But that didn't seem to be enough for that idiot and to cover it up some of his friends had also joined us waiting for their buss
Asshole
Oh so know your acting all tough?! Whatchu gonna do, call one of your 2D friends or write a story about how mean we are?!
And this is just why I don't show people my work! It's already hard enough to like it considering how much I criticize myself I don't need outsiders to do so.
And what if I liked manga, at least I didn't spend my nights drinking and fucking around just to feel better!
Instead of saying this I put on my brightess smile and turn to look at them.
Nerei
Yeah my stories are mostly shitty and I am obsessed with animé, but what's in it for you?
I bring my hand to the back of my neck feeling a bit uncomfortable about this last statement.
Nerei
And I'm not acting tough I'm just preventing my fall, if it looked like I was disrespecting you just know it wasn't my intention!
Yes I was the victim and yes I could've perfectly defended myself but I honestly don't see the point since apart from that idiot I probably won't see his friends again.
I smile once again and walk into the bus that had arrived in the meantime, I scan my ticket and walk around to find myself a seat.
I honestly hope to, at some point, be able to tell them what I actually thought and stop being goody two shoes but what would it change? I can take unoriginal insults like those and I know my limits if it gets to those then the mask will have to fall off, and they'll have to deal with a Nerei that doesn't hold back.
It's just my way of dealing with things if it affects someone else then it's done, I'm not letting others suffer when I can stop it. I know my limits and although their not morally correct they work for me and I can stand that much but I may not know the other person's limits.
If I didn't put these rules for myself this would probably not be my life. I know how I can get when I reach that... frenzy
And although for rugby it was useful to be able ignore, to some point, pain when feeling strong emotions. In day to day life I would only look like a psicopath. One who doesn't notice big scratches on his face until the fight is done...
I'm brought back into reality by a hand on my shoulder slightly shaking me. I look up just to see a cute guy I'd seen once or twice in the campus
Cute boy
Hey uh... I saw you weren't noticing so I came to tell you our stop is next
There's a moment of silence where I actually process what he just said, I smile at him trying to get the poor man to relax. Had he never talked to a girl before or is he just naturally nervous?!
Cute boy
I'm so sorry I woke you up! I shouldn't have please excuse me... that was a dumb idea
I hold in a small laugh and lay my hand on his forearm getting up. He's nice but he needs to relax or at look relaxed
Nerei
I never said it was a problem! I'm actually very thankful you did, I don't want to be late to class, so thanks
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