Episode 1

Hello! Do you guys still remember me?

I hope so...

I open my eyes and stare at the smooth ceiling of my apartment. I'm still half asleep. Luckily, today is my day off. I want to stay with my boyfriend as long as possible...

He makes me feel so good…

Tyler - Good morning my love… - The brown-haired man fills the blonde's face with loud, delicate kisses. The blonde can't help but giggle. It tickled.

Kalel - Hahaha… stop, Ty hahaha - the blonde pleaded between laughs.

Tyler - I already made coffee, let's eat... - he gets out of the huge bed and puts on a white tank top that was lying on the floor until then.

The blonde yawns, looking at the view through the glass window. It was strange to think that so much time had passed. Exactly 15 years…

Kalel gets out of bed and goes to the bathroom. Being an architect was demanding a lot from him. He needed rest...

He turned on the shower and relaxed, feeling the warm droplets of water run down his body.

Kalel - Being an adult sucks… - the blonde murmurs with a small smile on his lips. - If you had told me back then that I would have a job and be responsible… I would never have believed it, haha - he said everything with a nostalgic look.

He soaped every part of his body with extreme delicacy. He didn't hate it anymore like he used to. Now his body was his most precious work.

It didn't take long and he finished his shower. He put on simple clothes and went to the dining room. The oval table was laden with food.

Tyler - I made your favorites, love… - The blonde sat down and was greeted with a kiss from the neighbor on the chair beside him. - I love you… - honest. There wasn't even a hint of hesitation in that man. Simply perfect…

So why did it seem like something was missing?

The blond looked away and started eating. He couldn't return those words. Not to that man who was there…

Tyler - What are we going to do today, love? - he changed the subject. He knew everything that had happened with Kalel and so he didn't mind not being reciprocated.

Being close to his beloved was enough for Tyler.

Kalel - I wanted to watch a movie at the cinema… it's been a while since we went out together, hasn't it? - he smiled sweetly.

Tyler - Yeah… We're too busy with our jobs. I barely remember the last time we went out, haha

Kalel - hahaha it's been a long time…

Sometimes I think I did the wrong thing by agreeing to date Tyler. I feel like I'm doing to him what Isaac did to me…

I can't love him. At least not the way I love him…

That's why I don't reciprocate his daily declarations. If I did, it would be a lie. I didn't want to lie to him. Even though I don't love him, I like him a lot. He takes care of me and loves me in a way that Isaac never did…

And yet I still love my dark past…

My mistake.

Sometimes I catch myself thinking about him. I miss him so much…

It seems that none of us were lucky in love. That idiot Andrew left and left Ronald in pieces…

Ronald has changed a lot since then. I hardly recognize him… He is not the same.

I don't really know what to say about Dario…

I guess Benjamin wasn't ready for a serious relationship.

But I can't judge hahaha…

I wasn't exactly a wise lord back then…

I'm not now either…

Why am I being such a fucking idiot to the most perfect person there is?

He's an angel. I honestly don't know how he can love me so much…

I'm not going to lie. I'm not completely fine. Sometimes…

I have my breakdowns and he takes it all…and then just takes care of me…

I think it's impossible to fully heal. No matter how much time passes, one day you will have a relapse. But compared to before, I'm much better.

Ronald always tells me that even though I'm happy, my eyes still look sad…

I don't understand. I am well. Why doesn't he believe it?

I completely forgot about Isaac Calhoun, didn't I?

I… I… I'm over him, aren't I…?

As said, the couple went to the cinema. A new movie would be released. It was time to take a break from work and spend some time together…

Tyler - I'm going to buy snacks. Can you buy the tickets? - he asked sweetly as he adjusted his glasses.

Kalel - Of course. Don't be late… - He stood on tiptoe and placed a kiss on the cheek of the brunette, who immediately smiled happily.

Tyler - Okay… - He left. The blonde stood behind, looking at the other's broad shoulders.

A strange feeling hit the blonde's body. As if it were a sense of deja vu. He looked around as if searching for something. People passed him as if in slow motion.

A cool breeze blew past him. It was nothing more than a tall body walking past him. He looked back and for some reason fixed his gaze on that man.

The black hair was so silky and black. Besides, the man was huge. Only after looking at that increasingly distant back did he realize what he was doing.

The people around him also stared at the now distant man.

Kalel - (I wish I had seen his face…) - thought the blonde, disappointed in himself. - (I wonder if he was really that handsome?) - he asked himself, observing the flushed faces of those people.

The line went and he finally got his tickets. He didn't have to wait long and his boyfriend arrived with the snacks.

Tyler - What happened here? - He asked, observing the atmosphere of the people. They seemed to be talking about a very interesting common topic.

Kalel - I think some celebrity passed by here… - He said uninterested.

Tyler - Hmmm… - he muttered, a little curious about the subject. - Come on… - he held the blonde's hand and guided him.

Get ready because Kalel is back!!! 🤘🤘🤘🤘

I wish to never meet Isaac Calhoun again…

This is fine. I'm happy 😊

***This work has been signed with NovelToon, and piracy such as reprinting without permission is strictly prohibited.***

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***