted, but I’m still not sure if my feelings match yours in every way. I wasn’t mad at you, so there’s no reason for me to forgive you, don’t worry about it."
He lifted my head and rested his forehead on mine.
"And what does that mean? You're just repeating the context…."
I took his hand and put it between my legs, at that moment I was still... I was hard.
"I mean I’m hard and you can touch me…"
He kissed me again, bit my mouth, and licked it. Then he grabbed me by the waist.
"I’ll be gentle, so I don’t scare you."
"…Okay…"
Cain picked me up and put me on the bed, we started kissing, until I was lying down; Cain got up and took off his shirt, slid his hand on my leg and after holding it he kissed my forehead.
"…Levi… are you sure…?"
"…I am, Cain…"
“I think this is going to be the longest dawn of my life.”
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To be continued.
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Jenna
Damn this is both wholesome AND erotic!!!!!
😭 😆 😊 🥵
2025-03-09
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