letter for Orion...

It's been a while... almost 7 years... you left... and I every day I was waiting for your message... every unknown message pop up... that excite me, my heartbeats raises its pace to its maximum and then when I found, it's not by you... the heart of mine suddenly stops in a moment and filled with heaviness... all the surrounding of mine, just stop for a minute or two.... but the point is that you never wrote... so lets me write to you first... I like the reason, why you left... and hate it... that you left... I like it, you care... but hate it... you didn't respond... I like it when you said, You love me... and I hate it... when you said, "I can't marry me..."

you can't marry me... I tried to understand hard... but the promise... that I can never ask you why???... make me think again... that have you ever been in love with me??? if not, why you made me fall for you... by the care, concern and the honesty of your eyes... even today, when I recall, all those moments spent with you... made me fall for you again and a little more than earlier...

well, is it you... the right choice??? or you have already a wife... or a girlfriend... or the bell or you just lose interest in me... no Idea... you had given me a thousand reasons to stop loving you... and I have one reason to continue to love you... and the reason is that I love you... and I still want to tell you... I still want to know... who the bell was???... when I first met her... I had never thought that one day she will fetch my Orion away... I still don't feel bad about it from her side... because you are so charming that any girl can fall for you... but you Orion... I have Loved you... more than that I had trusted you... I believed in you... suddenly you left...

and I thought... you left me... because you like bell more... and then I recalled all the memories... which we engraved deep inside me... by you... I adore them... but then why did you create those with me... if you never loved me??? you want me to keep a promise..., that I shouldn't ask you why???... why can't you marry me...??? I accepted... but then why you faded the promise... that you can't stop loving me...

I accepted everything... and I promise I'll accept everything related to you... just for you...

well, I have no idea... about bell... during these whole years... because I was busy in your thoughts... obviously, I thought why didn't you get married to her... till now... so many times... then I thought... maybe you felt guilty about leaving me... so I made sure... that I never appear again in your life... but I couldn't stop myself to search for your belongings... at least I have that right... still now... right???...

you must want to know... why after so many years I decided to write this letter to you...

have patience... I'll let you know soon...

I found something strange... yesterday... about bell... she isn't human anymore... She wasn't human even when we met her... she was a Ghost...

okay fine, read it and if possible believe it... because you know I never lie... at least to you... I saw her photo in the very old book named bell Castillo... The same name... when she introduced herself on we first encountered her... so I checked more... and found she died in 1822... when she was 23...

when I searched about her more... I found she died petrified death... if she died then how come we met her... I want to read it... but I don't understand the language... some kind of very old language... so I went to google to translate it... And I understand the date and place where she's buried... Google is unable to translate it... as it's frail due to unclear handwriting...

so I went to the graveyard... where she's buried... and found her grave... named Bell Castillo... and was stunned... that the same place where we met her for the first time... during our one month summer camp...

I can still see glimpses of her... It was a night... with bright stars... and the jungle was underneath the love of moonlight... we all friends lied to volunteer... and went out in the same graveyard... where we saw her... she was worried and nervous... we met her... she said, someone wants to kill her... so she was hiding in this graveyard... we both took her to your house... out of choice since she wasn't safe in the graveyard... and our leniency says... we should muck in and hide her... we took advantage of your parents staying in Persia... and your empty home... but later, I thought... in course of time you might fall for her... you loved her... so you left me... but now... I wonder... what happened???...

well, I'm explaining this to you... because I want to read the book... and It's not possible because I'm out of knowing... that language... but I found the way to read... for which I need to die... and Tomorrow... I have to die... so you are the only person... whom I want to know about my death... and now... I know it doesn't matter... and I'll make sure after death... I won't let anything happen to you...

I don't know... whether you still use this id or not... and you'll read it or ignore it... but still... have a great happy life ahead.. whenever you read this... before or after my death... remember that... I love you... Orion...

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